Sidharth felt the ground slipped beneath his feets never expected his jaan to propose him. Since the day he came across this beautiful innocent soul his only dream or anticipation was to marry her . Tonight when she is expressing her feelings and confessing love openly without any fear his heart is rapidly accelerating with horror and terror cause he doesn't have the strength to keep his emotions and affection forward especially after faking his identity. All this while sidharth has been pretending to be a rich man who can easily afford a very expensive car and a house while the harsh reality is that he works under her fashion line as a minor employee whose trying to build a career as fashion designer . She is the top business women of asia who fell in love with a man who hardly earns 50k per month that particular cash divides into paying rent, electricity and water bills, grocery shopping, preeti studies and blood pressure medicines of his mother . At the end , he has mostly left with a little amount of money for himself which he usually saves for bad times. She lives in a mansion where there are approximately twenty rooms. The question is will she be able to survive happily in his two bedroom flat where his room is simply furnished with a small bed, working table and chair . Ritaji and preeti handle the house hold work from cooking to cleaning while she is having a team of servants to look after everything . Marriage is a very huge responsibility he can't just say yes to her proposal that too when she is completely clueless about him being middle class who can't afford to provide her a lavish lifestyle. He desperately wants to marry his limitless love but practically this isn't an easy decision she doesn't deserve to survive in his middle class family . She won't be able to adjust with a man whom she claims to love can only provide her with a bike ride not an expensive car . His self respect won't be able to take any favour from her in the future if she won't be able to adjust in his lifestyle. She only deserves a life partner who will not just love but provide all the luxury . His ability is to bestow extreme love and affection which isn't enough to lead a happy peaceful life . His job isn't secure for supplying her daily with three meals . It's better to crush down their love rather than giving her hopes . Suppose he agrees for this marriage due to adjustment in the future their love might turn bitter because of the endless compromises. He can't be selfish and ruin her peaceful heavenly life will have to take this heart breaking step even if it means to break her poor heart which was healed by him .

Sana:- Sidharth jaldi sai jawaab daide itna attitude kyun dikha raha hai ?

Sidharth whose trying his level best not to break down infront of his jaan finally gathered a lot of strength and power to speak cause few minutes back his conscious mind was not in a state to form proper words . Honestly , his heart is dying every second for rejecting her proposal when deep down he knows that nobody can love her more than him. He so wished that life would have been easy only this strong emotion could satisfy an individual rather than money and rich lifestyle. She might get ready to leave the entire world now but what if she regrets this step in the future. He can't take this risk it's better to part ways now it's going to be less painful as compared to future . Little did he know the upcoming agony is gong to rip their souls apart.

Sidharth went down on his kness cupped her face between his palms with utmost love and affection. He desires to become selfish accept her proposal when his conscious mind interrupted and made him face the reality of his poor world only filled with complications and challenges to earn a living.

Ss:- I am sorry main tujhse shaadi nahi kar sakta shehnaaz (voice chocked)

Shehnaaz who was impatiently waiting for his reply felt the entire world came trembling down literally crushing down her existence. Her poor heart almost stopped beating and breath hitched. She couldn't believe that her Sidharth refused to marry her just the mere thought killed her from inside its like he mercilessly stabbed her heart with the sharp knife and left her dying . Tears kept rolling down her beautiful brown orbs which were shining with hope happiness for a better future. It's like all the dreams shattered her poor soul couldn't bear rejection which snapped her back from dreamy world into a nightmare only surrounded by fear and terror . Someone pushed her back into darkness when suddenly her heart and conscious mind began fighting before sinking into the dark ocean forever . Both of them refused to believe him due to which shehnaaz quickly gathered herself together .

Sana:- Kyun ? Kya main tere pyaar Kai qabil nahi hoon ? (cried)

Ss:- Babe Tu bohut achi hai isliye tujhse shaadi karke teri zindagi kharab nahi karna chahta please mujhe force mat kar you deserve a better life partner . Tu hamesha sai mere liye special hai aur rahegi . Main chalta hoon apna khayal rakhna please apne ko blame karne ki zaroorat nahi its not because of you .

Sidharth assured his jaan that it's not because of you before leaving he cupped her face and softly pressed his lips on her forehead. She looked at him with tearful eyes which were pleading not to leave her alone. He reluctantly turned his back at her when innumerable tears made there way through his eyes . He left the mansion sat inside the car breaking down into pools of fresh painful tears his heart is breaking with every passing second . He just shattered their dreams and happily ever after. Desperately wants to run back kiss his jaan senselessly and pour out his insecurities which are holding them back from becoming one forever . Gaining a little strength dialled shefali requesting her to be here as soon as possible can't risk leaving her alone .

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