Chapter 31: Feelings.
Zelanie shippers, this chapter is dedicated to y'all. ;)
Zayn's P.O.V:
"MELANIE!" I yelled.
I quickly woke up, noticing that I was still in the car. My breathing was going abnormal, I was panting. I placed a hand on my forehead and it was all sweaty.
"Zayn are you okay?" I heard a voice from beside me and I turned my head in her direction.
"Melanie?" I looked at her.
"Yeah?" She asked, looking at me in concern.
"You're here, you're fine. He didn't hurt you." I said, moving closer to her and quickly wrapped my arms around her.
"You're fine, thank God. You're fine, you scared me. You're fine, you're fine." I kept mumbling those words against her shoulder while panting heavily.
"Uh..Zayn? Are you okay? What's wrong?" She asked, sounding confused. My heart was beating really fast and I could feel hers too.
"You're fine, thank God," I mumbled again, my arms still wrapped around her.
"I'm fine. But what's wrong with you? Why are you panting? Did you have a dream or something?" She asked pulling away from my arms.
I quickly sat straight and stared at her. What was I doing? Was it a dream? She's right here, in front of me. It must be a dream, but that was such a horrible dream.
"Zayn? Are you alright?" She asked me with a concerned and worried look plastered all over her face.
"Y-yeah yeah, I just saw a dream. I'm fine, sorry about that." I said, feeling embarrassed.
"You don't have to apologize. We've reached, let's go." She said, opening her side of the car door, and I nodded.
"It started raining while you were sleeping," she said, and I looked out of the window, and it was heavily raining.
"Also, that Liam's parents aren't at home." She added and I nodded.
She got out of the car and quickly ran to my side and moved her hand forward for me to hold.
She placed my arm around her shoulder, like she did before, in the hospital, and closed the door with her leg.
We quickly walked towards Liam's front door and she handed me Liam's keys. I unlocked the door with one hand, entering his house and she helped me walk towards the couch in the living room.
"Thanks," I said, laying on the couch while she stood in front of me.
"I'll get some water for you," she said going inside the kitchen.
My back hurt a lot and when she brought the glass of water, I tried to get up and sit, but couldn't. So she put the glass on the side table and moved towards me, helping me to sit up, and handed me the glass.
"Thank you," I thanked her.
"Stop thanking me." She said.
In the meantime her phone rang and she answered it.
Melanie's P.O.V:
"Yeah, Sam?" I asked my sister as soon as I heard her voice on the other line.
"Is everything fine? Where are you?"
"At Liam's place. I'll be coming back in ten minutes."
"No, don't come now. Let the rain stop, traffic is blocked everywhere."
"I'll come by the cab."
"No, you're not going by the cab." Zayn said from beside me. There we go, he is starting again.
"But I have to reach my home, Malik." I said, looking at him.
"Just stay at Liam's place tonight. Zayn is also there?" My sister asked and I nodded. Wait, why am I nodding?she can't see me. I'm going insane.
"I can't stay at his home. I have school tomorrow, and yeah Zayn's also here." I answered her.
"Come back early in the morning, Mum is saying that you both should stay at Liam's place tonight. I hope Liam doesn't have a problem with that."
"Liam's not at his place right now." I said.
"Eh? You both are at his place and he's not there?"
"He got stuck in the traffic and he said, if he couldn't make it over here, then he might go to Harry's place, which is near to the place where Liam is at right now."
"Okay, what on Earth is happening? Why are you confusing me so much? You and Zayn are at Liam's house and he himself is staying at Harry's house? What is going on?"
"Sam, to be honest, even I don't know what's happening. If the rain stops, I'll come back with a cab, okay?" I said, sighing.
"You're not going by the cab," Zayn said in a singing tone, beside me.
"Shut up Zayn,"
"Don't tell him to shut up and I said stay till the mornin'. By the way, why are you coming by a cab? Where's my car?"
Uh-Oh.
"Sam, I love you so much, like really really really really really really really much. Okay, bye."
"Melanie Samantha Phillips! What did you do?!"
Middle name got included. I'm in trouble.
"I said I love you, now bye."
"Tell me what's going on, otherwise I'll tell Mum that something has happened."
"Please, don't tell Mum about anything?" I said, sighing.
"Then tell me what's wrong."
"IforgotyourcaratNolan'splacewhenIwenttheretostopzaynfromgettinghimselfintroublebuteventuallyhedidgethimselfintroubleandIdontknowwhattodoorsaybecauseImfeellikeshitthateverythinghappenedbecauseofmeandnowlookatzaynheissoinjuredIjustwanttopunchmyselfrepeatedlyohmygodohmygodsamIpromiseImabouttobreakdownanymoment.." I didn't know what I was saying, I just kept blabbing whatever was inside me. I didn't expect it to come out like this but I couldn't keep it inside me anymore and I knew that I was about to break down any minute, but I don't want to do it now.
I quickly hung up the call, and took a deep breath, trying to control the tears which were threatening to fall any minute. So much has happened tonight. I could feel his gaze burning through me, so I slightly turned my head to look at him and found his eyes widened, and mouth also open, already staring at me.
Thank you so much for embarrassing yourself in front of him, and now he is going to make fun of you. He began to say something and I already know that he was going to make fun of me. Why am I such an idiot?
"Umm..you alright?" He asked me. There was no humor or sarcasm in his tone. He is not going to make fun of me?
"Are you okay?" He again repeated, snapping me out of my thought.
No.
"Yes, I guess. No, I mean I'm alright but not. I am alright, but I am not. No, I'm not alright and yes I'm alright. Yeah, I'm alright-"
"You need to drink some water," he cut me off.
"It's raining, so much water is getting wasted already. If I drink water, I'll waste it and then God will punish m-"
"Melanie," He stopped me.
"-and I don't want to be punish-" I still continued. What is wrong with me. I should shut up.
"Melanie?
"-and also that I'm going all insane because...because I don't know why. But tell me why do you have to be such a jerk all the time? You make me so angry when I see you and sometimes you make me want to talk to you, but then you become a jerk again and ruin everything. Sometimes, I think we can get along but no, you just have to-" I was cut off by a pair of lips smashing against mine. I was shocked for a moment. What is he doing? Is he kissing me? Yeah, ofcourse he is kissing you, what else do you think he's doing?
His hands touched my cheeks, caressing them gently, while his lips were still on mine. My body was exploding with his actions. My heart was pounding really fast, anyone could hear it. I was too shocked to function, but suddenly, I started to kiss him back. His eyes opened, and he looked at me once he noticed that I was kissing him back. My hands moved towards his neck, and found their way in his hair. What is happening between us? It's not us, this is so strange and different, but to be honest, it felt good. It brought me a feeling I hadn't experienced before, not even when I used to kiss Aiden.
Melanie, stop! What are you doing? This is wrong. He has a girlfriend.. Suzane.
Isn't she the same Suzane, with whom your boyfriend cheated on you? Even if you kiss Zayn, it isn't wrong, because Suzane also did the same. My subconscious reminded me.
But I'm not like Suzane, I can't let Zayn do this to her. I have to stop him, but I don't want to. Even I'm kissing him back.
My mind was clouding with so many thoughts at the same time. I wanted to kiss him and I didn't want to kiss him. I was confused, but eventually I pulled back.
"Zayn, you have a girlfriend." I muttered, looking down.
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