Roshni

He was feeding me forcefully that too with his hands. What will people think? I can practically feel people staring at us.

This was the second naan he was forcing in my mouth dipped in dal makhani. And then the salad. I tried to stop him but he was not ready to stop.

He glared at me as I denied to open my mouth. I looked at him with puppy eyes but he denied giving in. I made an irritating face before opening my mouth.

"That's like a good girl", He said after making me eat everything having his food from the same plate.

"Roshni I was searching for you for so long. Where were you?", Karan Jiju said.

Anav Ji I mean Ji rolled his eyes having his gulab jamun. 

"I thought you would report a missing complaint in CBI if you didn't find her in half an hour", He said having his food silently. What is wrong with him?

Jiju looked at me with confused and somewhat fear. Of course, Anav Khurana could be really scary at times. Who can know this better than me?

"I am coming", I said as I stood up.

"Your sister would kill me if she found out I am not prepared what should I do now", He asked me as I shrugged not knowing what he could do at the moment.

"Save me from your sister Roshni", He said hiding behind me as Ji was too much busy having his ice cream. It's like he never had chocolate ice cream before.

"Move Roshni. I would kill this man today. He is going to make me so embarrassed today", She said trying to reach him.

"Mrinali you know dance is not his cup of tea. Stop forcing him", I tried to tell her but she glared at me.

"Babe listen don't kill me. What would happen to our future kids if you killed me?", He said running away as she ran behind him.

"This seems like a zoo more than a wedding", Ji said standing up putting his plates aside. Why am I even talking to him? I went away holding my lehenga a bit higher. What did Ragini want when she called me? It's all because of him. What if it was important?

I went inside the bridal room to find Ma, Bhabhi, Bhaiya, Mayura, and Ragini inside. Mayura would have filled their ears by now. Her bloodshot eyes are saying the same. She smirked at me as I entered. Bhaiya glared at me.

"What the hell it was Roshni? How can you act so rude?", Bhaiya shouted at me as I looked down as tears started forming in my eyes.

"Don't say anything to her Bhaiya. She said she would ruin us if we said something against her. She would complain to her husband", Mayura said faking tears. Liar as usual. Is he going to slap me again?

"You have crossed all your limits today Roshni", He said as he raised his hand on me. I flinched closing my eyes as tears fall down my cheek. But nothing came. I saw Anav Ji holding his hand in the air with bloodshot eyes.

"Don't you dare", He gritted pushing Bhaiya back.

"Anav Ji please", I tried to reach Bhaiya when he caught my hand.

"This girl standing beside you is only feeding you lies. And you are believing her instead of your own sister. Just wow. Roshni never said a single word to her. It was me who told her not to order my wife like a servant. Instead of raising your hand on my wife why don't you ask your cousin to stop her trials of seducing me. I won't ever look at her. Not because of Roshni's beauty but because of her heart", He shouted at Bhaiya who looked shocked by this behavior.

Then Anav Ji turned to me and hold my wrist in a tight grip.

"Did you come here for this? You were acting all stubborn to come here. See what happens. You won't ever come here again. You would never meet these people who don't know your value", He said as he started pulling me out.

"Jamai sa please stop it's her house as well", Ma said trying to make him agree to leave me here.

"When your son tried to raise his hand on my wife you should have thought about it then", He told her.

"See I told you Jiju always listens to Roshni. He never thinks about right and wrong when she is around", Mayura said more like tried to make Bhaiya angrier.

"You see whoever you are. I was always taught to respect every woman in my house or for that matter every woman but women like you don't deserve respect. My wife is one of the most important women in my life and before your dirty mind starts thinking anything else mind you I am talking about my mother and my sister", He said in a cold voice.

"And you were believing her. She is among those thousands of girl who is jealous of my wife", He told Bhaiya.

"Till now her husband was not standing beside her so you were successful in doing what you wished. But now even if you merely glared at her I would make sure you would pay for it. It's my promise and Anav Khurana do keep his promise", He said.

"You are fighting with me for this worthless girl", Bhaiya said taking a step towards us. Anav Ji took my hand in his looking into my eyes.

"This worthless girl is my wife now. And Ragini Happy Married life. I don't think we would be able to stay till your wedding ends but I did give your wedding gift to your father", He told her before walking out.

"Jamai Sa where are you going?", Papa asked him as he was out welcoming the guest. Anav Ji joined his hands in a way of respect.

"We need to leave uncle. Your son has done enough. I don't think it will be right to stay for a long time now", He told him. Papa looked at me with narrowed eyes. I looked down.

"You don't have to believe her words Jamai Sa. She is habitual of lying", He said. I never lied.

"Then I would say I know her better than you do. And you don't have to worry I won't allow her to visit you so you don't have to worry about her", He told papa. And pulled me out of there. I tried my best to pull my arms from his hold but he didn't let me move. I so wanted to shout but people were around us.

He pushed me inside his car and locked the door before I could exit. He is familiar with my bad mood. I still tried to open the door as if I am Iron Man here. He came from the other side and started the car. I tried to open the window but to no avail.

"The advantages of child lock", He said and I glared at him.

"Who are you to speak to my family like that?", I shouted at him.

"Your brother raised his hand on you", He said gritting his teeth.

"So what it won't have been the first time nor the last one. You can't always stay beside me. They would hate me more now", I told him.

"I wouldn't let you meet them alone so of course, I would be there with you all the times", He said driving casually. I huffed in anger gritting my teeth.

"Oh my god, Roshni is angry. It's the first time I am seeing you angry. Your cheeks are so red. You look like a delicious strawberry with your red nose", He said looking at me before looking ahead.

"You only think about food at every point in life. We should go back and I should apologize for your bad behavior", I told him.

"I did nothing wrong so dare you to apologize you would see the worst of me", He ordered.

"What worse can I see? You cursing me or you slapping me. You already show your distaste towards me by calling me a gold digger. I am a weird gold digger don't you think? I never even asked a single penny from you but still got the title of gold digger", I told him venomously as we finally reached Khurana Mansion. He stopped the car immediately as I said the word gold digger.

"You seem shocked as if you don't even remember anything. Oh, why would you even remember, it was not a big deal calling your wife a gold digger and what not. Right, You were feeling disgusting seeing my face, regretting the day you married me then why did you bring me back in your world. You don't have to see my disgusting face if you let me stay there", I shouted as tears fall down my cheek.

"Listen Roshni I was angry I didn't know what I was saying", He tried to say.

"Of course you were not knowing Anav Ji. Only you people have the right to be angry and say what they feel about the other person without even caring about the other person's feelings. Only you people get angry, I don't have feelings. Forget about feelings I don't have a brain that's why I am unable to understand you people who are so full of themself. They consider only their feelings are important. I don't even have heart right, Anav Ji? That's why you can't believe my love but you know what it's enough I can't take it anymore. I can't stay around selfish people like you. Now I do feel I should've considered the idea of running away from that damn wedding. At least I would have stayed away from a dual personality person like you", I shouted at him as more tears escaped my eyes.

"Roshni listen to me", He tried to hold my wrist when I pushed his hands away.

"Don't touch me Anav Ji. You would get dirty touching a disgusted person like me. I should've run away from this damn wedding at least you would have led your happy life without any interruption. I would've led a happy life without hearing the curses of the people who I love the most. You know it was me who was the stupid one. You always pushed me away still I kept trying to get closer to you thinking, no Anav Ji must be tired he is not acting mean to me knowingly. It's just his stress. But no Anav Ji was trying his best to avoid me. And me being the stupid, idiot girl didn't even understand this", I told him wiping my tears harshly as I tried to open the door for the last time and it was open this time. Thank god. I opened it and went inside not before covering my head with my dupatta.

I heard footsteps behind me. I went to our room not really waiting for him. The whole house was silent. Of course, it was nearly 11 at night everybody was already asleep.

"Roshni listen to me for once", He tried to reach me.

"You know Anav Ji you were rude to me on our first night together. You questioned my love but I still stayed silent thinking you are acting like this because you don't know me. Then after three days of our wedding, you decided to go on an international business trip. You know any other girl would've thought you are cheating on me but I trust you. I could never believe you would cheat on me and neither I am trying to tell this to you right now as well because I know you can do anything but can't ever cheat on me. I am just informing you of the feelings of a newlywed girl. There are insecurities but you never cared about my feelings. Then after that, you started acting distant from me even when I never did anything wrong to you. But that day Anav Ji you really crossed your limit. I never asked a penny from you and was given the tag of a gold-digging bitch. All my feelings were nothing to you. After all, you were one of those men as well who think they can buy anything from their money. I don't really care about your money. I always respected you like my husband, not the great CEO Anav Khurana, and expect the same from you but guess what you never were my husband. You were always that arrogant, Billionaire Anav Khurana who never cared about the feelings of his wife. And even after nearly two months of our wedding we still are complete strangers. I don't know who you are. And you say my family is wrong. At least they are better than you. They don't try to show how caring they are for me making me hopeful for their love and affectionate and then push me away like trash when I start yearning for their love", I shouted at him as more tears fall down my cheek.

"Anav Ji I won't leave you don't worry about that though the thing I want the most at the moment is to sign the divorce papers because that would be wrong for our families. To your family who thinks we are oh so happy together. But let me tell you I won't ever be that stupid Roshni craving for your non-existent love and respect again. No doubt I would take care of you and your family but only because it's my responsibility not that I want this", I told him as I went to the closet and took a nightdress, and went to the bathroom to cry my heart out.

Finally a painful outburst from Roshni's side. I feel pity for Anav for a weird reason I don't know why. People with anger-issues do face such problems. I am one of them. So I can understand his feelings.

Was her anger justified?

Anav really messed up big time this time.

Also did you like the caring Anav saving Roshni from her own family.

 This is it for this time. 

Till next time.......... (When I am free)