Long chapter.

Slightly Mature content.

Who doesn't like and understand isha and Arshad's character I suggest them not to read this chapter please. (No offence).

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Arshad POV.

NO!!" My eyes shot open when I heard isha's screamed. I didn't know when sleep consumed. "No!!" I again heard her before I run inside the room.

"Isha"

"No!" Her eyes were closed but her hands were on the air. As if she was fighting and pushing someone away from her in her sleep. Her face was twisted with pain "No!! Please leave me!!!" Her screamed makes my heart clenched.

"Isha" I went to her and try to hold her hands. "Isha..."

"No! Please leave me!!!!" She cried out pushing my hands away.

"Isha.!!! Isha!!!" I jerk her up. "Isha open your eyes!!" Her eyes shot open when she heard my loud voice. Her innocent eyes were red filled with tears. She stares at me with wide eyes. "Isha" I called her again before pulling her and made her sit and gave her a glass of water. She held it with shaking hands. I didn't leave the glass and made her drank the water. "Are you okay?" I asked cupping her face. A frown appear on my face when she cringes at my touch. "Isha" I try to comfort her again but she moves away from my touch.

"Doo... Door hatein. (St...stay away)" she mumbled moving away from me. I try to hold her but she jumps out of the bed. "Mat chuiye! (Don't touch me)"

"Isha... Isha, Mai hun... Tumara Arsh. (It's me... Your arsh)" I said walking toward her but she took steps away from me.

"Par mai... Mai apki nahi rahi.. (But I'm not yours anymore)" tears began falling from her eyes.

"Isha..."

"He... he touches me every...where. He made... me dirty." She cried looking at herself.

"Isha ye sach nahi hai. (It's not true)" I try to calm her but she moves away.

"Please!!! Stay away! I'm dirty " she sobbed. "He...said girls like me don't deserve respect... You will feel disgusted... Please stay away.." She stares at me with tear-filled eyes "I'm not worthy of you" I felt someone squeezed my heart painfully when I heard her painful whisper. Her innocent eyes filled with sadness and pain.

she looks around before running toward the washroom. I run after her.

"Isha"

"He made me dirty. He touches me everywhere... I'm dirty... Stay away" she went to the shower and began scraping her arms face neck while crying continuously. I stared at her while my own tears couldn't stop. She was in this condition because of me. He made her feel disgusted. He made her innocent self filled with dirt.

"He... He said I'm your Mistress" she looks at me and mumbled. "No... No, I'm... I'm your wife... Your wife" she falls on the floor crying. "I'm your wife" I run toward her before falling in front of her. She tries to move away but I held her hand.

"Yes! You are my wife." I declared. "Did you heard me!? YOU. ARE. MY. WIFE!" She stared at me. I move closer "and you deserve respect. You deserve my love. Deserve much more" cupping her face I bring her closer.

"I love you, isha! I love you so much!" Her eyes widened. I put my forehead on hers holding her face tightly. The water was drenching us

"Nothing in this world can change what I feel for you. How much I love you, nothing can change." I confessed with all my heart. I move back a little only to look into her shocking eyes. "Tum meri duniya ho. Meri zindagi. (You means the world to me. My life)" a sob finally escaped her mouth.

She hugged me clutching me tightly and began crying. I sat there holding her close to my heart. She moves back a little and slid her hand toward my jaw.

"You don't feel disgusted by me?" She asked innocently.

"Your the purest thing in this world" I declared staring into her eyes.

"Do you love me?"

"More than anything" I didn't realise what I was saying but whatever I was saying was directly coming from my heart.

Yes I love her more than anything

"Then please accept me in front of this world. Make me your wife with every means. Give me your name" she implored looking into my eyes. "I'm tired. I'm tired" another heart wrenching sob erupted from her lips.

"Shh... I will. I will do everything you will say. I promise. Just please don't cry. It hurts" wiping her tears I requested. She blinks nodding slightly.

Holding her arms I made her stood up. I clean her face with my hands while she stood there silently staring at me.

I move her hair away from her face and neck. Isha flinched when I touch her neck I carefully look at her neck and then I saw a mark. Ugly mark on her neck. then I look at her arms where nails digging marks was also present. Her sleeves were completely torn. My jaw clenched in anger. He leaves his marks on my wife. This think made me more furious. I wanted to kill that bastard with my bare hand.

Isha looks at me and touch her neck and then look at her arms where I was staring with fury in my eyes. She steps back.

"I think...uh...you should go," she said not looking at me but I could see the tears filling in her eyes even with the shower above us.

"Isha.."

"No... I don't want you to look at these ugly marks. I can't see the disgust in your eyes for me." She spoke with hurt lacing in her tone. I steps closer she steps back till her back hit the wall. "Please... Give me some time... It... it's so ugly... I can't...."

"Shh," I put my fingers on her lips. She blinks and the water makes her more adorable. "Nothing is ugly on you" I whispered and I meant it. I could see nothing but the epitome of beauty in her. yes, even with these marks.

"You are the most beautiful thing, isha. And these marks aren't strong enough to diminish your beauty. I see the beautiful girl in front of me who took my heart, who makes me crazy, Who makes me forget everything" I whisper continuously going closer to her ear. She closed her eyes inhaling a sharp breath.

(A/N play the song.)

"And I want nothing more right now than to make you mine" these words escape my mouth before I could stop myself. Isha gasp softly but to my surprise, she didn't take a step back neither did she push me away. I move closer and took her earlobe in my mouth making her tighten her hold on my arms. I suck it while the water dripping her earlobe. I make my way down to her neck slowly where that mark was. Her head tilted giving me clear access. I kissed it before I slowly slide her already torn up dress down making her almost bare. She hugged me instantly hiding in my arms from my desirable eyes.

I kissed her head before picking her in my arms and taking her out of the room. She stared at me without saying anything with so many emotions. I made her lay on the bed and stood beside the bed staring at her. I move my hands to my button and slowly began opening it. I take off my shirt and throw it away before sitting beside her. Isha gulped with wide eyes.

"Aap...aap.. Kya kar...rahe hai?" (What are.. You doing?) She whispered innocently making me inhale a sharp breath. Her innocence makes me crazier. She was the most innocent person I have ever met. Her innocence makes any man insane and I was grateful that this girl only loves me. She only wants me.

"I want to consummate our marriage" I slowly said caressing her cheeks. "Only If you want the same," I asked her opinion. I know I was being selfish but I didn't want to leave her without making her mine in every sense of this world. I want her to know what our relationship was, how close we both could come. I want to close every distance between us.

Isha's eyes widened. I move closer and kissed her forehead before putting my forehead on hers. "I love you isha" I confessed after few minutes of silence before connecting our lips slowly. She didn't move for some time but then I felt her hand reaching the back of the neck then my head. She slowly kissed me back.

I hover over her completely. Hiding her small self beneath me. My mouth went down to her throat and give her a bite causing a gasp to broke her lips.

"Ah.." Her innocent moan makes my inside bloom with fire. I slide my hands down touching her everywhere. I moved down kissing her chest to down to her stomach. "Arsh" isha's back arch and hand fist in my hair. She was trembling. I move upward and stared at her innocent face. She was too sensitive.

"Meri jaan, I didn't even start and your already trembling" I whispered. She slowly opens her eyes and gazes into my eyes. I held her hand and kissed her palm. "Are you sure?" I asked before going further. She places her palm on my jaw.

"I don't know, I just know that I love you and I want to be yours for all my life" she whispered caressing my jaw. A lone tear escapes her eyes which I wiped it immediately. Honestly, she didn't know what she wanted but I know. I know she wanted the same as me. We've already spent 2 years away from each other but now when the love finally bloom between us we can not be away from each other. It's impossible.

I moved her hair away from her face and connected our lips lacing our fingers and after that everything happened naturally. Our breath entangled, our body entangled, our soul entangled.

Tears rolled down from her innocent eyes. Lips tremble with pain and pleasure. Her nails leave their marks on my back and neck.

She was too fragile for me. Too young and maybe that's what makes me more agitated. My desire for this little girl erupted. Her innocent moan brings the wildest side of me.

"isha... I Love you.. So.. Much" I grunted. She didn't say anything just closed her eyes shut tightly. She was not in the condition to say something.

After some time I collapse on her exhausted. And in the meantime, I heard her soft snore. I moved back and look at her sweaty tired face. I wipe her face with my hands and kissed her forehead. A smile made its way to my lips. She finally become mine.

I didn't want our marriage to consummate like this but what happened today makes both of us terrified. We wanted solace in each other's arms. And we got.

Maybe we were wrong... Definitely, we were wrong. Today I entirely betrayed Sofia, but then again I betrayed her the moment I fell for isha. I betrayed her the moment I decided to hide my second marriage from her.

I didn't know why but I was not regretting a single moment I spend with isha, I was just hurt that I had to hide everything from Sofia. I had to lie to her. I had to kept her in the dark.

I blink the moisture in my eyes. I couldn't do this to isha. This night was hers. Only hers. I kissed her again before laying beside her taking her in my arms and covering both of us with a duvet.

That's it. We've become one for the rest of our life.

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Author's POV.

Hugging the duvet she moaned in content. A smile adorned her face. Morning sun rays hit her closed eyes. She opens her eyes slowly putting her hand in front of her face to hide her delicate sleepy eyes from the blazing sun. She turned another side to get some more sleep causing the duvet to slipped away but frozen when cold air touches her bare thighs.

Eyes shot open and everything that had happened played in her mind. She instantly sat on the bed and found herself in Arshad's shirt. He surely put on her last night after she falls asleep. Her face turn red remembering the last night.

Isha looks around and her heart began pounding when she found an empty room. He was nowhere to be seen. Where is he? Did he leave her alone? Did he regret last night?

Many questions began roaming in her mind causing her delicate heart to hurt and tears filled up in her eyes. Lips trembled. She lowered her head and let her tears fall. As a little kid, she began weeping.

"What the hell!! What happen?" Her head shot up when she heard Arshad's worried voice. "Why are you crying?" He asked concerned walking toward her.

A smile instantly made its way to her lips. Jumping out of the bed she literary bounce on him. Arshad was taken aback by her sudden hug. He held her rubbing her back as she was still hiccuping by all the crying.

"Mujhe.. Laga aap jalegye (I thought you left)" she mumbled. He held her tightly.

"Aur aisa kyun laga aapko? (and why you thought like that?)" He asked pulling her away to look into her eyes.

"Don't know, I thought maybe you were regretting." She muttered in a low tone not making eye contact with him. He held her chin and made her look into his eyes.

"First of all, I went to the market to bought some clothes for you and some groceries so I could cook something for you and..." He paused.

"The night I spend with you was one of the best nights of my life" Arshad whispered. Her eyes lowered and a blush crept all over her face remembering last night again. Arshad smile at her blushing face. He wrapped his arms around her pulling her closer. A gasp escapes her mouth. "You look hot in my shirt" isha's eyes widened when the realisation hit her that she was standing in front of him only in his shirt. Another gasp escaped her mouth.

Arshad laughs at her adorable face. "You're too cute.. Dil karta hai kha jaun tumhe (I feel like to bite you)" he said laughing. A smile crept on her lips. Covering her face with her hands she turns her back to him. He smiles biting his lips. Stepping closer he hugged her from the back. Putting his chin on her shoulder he inhales her fragrance closing his eyes. The feeling of peace and home he found in her.

Isha slowly uncovers her face before turning toward him with shyness in her eyes with shivering eyelashed and dry lips which she was licking with her tongue making him groaned. Without wasting a moment he gripped her hair softly pulling her closer and crashing his lips on hers. Her eyes widened and her breath hitch. He lift her off the ground making her shrieked.

"Your fault, wifey" he muttered before throwing her on the bed. She was staring at him with wide eyes. This side of Arshaf was new to her. He slowly put his knees on the bed making her crawled away from him. A predator smirk was on his face as he slowly went closer to her.

Arshad put his hand on her ankle before slowly making his way up. Her breath becomes uneven. Eyes began shivering as his hand made their way to her thighs. She finally gives in when he reached her hips. Closing her eyes isha enjoy his touches. He pulled her beneath him kissing her passionately and slowly made them both void of any clothes. Isha reciprocates everything with the same passion.

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"To aap khana bhi bana lete hai?" (So, you can cook also?) She asked as she steps into the kitchen drying her hair with the towel.

"Tumhare jitna accha to nahi... Par khalene jaesa bana leta hun. (Not as good as yours but good enough to eat) " He replied smiling. The face of both of them was shining with happiness and colours. They both were feeling complete. They were shining with satisfaction.

Isha was standing near the counter where Arshad's phone was placed. So, when the phone vibrates her eyes went to the mobile which unknowingly made her mood sour.

The call was Sofia's and her heart told her to just hide that phone away for some time. And she did what her heart was saying without a second thought for the first time. She cancelled the call and switched off it before sliding it to the corner. Isha knew she shouldn't be doing this but after so long she finally got her husband who confessed his love, who made her feel special. She wanted to enjoy the moments with him without interruption. He spends every day with Sofia so it won't hurt to get his one day for herself. This was her time. Their time.

Isha smiled staring at him.

"Why are you smiling? He asked when he saw her smiling.

"Can't I smile?" She pouted walking toward him "aur waise bhi, I have all the reason to smile and to be happy" isha said standing close to him. He smiles at this. "This is our time. Only ours" she tiptoes and peck his cheeks. His smile wider.

"Yep... It's our time" Arshad agreed before pecking her forehead and going back to his previous task.

After making pasta for isha he began settling the table while isha was standing there staring at him with a smile on her face.

She thinks something before taking out her phone and played a song.

Arshad looks at her with surprise in his eyes and a smile on his face. Isha began taking steps toward him with love and joy in her eyes.

She extends her hand which he gladly holds it pulling her closer. Isha sings with song.

Mainu teri banke rehna.
Teri hun bas yara.
Na chahu chand sitare,
Mahi sabse pyara.

She put her hand on his cheeks.

Jaha kahega waha rehlungi has haske subkuch sehlungi ×2

They both swing with the music.

Mahiya ye wada kar,
Ve main teri ho gayi aa,
mujhe door na kari

She shook her head with moist in her eyes.

Ve main teri ho gayi aa,
mujhe door na kari
Ye dor mohabbat ki kamzor na kari.

{I want to be yours for the rest of my life.
Oh my love, I am only yours
I don't want moon and stars, my beloved is the most important person in my life.
I will move in with you wherever you say.
I would gladly bear anything for you.
Oh sweetheart, promise me,
I'm completely yours, please never let me be separate from you
Please don't let our love dwindled}

Arshad twirl her around before standing behind her. He pressed his lips on her neck making her shiver before whispering the same line in her ear.

Qadmo me duniya ye sari rakhdu,
Tere age jaan har vari rakhdun,
Teri meri jodi ki nishani rakhdu.
Ishq ye apni zubani rakhdu.

{I will bring the entire world to your feet.
Everytime I will offer you my life.
I'd bring memories of our love.
I would express my feelings for you}

She turn around. Wrapping her arms around his neck she started into his eyes. While Arshad's hands around her waist securely.

Tere Kol kol ake, apna tujhe banake
Ab mujhko yara koyi na fikar.

{By close to you, after making you mine.
I have no worries, oh my love}

He put his forehead on hers cupping her face.

Mahiya ye wada kar,
Ve main tera hogya aa,
Mujhe door na kari.

He kissed her forehead.

Ve Mai tera hogya,
Mujhe door na kari.
Ye dor mohabbat ki kamzor na kari.

{Oh sweetheart, promise me,
I'm completely yours, please never let me be separate from you
Please don't let our love dwindled}

She put her head on his chest feeling safe and home in his arms. They both held each other tightly closing their eyes.

Ve main teri ho gayi aa, mujhe door na kari×2
Ye dor mohabbat ki kamzor na kari.

Main tera hogya, mujhe door na kari ×2.

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How was it?

A long chapter isn't it?

I don't know about you guys but I loved writing this chapter😜🙈

Tell me your thoughts. What do you think about this chapter?

Sorry for disappointing some of you guys but this consummating scene was decided the moment I decided to write this story. Many times I thought to change this but then I feared maybe it will break the flow of my story.

A/N: I got massages like what I will do if my husband marries the second time?
The answer is, that will depend on the situation and If I couldn't handle it (which certainly I will not) then I will divorce him because not every woman can tolerate this. And maybe I'm one of them.
Huh! please don't drag me in this. It's just a story and you guys putting my personal life into the story makes me hurt and disappointed.😰

Sofia's reaction will come soon. so be patient Sofia's fan.

Love angel❤