Melanie's P.O.V:

No one will notice , No one will care .

No one will notice , No one will care .

My mind keeps on replaying these words when I close my eyes and bring the blade closer to my wrist.

Before I can cut my vein, my phone starts ringing, but I ignore it when someone starts to bang on my bathroom's door. More tears escape from my eyes as I stare at my vein and my shaky hands.

"Melanie don't do anything stupid, Steve informed me about everything. Just open the door!" I hear my sister, Samantha's, panicking voice from across the door, as she tries to open it.

I close my eyes and break into loud sobs, as I hear my sister sniffle from across the door. "We love you, Mel." She cries.

"Serene and Barry left us, Mum and Dad are busy with their own problems. No one loves me!" I yell, still holding onto the blade which pierces through my palm as blood begins to drip from my skin.

"We do, Mel, we do. I love you and I want you to be strong for me. You're my baby sister and I don't want to see you in pain, please just open the door or let me in." She pleads, still trying to open the door, as I watch the door knob continuously shake.

"If you're worrying about Aiden, then trust me, one day there will be someone who loves you more than anything and anyone. He'll do everything for just one smile of yours. He'll love you forever, Mel." She speaks up, when I bite my lip and stare at myself in the mirror.

"What about Suzanne? She was my best friend." I quietly sob, and lower my head, watching the blood flow from my palm, when she goes quiet and nothing comes out from her mouth.

Looks like she doesn't have an answer for that.

"Maybe you'll get better friends than Suzanne? Those who'll stay by your side always. Those who'll be with you in your sorrows and happiness and treat you like their own sister? Those who you can trust on?" She speaks up, as I bite my lip harder and take deep breathes when my head starts to spin and my heart aches. My body starts shaking as my breathing fastens, and the blade from my hand falls when I hit the ground in fits.

Panick Attack.

I try to breathe heavily when soon everything around me blacks out.

"Mel, please open your eyes." I hear faint voices of my sister after a while, as a tear fall on my cheeks from somewhere, and I peel open my eyes to look at my sister who is in tears, holding me in her arms.

"Stop scaring me like that, I love you. Do you understand that?" She scolds me, as she hugs my body tightly, holding me closer to her. I give out a sigh and nod, when she helps me get up from the floor and takes me to my bedroom, helping me on my bed.

"I'll bring some meds for you, okay?" She says, running her hand carefully in my hair, as I sigh and close my eyes.

"Pain killers will solve everything?" I ask her, opening my eyes again to look at her, when I find a hurt look on her face as she seats herself beside me on my bed, kissing my forehead.

"I'm sorry, Mel. But some things are meant to happen. Maybe you and Aiden weren't meant to be together, you are still young. Maybe someone better than Aiden has to come in your life that is why this happened. See, by this you also got to know that Suzanne wasn't loyal to you. Just forget everything and when you back to schoo-" she begins, but I stop her in the middle, exclaming.

"I won't go back to that school." I exclaim, as flashbacks of the whole day start hitting me, bringing back the tears in my eyes.

"But Melani-"

"No, I won't." I shake my head, sitting up on my bed when she sighs, holding my hand.

"Okay fine, don't go to school for some days." She says, rubbing the back of my hand, but I shake my head.

"I won't go back to that place again." I say, when her eyes squint in confusion as she stares at me.

"You want to change your school?" She asks me, knitting her eye brows, as I nod, looking at her in hope.

"But Melanie that's impossible," she says in a polite tone, squeezing my hand, when I retract back my hand from her.

"I can't go back to that place again, it'll kill me to see them together." I exclaim, when she sighs and nods.

"Calm down, I'll talk to mum about it." She says, getting up from my bed, and bringing the first aid kit.

Three weeks Later:

"Melanie, wake up. It's the first day of your school!" My sister yells in my years, opening the curtains of my room, letting the bright sunlight hit my eyes as I cover my face with my duvet, groaning in response. She pulls away the duvet from me, making me sit up on my bed, hugging my knees.

"Are you crazy? It's so cold give me my blanket back!" I yell at her, with my teeth chattering in the cold, as I hug my knees closer.

"No more sleeping, go take a shower and get ready for school." She orders, throwing my duvet on the side, and walking over to my wardrobe to takw out my clothes.

"I'm not taking a shower in this freezing weather." I shake my head, again lying on my bed.

"I ain't telling you to wash yourself with the ice cold water, use the hot water." She says, tilting her head to look at me, when I groan and think of the excuse.

"We don't get hot water." I make an excuse, when she walks over to me, and pulls me up, pushing me inside my bathroom.

"Is it necessary for me to attend the school today?" I ask, biting my lips, when she sighs.

"You've been at home crying and not sleeping or eating properly for three weeks, it's hard to see you in this condition. Go start a new life, forget about everything and make new friends." She says, resting her hands on my shoulders as I nod and sigh, and she leaves my room.

"It's not that easy," I mutter to myself.

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"Can I come some other day?" I ask my sister, as I stare at the new school building in front of me from the window of my sister's car.

"Trust me, everything will be fine." She says, passing me an encouraging smile as she gets out of the driving seat and walks over to my side where as I stay in the car, and continue to stare at the building of my new school.

Will this place change my life for good?

My sister knocks on my side of the window, gesturing me to come out, interupting my thoughts as I take a deep breathe and get out of the car when chilly wind brushes my nose and ears, making me pull my beanie down my ears.

"Enjoy alright? Try to make new friends." She says, hugging me as I pass her a weak smile and pull back, mumbling a bye to her when she pushes me forward and I head towards the enterance of the school, taking deep breathes. I turn around to face my sister when she passes me another one of her encouraging smiles and gestures me to go ahead.

That is when I make my awkward entery in the school, passing through the hallway, making every eye land on me, as I bite my lips nervously and keep walking ahead, clutching onto the strap of my bag tightly.

"New Girl?"

"She's hot"

"Look at her clothes. Did she come in her night suit?"

"Her hair is beautiful,"

"Woah!"

Ignoring all the comments, I keep on walking when someone catches my attention, making me stop in my tracks.

"Hey new girl, wait!" I hear someone yell, when I turn around to find two girls standing in front of me with smiles on their faces.

"Me?" I ask, when they walk closer to me.

"Well, you're the only one new here right now. So, yeah, you." A girl, with blonde hair and blue eyes says, smiling at me.

"Um, hi." I say nervously, when they greet me in unison, with welcoming smiles on their faces.

"I'm Charlotte, you can call me Lottie." The blonde girl says, sticking out her hand forward with a smile, as I shake her hand ans smile back.

"I'm Waliyha, and you can call me Waliyha or anything you want," the other girl with Charlotte, introduces herself, shaking my hand as we smile.

"It's nice to meet you two. I'm Melanie."

"Nice to meet you too, since you're new here, so you want us to help you around? Show you the school and everything?" Waliyha offers, but I refuse politely, shaking my head.

"It's fine, I don't want to bother you guys, thanks for asking though." I smile when Charlotte chuckles, and forces me to let them help me.

"You sure Charlotte?" I ask her.

"Yeah, we're sure and I'd prefer Lottie." Lottie says, as Waliyha and I chuckle at her, and we start walking.

"Thanks and Lottie is it then." I smile.

~*~

A.n:

Harry turned 22 and tweeted Taylor swift's song's lyrics. " I don't know about you, but I'm feeling 22" XD

I still remember the time when he stepped on the stage of X-factor and when he was asked his name, he told Harry Styles, which made everyone scream. Now that 16 year old is 22. TIME??? WHATS WRONG WITH YOU? STOP FLYING'!

Who do you imagine as Melanie?

Stay blessed and safe. Keep smiling cuz it looks best on you. :)

Love y'all and Zayn a lot.

Thanks xx