insensibility:(noun)

Unconsciousness. "I flogged him into insensibility." 

Inability to be moved emotionally. "Lady Grafton's insensibility bordered on cruelty"

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"So I won't give up, no I won't break down, sooner than it seems life turns around and I will be strong even if it all goes wrong. When I'm standing in the dark I'll still believe, someone's watching over me."

Song - Someone's watching over Me

Artist - Hilary Duff

This song fits this chapter really well, check out the video if you don't know the song.

https://youtu.be/8Cz0HdTxO_Y

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Joe

I must have fallen asleep next to a tree because my eyes flutter open when a chilling breeze engulfs my body. With my back pressed against the tree, I slowly stand up while holding my stomach.

I smile upon feeling my baby kick me. "At least you're nice and warm," I murmur to my tummy. 

I have no idea how long I slept for or where I even am, one thing is certain; I'm alone and lost. My eyes scan the surrounding area, all I see is trees and birds flying above me. 

"I should've stayed back at the barn," I say to myself. "Great, I'm talking to myself, I'm losing it." I sigh leaning my back against a tree. 

Harry's face appears in my mind.

Tears begin to roll down my cheeks, before long, I'm a crying mess. 

He wouldn't give up on me and go back to England, Harry wouldn't just abandon me. Who am I kidding, he probably thinks I'm dead. I mean I've been missing for--well, I don't know how many months, but a long time.

My knees begin to wobble, forcing me to kneel on the ground. My sobs fill the surrounding forest. 

I can't give up, I have to find a way out of here, I have to find help. I've gotta be strong, for Harry, for our baby.

I attempt to push myself off the ground but a sharp stabbing pain erupts in my lower stomach. A string of curses falls from my lips along with groans. 

What's happening to me?

"Ow!" I cry out when the pain only doubles in intensity, both my hands hold my stomach in an attempt to ease the pain. I crawl over to a tree and rest my back against it. 

With my eyes closed, I try to calm my breathing but again I'm hit with this pain it causes me to cry out. My breathing becomes heavier which is making it harder to breathe. 

"Joe!" My eyes fling open when I hear a voice being carried on the wind, I can't reply to them because of my--hold up, did they call my name? 

Nah, I'm just imagining it. 

"Oh fuck," I loudly curse as the pain returns again, I wrap my hands around my stomach. 

"Joe! Where are you!?" The voice comes closer, well so it sounds closer but out here it may seem closer but it's actually just the wind carrying it. "Joe!" 

Okay, that was definitely louder.

Ignoring the pain, I force my aching, tired body off the ground by using the tree as support. "H-h-help!" I scream as loud as I can but a burst of pain causes me to once again fall to my knees. 

I don't know if it's because of the pain but each time I inhale, I'm finding it harder to breathe. 

Footsteps, I hear footsteps approaching me. 

Fuck! Could it be Henry? He didn't find me, did he? No, it can't be him, I locked him in the barn, unless he-

The footsteps get louder until I hear them stop, seconds later someone grabs me by the shoulders. 

I scream without looking up.

"Joe! Shit, calm down!" 

That voice, no, it can't be.

When I look up, my breath hitches in my throat. 

I'm greeted by those green eyes that invade my dreams.

"H-Harry? W-what?" I stumble over my words due to my rapid breathing. 

"It's okay," His arms wrap around me, pulling my body flush against his. I begin to sob into his chest, my hands gripping the material of his shirt. "It's okay, shhh, you're safe now love, I'm here," 

"H-Harry," I cry out when another surge of pain hits me. "I-it h-hurts!"

Harry curses, I feel myself being picked up into his arms but when my eyes meet his, darkness takes me. 

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Harry

Joe is taken from me and placed on an ambulance bed while four paramedics examine her. 

Six police officers with my sister, emerge out of the trees with Henry handcuffed.

Hatred, anger, revenge.

Three emotions I'm feeling right now. 

"You fucking bastard!" I scream, running towards the devil whom I'm about to rip apart. Two arms suddenly wrap around me. "Let go of me!"

"Harry, you need to calm the fuck down," Gemma says into my ear. "Let the police handle-"

"No! He's not going to get away with this! I'll kill him!" I try to escape Gemma's grip but she holds me firmly in her arms. "I'll kill him Gem, if Joe doesn't make it, I'll fucking kill him,"

"Harry," She wraps her arms around me. "Joe's gonna make it, don't you give up on her,"

The first tear escapes my right eye and rolls down my cheek. I bury my head in my sister's chest, her hands rub circles on my back. "It's all his fault,"

"Revenge isn't what Joe would want Harry,"

I know Gemma is right, but I can't help feeling this way. 

"He did this to her," 

Gemma sighs, "I know, go with Joe and leave Henry to me," She says pulling away from me when her eyes lock with mine a frown takes over her face. "Joe needs you to be strong, be strong for her,"

"I can't,"

"Yes you can Harry, you're stronger than this," Gemma uses the pad of her thumb to wipe under my eyes. "Joe needs you,"

"I-"

"Mr Styles, we need to get Ms Hemmings to the hospital, will you be coming with us?" One of the paramedic's questions.

I open my mouth but Gemma cuts me off. "Yes he will," She says pushing me towards the ambulance where Joe is being loaded into. "Harry, don't worry about Henry, I'll make sure he never hurts anyone again. You focus on being there for Joe." 

I inhale a large amount of air, nodding my head. "Yeah, thanks, sis."

"You're welcome," She smiles and turns around. 

I'm then lead to the Ambulance, "I-is she okay?" I ask the paramedic who stops in front of me. 

"Mr Styles I'm not sure how to tell you this," When he looks me directly in the eyes, I know it can't be good. "Ms Hemmings has fallen into a coma, we may also need to perform an emergency c-section." 

"W-what?" Oh god, I feel dizzy. 

"If we don't your child's not going to make it." 

That's all I needed to hear for my legs to give out beneath me. 

Before my head hits the ground I'm overcome by darkness. 

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A/N

Don't kill me, please?