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At night

After changing her clothes in night suit anika comes out from the washroom and directly went towards her baby who is standing in his crib waiting for his mommy to pick him up.

Hey baby. Were you waiting for mommy. It's ok mommy is here for her baby . She picks him up from the crib and place kiss on his cheeks making him giggle. He fisted his hands acutely and join his forehead with her taking her nose in his mouth licking it. Anika giggle with his antics and kiss his lips making him laugh loudly. he cup her face and lick her cheeks biting with his toothless gums. Anika chuckle feeling tickling sensation on her face and hugged him tightly caressing his hair lovingly.

My baby. Mumma loves you so much. She rub fingers on his neck and peck his temple inhaling his baby fragrance which is so sweet and delicious.

What's happening here. Hearing his manly voice she clear her throat and move towards the bed having her baby in her arms.

Nothing. Just planning to go to sleep nothing else. She answered  fixing the blanket and about to get in but on meantime he stopped her holding her elbow making her gasp.

We are going in the party , aren't we. He chuckle knitting his brow in question .

I'm not coming. I'm feeling tired. So I've planned to stay home. Seeing her stern face he got to know they she is saying all this because of him. Something surely happened behind his back which he doesn't know.

Anika everyone are waiting for you. Let's go please. He pleads in his soft voice trying to control his anger.

Just tell them I'm sick and I'm sure they will understand it. She suggested the excuses taking her elbow back from his grip.

Why would I lie to them when I know that you are fine. Moreover you will get bore at home so better come with me. He yet again kept his tone calm despite  feeling irritated with her behaviour.

Why are you forcing me to come with you. I don't think so party will get stop if I won't come. No one would even care about it. They will be lost so much in each other that they won't feel my absence.

But I will feel. Hearing him she got quite and look at his face silently.

I'll feeling alone and bore if you won't come with me. Moreover everyone are going with their partners and I want you to come with me as well.

Since when you started considering me a partner?? she sneers

Anika " I'm not in mood for fighting. He seethes pulling her towards him. 

NeEither am I. That's why I'm saying you should go. I'm ok at home. Though there would be your friends as well. What will you tell them that whom I'm ??after all they don't know that you got married to me after my sister's departure. She smirk removing his hand from her arm yet again.

I don't care about anyone. I just went you to come. So he a good girl and get ready.

No I can't who will look after ayaan. She says eyeing to ayaan who is playing with blanket sitting on the cooing sweetly. 

Mom is here to take care of him don't worry about him.  He says looking t ayaan who seems curious seeing their banters .

I'm not coming. Can't you understand a litrle thing. Stop pursuing me to repeat  same thing again and again. Seeing her showing attitude and stuck on same place  break all the bars  of  his anger " he  closed his eyes tight and shout.

Shut up anika you are coming with me and that's final. Ayoo baby let's get you to your grandma. as mumma is going with daddy today. Ok. Saying this he grab him and started walking towards exit.

Where are you going stop. Don't take ayoo anywhere. She try to stop him. but it's already got late and He left from there having him in his arms. After couple of minutes. He comes back and directly went towards the cupboard where her clothes are displayed before few days ago.

I want my ayaan back. How can you take him like this. She yells.

Take this dress and get ready. He says pulling the dress from his drawer

No but I .... one second I don't think so  this is belong to me even

It's yours. Now don't stress out and go and get ready. I'm waiting outside. He speaks in orders manners shoving the dress towards her.

But I .... She try to argue but he cover her face and shook his head no glaring her with his blue eyes.

I said go and get ready. Don't force me to change your clothes woman. Anika huffs in annoyingness and went inside having the dress with her. 

After sometime

Are You ready ?? he comes back in his room but stopped on his track when he found her looking gorgeous in his chosen dress. The way her curves are visible through her dress it's made his heart jump in excitement.  He gulp his saliva and look at her tip to toy with his naked eyes  gawking at her properly making her uncomfortable with his continuous gaze. 

Erm if you are done staring then shall we go.   She whispered tucking her hair back.

Errr yh fine let... let's go  he move towards her and held her palm making her shock with his sudden move.

What happened ,??he frown seeing her not moving.

No ..nothing ... let's go. She  heave  out s fresh breath and left along with him.

.... Ayaan will be fine with maa isn't  she spoke going with him towards party area.

Yeh he will be don't worry. Don't forget she has done upbringing of 2 kids. And your husband was include in it. He winks making her widen her eyes with his  behaviour.

Yh I know but still ... she manage to speak turning her face away

Let's get in. He pulled her along with him and went inside. As they gone they surrounded by all the people.  Rudra just jump in his arms and hugged him tightly.

Whaoo bhiya you came as well. I thought you are not coming. He chimes happily getting out of the hug.

I had said that I'm coming so I came. Shivaay smiles patting his shoulder.

Anika you are looking so pretty. This dress suited you so well from where you got it. ?? Gouri says holding her hand in hee palm. .

Errr actually it's not my dress it....

I've got it. Other day I had went in mall so I liked it and decided to get for her.  Isn't my choice Nice???Shivaay says pulling anika closer holding her waist shocking his brothers with his behaviour which they are seeing first time. 

That's nice bhiya.  She smiles.

Shall we go inside or you will keep us stand here. Shivaay said looking at his brothers.

Yes yes come inside they held him and Took him along with anika. 

Let's sit here. He  try to move but her locket got stuck with his coat and she fell back in his arms making him hold her protectively.

You ok ?? he asks caressing her face with his hand.

Err yh she immediately free herself from his hold and step back tucking her hair behind.

Come sit. He pull the chair for her and made her sit there.

You sit here I'm going to get drink for us. He said after helping her to sit on a chair.

Yh fine. She nods and turn her face away  without getting In with him in more conversation. Shivaay felt odd seeing her silent behaviour but he shrug his shoulders and left from there. 

Anika don't understand what happened to him why he started changing all of sudden. that person who used to hate her and didn't like to see her face even before an mont. now he is behaving most caring person in the world. But she knows it's all facade. Whatever he is doing ,it's all just fake to get her in frame. he still love her sister and will always do. It's just fake which he is showing her  so that she stay with him forever.  She bite her lips controlling her sobs and bend her head down  fidgeting with her fingers. She never expected so much from her life.  She would had been happy even in a small house with her little family. but destiny played so bad with her and landed her in this situation " where she became  reason to fix  people  lives. 

Hey anika " someone take seat besides her bringing her out from her lala land. She blinks her eyes and  look at the person finding  Vikram sitting infront of her having smile.

Hi Vikram you here ??? She smiles trying to hide her inner battle  from him. 

As I'm. Rudra called me so I came here as well. I was just waiting for you from so long. where you had been. ?? He ask pulling his chair near her.

I just came now. she managed to answered  playing with her fingers

You looking beautiful you know that. He complimented adoring her face.

Am I ??? she smiles touching her dress uncomfortably

Yes you are.   I just drooled over you. He smiles making her widen her eyes.

No I mean I couldn't take my eyes off from you that's why I said it. 

Thank you.  She smiles.

By the way this is for you.  He says passing her a drink.

I didn't need it she try to push it. But seems like he is not in mood to listen to her and again gave her the glass.

But I wanted to give you so have it. He says pushing glass towards him.

What it is.  ??

Some juice. He says giving glass to her without knowing it had Vodka contain in it which he supposed to take it. but he gave it to her unknowingly . She smiles at him and take the sip making him grin .  During this anika felt  dizziness but she avoided it and drank it all in one go. 

After sometime

Shivaay who went to get drink  he got confused when he found the chair empty where he had made her sit while ago.

Anika " he calls her name and about to head towards table " when he heard her voice from behind. He turned and got shocked to seeing her dancing on the dance floor jumping like a little  kid asking dj to increase the volume. Suddenly he gasp when  mistakenly she jumped little higher and she about to fall down when suddenly Vikram came from behind and held her protectively looking at her with concern.

Hehehe Vikram.  She giggle and straighten up keeping hand on his shoulders.

You are so cut. your cheeks are so soft. she laugh pulling them like they are some rubber.

Aaa anika let it go.  He try to free himself  But her grip is getting more tighten making him cry in pain

Anika " shivaay run towards her and pulled her towards him taking her in his hold. Vikram held his cheek moaning in pain but instead feeling sorry she is giggling seeing his red face.

Anika whay happened to ??you why are you behaving like this ?? shivaay asks making her face to him

Shiv " she got excited to seeing him and jump in his arms hugging him tightly hanging her legs in the air. Hearing Shiv from her mouth first time he got statue on his place. He can't  believe his name can be  sound this much beautiful from someone's mouth. The way her lips formed in beautiful smile after taking his name It made his heart jump in joy.   He smiles happily and wrapped his arms around her closing his eyes while inhaling her fragrance.  Vikram didn't like the way she is hugging him. He is feeling like to pull her away from his arms and take her in his hold  hiding her protectively. but he Consoled himself by thinking he is her  like a brother" so it's fine if she hugged him.

Let's dance Shiv she broke the hug and pulled him in middle of the floor.  She held his hands and started
Jumping happily giggling around. He laugh along with her and started dancing  enjoying the moment with her. Rudra and their other sibling feel so happy seeing them together and they joined the dance floor as well along with them. Anika twirl shivaay and then pulled him towards her making him hold her in his arms . 

It's so fun. Isn't  everything is looking so nice. Shivaay nods and take her in back hug moving his body according to the music.  Anika  laugh looking at the lights and lean on his chest resting her hands on his arms.

Shiv I wanna touch those rainbow light. she jump
Trying to touch them but shivaay hold her on meantime stopping her to not touch those hot lights.

Noo you can't touch them. they are dangerous you can caught with electricity ani .

But I wanna touch them and want them as well. They are so cute. She pout acutely pulling the cute puppy eyes.

I will get you home. but you can't take these. They are dangerous. 

But I want them I want them I want them.  She jump her legs up and down   Ranting like a child. Shivaay rub his eyes in tension seeing her behaviour. Before few minutes she was   Dancing happily and now she started ranting about  these stupid lights.

Anika you can't get them baby.    They are not ours.  He said calmly despite feeling annoyed.

But you can buy them right. Please let me take them home. please she pulled her bottom lip out like a baby while pleading him

Anika I can't I .....

You never listen to me. You never do that which I ask you. You are so bad. So bad. you hates me " you hate me. She hit his chest and run away from there crying like child . Shivaay sighs and run behind her for stopping her to doing something stupid.  

Anika he calls her name but she is so fast in run that he is not able to catch her. 

You never liked me you always hated me. She sobs and sF on the table folding her legs. All people are astonished seeing her behaviour. Some are laughing and some are just whispering with each other but as they saw Shivaay's glare " they turn their gaze away and got busy with each other.

Anika come down please.  Let's talk. He suggested trying to get hold on her.

You don't love me that's why you don't want me to have those rainbow lights. If my sister would had said To you then you would had got for her. But for me you would never do it she started sobbing keeping hand on her eyes making him Sigh in defeat. 

It's nothing like That Annie I just ....

Yes it is that's why don't do. whatever I say to  you. You always avoid me and never cared about me.  She hiccups having full tears in her eyes.  Seeing her condition shivaay rub his forehead In tension and curse that person who gave her drink.

Anika you are thinking so much. please don't  think like This. Just come down. I will explain to you.  He requests having hard time to convince her.

Bhiya what happened ??? all  siblings  gathered there seeing their drama.

I think she consumed alcohol the way she is behaving.  Shivaay told trying to take anika in his hold but she is not coming at all .

Don't touch me   just don't until you don't get me those rainbow lights. She sniffs pointing towards the lights

Who the hell gave her alcohol. Shivaay says pulling anika towards him who try to come out but he didn't let her and held her securely.

Actually mine and her drink got exchanged.  I thought I have gave her juice but actually it had vodka in it.    Vikram says looking at them guiltily. Shivaay is feeling like to beat him up for giving her drink but he stopped when Anika again started asking for lights

I want lights I want lights. Please let me get those lights.

No you are not. He carry her in his arms forcefully  and look at his siblings

I'm taking her somewhere you guys do your party. He says moving towards the exit.

Take care of her bhiya shivaay nods and took  her with him despite her wriggles. 

Outside

He kept her in the car  and try to Tie her seat belt but she is not letting him do it moving  again and again

Anika stop doing it. Let me fix your seat Belt. Hearing his shout she started crying letting her tears roll down like a river.

You always shout at me You don't like me  at all she complain   Sobbing badly.

I'm sorry for shouting at you. but she turn her face away making him sigh. He caresses her hair and closed the door and run towards  driver seat before she do some another stunt " which won't be In his favour at all.

Let's go home.  He says starting the car engine.

I don't wanna go home.  I don't wanna go anywhere with you. You hate me. You don't love me. she cry leaning to the chair trying to get out of the seat belt as it's irritating her.

Anika stay straight don't move. He says keeping hand on her stomach stopping her to move.

Anika sobs and kept head on the chair looking outside of the window

I'm tired ( she hic). Im tired of everything. I I can't do it anymore. She says wiping her tears having eyes half close. Hearing her shivaay look at her but he stayed silent.

im tired to pretending like I'm fine but I'm not.  I'm enough of being punching bag for everyone. I want  peace.  She sobs.  I wanna  see myself having respect not getting insult from people  everytime. She spoke in low voice looking outside. Shivaay look at her face and slow down the car speed without uttering a single word. .

I didn't do anything. (She sniffs). My sister left on her own. And after her going I've got punishment. I ... I faced all those which I shouldn't had ( she says wiping her tears still gazing towards window ) I didn't ask my parents to marry you. I didn't want to do it. But they forced me. just because they wanted to keep last sign of their daughter's with them. which was ayaan. but they don't know that he is mine. She weeps closing her eyes ... I don't know why you hate me. I never ever wanted to come into your life. I'd been being pushed in this mess. You say that you suffered. this time she look at him having puffy eyes making him stop the car on the empty road.

No you didn't ... you just had guilt to lose my sister. as she was your love of your life. but me ( she sniffs) I saw those things which I can never imagine. Even for one night I couldn't sleep. I cry every minute of my life. Even my eyes have got dry because of crying all the time. My heart break each and every day. Your words , your antics breaks me in pieces. It's burns me alive when you compare me with my sister and try to search her in me. It's kills me when you ( continuous hiccups ) you say that she was better than me. It's makes me feel sick when I see her things with you still. My mind explode when you tell me about your private things. ( sniffs) ,,,, I ... I know I shouldn't because she was your wife and you loved her so much and imagined all your future with her ( she stutter while speaking )but it's unfair to compare me with her as well naa . She hangs her neck aside looking at him being broken making his eyes wet as well after hearing her. I am anika ok ! and I want to be identify as me. But all the time you and mom and dad try to search her in me without knowing how much it's hurts me. ( wiping her nose ). I'm done with all this. I'm tired to hearing she was better than me and I'm nothing infront of her not even one percent.   ( Her voice broke in last not able to speak further  )..... Now I'm started believing that if if I'll die then no one would care about it. ( Hic) In end everyone will calm down in one or two days after making themselves understand that I was nothing but burden on their heads which got removed after me going.

It's it's nothing like that anika stop talking like this he try to hold her hand but she didn't let him and pulled her hand away

Why won't I when I know everything. I know that no one loves me. Everyone hates me to the core and if I'll die then no one gonna give Damn about it. No one means no one. She kept hands on her eyes and started crying hysterically making him cry as well

I'm tired I'm freaking fed up with my ownself. Stop doing it. Stop making me think to take my life. She hiccups crying like a baby making him weak as well.

Annie " he held her arm and pulled her towards him taking her in tight hug.

I'm sorry I'm so sorry for being so bad with you. I'm sorry for everything. I should had payed attention to you. I'd got so lost in my sorrow that I forgot two more lives are United with me. Im sorry for ignoring you. I'm sorry for being an asshole and selfish bastard. Please forgive me anika. Please he sobs kissing her head numerous times hugging her tightly. He is feeling like to Kill himself for being such reckless and selfish towards her. He should had payed attention to her. He should had know that how much it it would be hurting her when he was praising his first wife infront of her. but he didn't and kept hurting her breaking her in many pieces.

He sobs caressing her hair lovingly murmuring sorry in her ears but when he didn't get any response" he broke a apart slowly and found her sleeping having wet face with tears " which broke his heart in many pieces.

I'm sorry" he whispered drying her face with his palm and kiss her cheeks softly making her rub her face on his shirt

You hate me. You don't love me. She murmur forming her lips in the point

No I don't ... I swear he sniffs pecking her nose making her smile little in sleep

Précap .... Anika couldn't remember what happened at night later shivaay give her rang birangi lights

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