You rushed to the room, locking yourself in as Jungkook followed you.

Clasping your knees, you squatted to the floor as tears moved down your cheeks.

"Y/N, open the door," Jungkook knocked.

"Please go away."

"I'm not a child who would hurt herself."

"Open the door, please," he said.

You wiped your face with your sleeve as you stood up.

"Why the hell would I hurt myself for a man who's ungrateful to have me," you said as your voice cracked.

If he didn't want you in his life and had no reason to give you a breakup, why would you want to be shattered for him?

"You want this to end? Do you want to hurt me and get your hands on Ava's ass? Do it because I break up with you Mr. Jeon Jungkook," you shouted through the door as hot tears streamed down your face.

The more you wanted to hold them back, the more they overflowed.

"Y/N, open the fucking door," Jungkook growled, banging on the door.

You heard him sniff and after hard slams on the door, you heard him hiss in pain.

Did he hurt himself?

You couldn't stop.

You opened the door quickly, grabbing his wrist to see a bruise on his knuckles.

"What are you doing?" You whispered, holding onto his hand.

You pulled him into the room reaching for some first aid when he grabbed your waist, pulling you towards him.

"Ungrateful?" He mumbled.

"You think I'm not happy enough that I have you?"

"I've never had anyone care for me Y/N. Nobody ever cared about my existence."

His arm tightened on your waist pulling you closer as you could see his eyes gleaming in tears. His hair was wet with sweat and he was almost shivering.

"You think making such decisions and avoiding you is easy for me? Making you hate me is easy?"

"Y/N, I love you more than anything else. Nothing matters to me but you do and that's the fucking problem," he said, gritting his teeth.

"You are my strength but if even the slightest problem occurs to you, I will burn the world down besides, Y/N, I'm a mafia."

"A mafia doesn't have a life," he said, as his voice cracked.

"I don't have a family, I have nobody to care for and I'm surrounded by enemies."

"Every enemy knows that if you get hurt, I'll be destroyed within seconds and so, I don't want you to be unsafe because of me," he said in a low voice.

You made him sit on the couch.

That's what you wanted, you wanted him to talk, and vent out his feelings and you couldn't believe how lucky you were to have a man who cares for you, so much that he is ready to let you go just for your safety.

You filled a glass of water for him.

As you were about to give him, he grabbed your waist hugging you, as his head rested on your stomach while his hands grabbed your waist.

"I'm not ungrateful Y/N. I cannot afford to lose you," he said as you caressed his hair, surprised to see him in this condition.

For a few minutes, he just stayed like that, hugging your stomach like a baby.

You smiled.

You got on your knees to look into his eyes and gently placed a kiss on his lips.

"Jungkook, stop overthinking. I'm going nowhere and nothing will ever happen to me."

"Who said you don't have a life? I am the family you have, stay with me for me. Don't push me away," you pleaded.

You looked too small, sitting on your knees in between his wide-spread legs.

He pulled you into a kiss, yanking on your hair and you could sense how hungry he was for you.

"I am here for you, with you, all the time, also, I can protect myself. Don't think so low of me. I know karate," you said, wiggling your eyebrows trying to lift his mood.

He chuckled.

"Oh Y/N, Y/N, please stop being all cute and making me get more addicted to you. I missed you so much, do you even know that?" He said, pulling you closer to sit on his lap.

"You are dramatic," you said.

He buried his face in the crook of your neck as you held his head.

"If you love me, discuss things with me. Don't avoid me, don't leave me alone," you said.

He grabbed you tightly.

"I won't, I promise," he said, making you feel ticklish.

"Now, let's freshen up and sleep--," he didn't let you complete making you sit on the couch.

He removed his shoes, keeping them to the side, and unbuttoned his shirt.

"What are you up to Mr Jeon?" You asked in a low voice, barely audible as he put his half-naked body on display for you which made you bite on your lip as you lowered your gaze.

He slid his body on the couch, keeping his head on your lap, and whispered, "It was a long day for me, I need sleep and you."

You chuckled.

You stayed right there, with him, caressing his hair and making him fall asleep as you kissed his face.

"Are you trying to awaken the beast in me which will make your night wild and not let you walk tomorrow morning?" He asked, looking right into your eyes, making you nervous.

"Um, no," you chuckled.

"Doesn't sound like a no to me," he said as he joined your lips, crashing his mouth in yours making you moan in pleasure due to his sudden action but getting used to it as you started to kiss him back.

"Baby, you're so devilish," he said, pulling your sweatshirt off you as you lay below him in just your bra with shorts.

He started to kiss you all over as you chuckled, pulling him into a kiss.

Indeed, he made your night wild by eating you out and making out with you in ways you read in books.

"I love you Jeon Jungkook," you whispered as he caressed your face kissing your cheek.

"I love you more Jeon Y/N," he said, making your eyes widen.

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A/N:
These cuties!!!!

Please let me know in the comment section how the book is and if you enjoy it! It makes me happy and motivates me to keep updating♥️

Trailer for the next chapter:

(Coz I want you crying for the update hehe)

"Why wouldn't you give me to some fucking adoption center if Jungkook is all you wanted Dad?"  Jimin yelled in anger, punching the mirror to get himself hurt.

"Son, I've never treated you badly. I will do anything for you so tell me, what is it that you want?" Mr. Park asked.

Jimin smirked.

"I want what Jungkook has."

"I want Y/N."

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