3 weeks later
*Hope*
Damn I miss Zac so much I feel like I am going crazy here. So I try to keep myself busy. He has been back in Texas these last weeks, but we are talking every day and we have even started talking about me moving out there.

I had been right about the fans.. most loved us together. A few of my fans thought him to old and some of his didn't think me good enough for him, but honestly, I don't think they would find anyone good enough.

And I have been able to get my hands on something fun, a Shazam shirt were the lightening bolt light up when I say Shazam which I find rather funny. So I am wearing it during my live feed. But I kind of keep getting distracted by the fun of the shirt.

Most people seems to like it though and I see several people that write about how cute I am and how sweet it is of me to support my man like this.

Suddenly I spot a message from a very well known account.. Zac's. 'Don't you just look utterly adorable'. And I blow a kiss at the screen, giggling. "Well it's an awesome shirt and a good girlfriend support her man right ?"

And the people go totally crazy about how cute and adorable we are, and people start writing that I should ask him to join me on the live video. I think for a minute, then smile. "Well love, people think you should join me.. so up for a talk ?"

It only takes a second, the the icon pops up, he has requested to join my live and I press it. His smiling face pops up on my screen. "Hi baby, hi everyone watching. Oh I really do like that shirt on you".

"Hi babes, it's awesome right ? Look.. SHAZAM !" I giggle as the lightning flashes to life. "Seriously I love this".

"And I adore your giggle.. can't wait to hear it for real again". He say, sending me the sweetest smile.

I notice people going crazy with hearts and exclamations about how cute we are and how lucky I am. "Oh I know I am lucky, not only do I have my very own superhero, but I mean look at him, he is just the sweetest".

"Oh stop it, I am the lucky one". He bites his lip. "I miss you baby, so much".

"I miss you too.. I need to find my way over to Texas soon I think". Actually talking to him, as always, makes me kind of want to go right now.

Something flashes through his eyes, something a bit confusing to me. Like panic. "Or maybe I come out to LA.. but I better leave you to do your thing.. see you babe".

"See you". I blow a kiss at the screen again and he blow one back, before disappearing. I can't shake this weird feeling of something being wrong. But I push it away, while I finish up my live streaming.

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Later in the evening I am looking through all the comments people has posted, both on my live feed and my new youtube video. Most of them makes me happy. But then my eyes catch one saying. 'Please say this is his cousin sweetie'. And there is a link.

I stare at the link, feeling my heart banging against my ribs. Do I dare click on the link ? What am I going to see ? I breathe in and click.

The picture is not really clear, but I have absolutely no doubt it's Zac, he is at some street marked. His arm around some woman. A woman I don't know. I mean the picture is innocent enough, but for some reason I get this really bad feeling.

And I start googling, searching twitter and instagram, instantly regretting when I find a series of snaps of him and what looks like the same woman, from yesterday. They are taken through the window of a cafe and he is holding her hand, kissing her hand. She is looking adoringly at him. What the fuck is going on here.

I grab my phone, calling Zac. It takes a bit before he pick it up. "Uhm hi there.. is it important ? It's a bit of a bad time".

"Actually it is Zac.. I don't want to sound jealous.. but.. There are some pictures popping up of you and a dark haired woman.. Please explain this to me". I know my voice is bordering on begging. I want so badly for him to tell my it's all a misunderstanding.

"I can't talk right now.. I'll explain, I promise". He sound hurried and I start getting annoyed, like something is definitely wrong.

Suddenly I hear a female voice in the background. "Who are you talking to love ?"

He covers the phone, but I am pretty sure that I hear him say. "No, one special darling". Then his voice return. "Sorry, got to run".

I am just staring at the phone, feeling my head spin. What the fuck happened here ? Who the fuck do he think he is ?

And I have to admit, jealousy and anger gets the better of me and I send him a text. 'Don't bother, have fun with your mistress or whatever she is. You and me are so done'.

After half an hour he tries to call, but I refuse to pick up. He call ten times. And write me too. 'Darling, we need to talk'. But I still ignore him and go to bed instead, crying myself to sleep.

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I am awakened by my door being almost slammed open and Zac marching in. I sit up starring at him. "What are you doing here ?"

"You are not taking my calls or answering my texts, so I didn't really have a choice.. we need to talk baby". He close the door.

"No we don't". I point at the door. "Fuck back to your whore in Texas, apparently she is much more important".

He breathes in slowly. "Her name is Siena and she isn't in Texas.. she is here".

"You brought your mistress ? Like what the actual fuck Zac ?" I can't believe the nerve of him.

He shakes his head. "She isn't my mistress...".

"Oh let me guess.. she is your cousin right". I roll my eyes. "Because that makes total sense".

  "No !" He closes his eyes. "She is my wife".