Entering into THEIR ROOM, Swara closes the door and going towards the bed she falls upon it, while crying vigorously. She just couldn't believe her fate..it's like history is repeating itself again in the same way! That time she has been able to collect the broken pieces of her heart but now she is just a failure : a failure mother..a failure wife and mostly a failure lover! She has thought Sanskar will never leave her hand seeing unconditional love in her eyes for him but here he is just blind to see her emotions like before. She chuckles sadly thinking whom to blame? It's her fate or she is truly cursed to get love? Suddenly Parvati's words hit her ear drums and she closes her ears with her own palms, feeling defeated! May be she is cursed that no one loves her..even her husband too couldn't see her love.

While crying her eyes fall on the sleeping form of her baby and she caresses his face lovingly. Tears are rolling down from her cheeks and she without caring to wipe it out, plants few kisses on her baby and murmurs : Baby, you will never leave your momma like others do. Isn't it? Don't follow your Papa's footsteps. He never thinks me having any kind of emotions that's why he always hurt me. But baby, if he hurts me this time..I'll not be able to get strong like before. Your momma is not so strong. But baby, if you don't leave momma then she will do everything for you and it's your momma's promise.

Here her tears start to fall upon her baby's little palm and he opens his little eyes, getting wet feeling. And seeing his momma before his eyes, he smiles happily and starts to say some gibberish sounds indicating Swara to take him in her lap.

Being emotional and happy at her baby's gesture towards her, she quickly takes him in her embrace and baby giggles happily. Suddenly Swara feels her baby is searching for her nipple by placing his mouth upon her breast, so knowing him being hungry Swara quickly opens her blouse and places her left breast in his mouth and her baby starts to drink happily by throwing his legs in air. Swara feels content at the feeling of motherhood. She feels she could always count her baby in her team when his father is not accepting their relationship or marriage.

She smiles at her baby who has just completed his feeding. Hooking her blouse she corrects her saree and that's when the door gets open and Sanskar enters inside their room. Swara avoids looking at him which Sanskar founds fishy. Because knowing his forgotten memory, she  always showers extra love and care towards him but today she is behaving different..as if she is lost somewhere. And that gets not well with him..he generally gets her undivided attention at which he is accustomed but seeing it different today, he smells danger. His hearts vibrates as if he can't even think of losing HER and THEIR BABY. What if she is trying to go away from him thinking he is not ready to accept her back. But it's not. He wants ..he really wants a happy ending with her and tries to remember the beautiful phase of past four years of THEIR LIFE. But he is not getting any single flashes before him. Suddenly feeling headache, he holds his head and leaves from the room to get some fresh air outside. At which the door gets closed with a bang and their little one starts to cry with that sudden noise.

Swara who is heartbroken after listening to him earlier, now is left with no hope. But seeing the baby crying continuously, she starts to show different types of faces before him and after certain period, baby smiles by showing his toothless smile.

And swara gets relief that finally her baby is back to form. But her heart is busy to calculate the certain change in Sanskar after coming to Maheswari Mansion : Does he think me a curse that he too wants to get rid of me? Does he get no flashes before his eyes or feel emotional attachment with me when he comes close to me? Like other, does he think me a burden? Does our baby mean nothing to him..before his mother's promise is our marriage just an act? And Sanskrit? Don't you want to hold your baby in arms forever? What will I think of you after these certain incidents? I'm very afraid today..I'm feeling we are GETTING APART. Our marriage is going to break. I'm feeling very restless. Please Sanskar, don't do this with me, with US. Before coming here you've been so romantic husband but now you're getting apart from me. I don't even remember when you've talked well with me for the last time. And now after coming into the room also, you just leave in middle as you don't want to see my face. Even in your hatred towards me, you've not noticed how much loudly you've closed the door! If not me, then think of our baby, Sanskar and terminate your thought of marrying Ragini. I can't live without you and OUR BABY..you both are my life. I can fight against this world but if this time you get apart from me, I'll not be alive. (thinking something) Yes, rather I'll leave this mansion with my Sanskrit before seeing you being of someone else. If I see your marriage with her, then I'll not able to get myself strong..but I'll not leave my child in that witch's arm..I'll leave from here taking my baby with me.

Thinking this she wipes her tears and soon it's dinner time. Everyone is happily chitchatting except Swara. She is busy in her thought. Sanskar who is looking at her with serious expression gets worried for her health and touches her hand at which she jerks herself from her thoughts. Sanskar eyes her saying her plate is untouched till now. Swara smiles a little painfully and the look of her eyes pain him there. He feels a sudden emptiness in his heart. He has never thought to see the beautiful love-filled orbs to be so much painful..it's like he has never seen her that much broken before. He suddenly losses the urge to gulp his morsels and touches over his heart as if the pain is too much to bear.

All are busy so none has noticed it. Kavya and Lakshya are as always busy in attacking each other for little Sanskrit at which Sujata rolls her eyes. She founds the tension between the couple and feels happy to see her plan working.

After dinner,Swara sits with others in hall as she is little nostalgic feeling she may not get to see this mansion and its people after few days. So she is cherishing the moment with others. She laughs softly seeing the youngsters' fighting for holding Sanskrit. Suddenly she wipes the lone tear from the corner of her eyes : Sorry baby, for the cursed fate of your mother you've to leave this mansion and your family back. I don't have any enmity with them. But destiny is inevitable.

Sanskar who is restless after seeing different emotions in Swara's eyes for last few hours just sit with everyone in the hall. He sits before her on the couch. He gets panicked seeing her wiping tears but before everyone, he couldn't ask her. So he thinks to ask her later. He has thought to spend a special time with her and their baby but here she is lost in some thought. He questions himself - is he doing any grave mistake by not accepting his feelings for her? But how could he get sure that he loves her? Will he accept Lucky's ideology regarding love? Why is it so hard to understand? But one thing is sure he is attracted towards her. Whenever he sees her feeding their baby he feels the urge to drag her to bed and throwing her there and take her for a long kiss for  endless time and do all those sinful things to her..but he has to suppress his urge and take a cold shower. Because he doesn't want to give her the chance to think he is a pervert. Rejecting her love and not accepting to identify her, but to fulfill his desires he is using her. Yes, he can't listen such words. Because he is surely not any lusty man. He just feels these things only for her. SHE IS THE ONLY WOMAN IN HIS LIFE TO FEEL SUCH PHYSICAL ATTRACTION.

Suddenly Swara feels a strong gaze upon her and looks at that direction to find HIM looking at her with some unknown emotions which she has never seen in him, even in the span of four years they have spent together. But not willing to give another chance to break her heart, she avoids looking at him and gets up by taking Sanskrit in her arms.

After her leaving, Sanskar too gets up and by wishing all good night he is going to turn when Lakshya, Kavya and Uttara tease him by saying "joru ka gulam". He smiles a little and shows fake anger to them. He goes back to THEIR ROOM when all burst out into laughing. Except Sujata, all are happy for the couple and the development of their relationship.

Sanskar comes back to room to find Swara is folding her dresses. He looks towards the bed to find little Sanskrit is laying there and playing with his soft toys while pillows are kept around him. He sighs and looks toward Swara for sometime and seeing her lost in her world, he places his palm upon her shoulder which breaks her reverie.

San(with care and affection) : Where are you lost, Swara? And why are you folding your sarees at this time?

Swara chuckles a little and says with double meaning : Which thing I've to do later, I'm doing it now only and by this the work will be easier then.

Sanskar couldn't understand a bit and before he could ask further Swara goes towards bed and sitting there comfortably, she looks at Sanskar for once. Getting her sign, he turns back and Swara unhooks her blouse and starts feeding her baby.

Here Sanskar is controlling himself badly and when it's very much for him, he goes to washroom. Swara doesn't pay any heed to him and when Sanskrit gets filled, she corrects her dress and makes her baby sleep in the middle of bed and then she too lays beside her.

Then only Sanskar comes out to find Sanskrit is already asleep and gets relief. But seeing Swara asleep, he gets disheartened because he has thought to talk with her and spent some time. But here she is asleep, may be she is tired in handling their son. And thinking that, he too sleeps on the other side of Sanskrit and switches off the light.

As his head hits the pillow Swara opens her eyes and her tears start to roll down continuously. Suddenly she feels Sanskar holds her hands upon Sanskrit and she gets shocked. Thinking he is doing this unconsciously, she keeps silent. While Sanskar thinks Swara is already asleep so he holds her hands to feel her closer to him because he is afraid to loss her.

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