Flashback.... 3 months ago...

"And you want me to do what...to let you go and being an angel..." He mocked at her...she looked nervous..."I know what I did was not forgivable but please I can't do this to you anymore...I can't pretend that everything is okay...that I will able to love you in future...which was not true...I was fooling myself all this long...I can never love any other man cause my heart always belongs to one man...which is Chris and it will always be him...and now when I know that Chris still loves me....just like me...I was always the one and will be the one in his heart...I want to be with him...please you have to let me go...."

He grabbed her shoulder tightly "and what about me ..Huh...it's all about you and him...it was always like this... always you and him...then what about my feelings, my love,my emotions..Huh...you can't do whatever you want my love...cause if you think that you can come whenever you want, play with me,my heart whenever you want then you are wrong...you only seen my love ,my care,my affection but now it's time for you to see my wrath....my evilness...it's time to show you who is the real Jacob Kingston..."

This time she was terrified..."what...do...do you mean...?" He smirked at her " what I mean is that..." He came towards her...now they were face to face..."you can't leave me my love cause of you do that I will kill your stupid Chris and the rest of his family..." She gasped at his threat...she pushed him hard "no....you can't do that...Jake what the hell are you talking about...no...you can't do that...you are trying to scare me right? So that I can't leave you...but let me tell you ...you can't stop me to see my Chris...you can't do that...this is not you...." "Oh really...then love..."he looked into her eyes..."you do not know me at all..."

With that he called someone...her heart was beating very hard..."hello James...ya I am good ....you are there ,right?okay... send me the footage..." She looked at him with confusing eyes...she was getting really scared ..."look at this...and tell me you know them right?" She looked at the footage an saw it was Liliana and Christine...was walking together..her daughter was giggling towards her grandma...it's been few days she last saw her ..but she was confused, why he was asking to look at this..."well now when you see this...you are still wants to leave me?" She was persistent that day..that no.matter what happens..she can't stay in this commitment anymore...so she said yes...but his next words shook her hard

"Well then,it's your choice ,now face the consequences...James ...kill them..." She screamed by his sudden action.."no..you will do nothing to my daughter and Christine...please Jake don't do this...I don't love you...and I am sorry to drag you this far...it was my fault but don't do this to them....it was not their fault...it was me...so punish me....please understand...we can't be happy...I can't make you happy...please don't ruin make this decision.. Chris has already suffered because of me... please he needs me...my daughter needs me... please Don't do this...let me go Jake...please if you ever consider me as your friend,if you ever care for me then don't do this...it will led all of us to destruction...it will kill him... please..."

"Yes I love you,I care for you...you are my friend but I can't let you leave me..you have to make the decision because if you not listen to me then they will die...and I will also kill him and you know that I am not bragging...

Lily fell on the floor....for the first time she was feeling scared,from him,from his threat,from his power...he is the man whom she used to care,whom she trusted...and it's all happened because of her...it's all her selfishness and now all of them will suffer because of her....but no...she will not that happened...she can't sit and do nothing...she don't care about her life anymore....she wants her Chris and her family to be safe...she can't imagine to live without him...but for his safety ,for the sake of her daughter....she have to listen to him...of he do something to them then there is no purpose will be left for her to live anymore...

"I...what...I have to do?" He smirked at her...he didn't wanted to threaten her but he had no choice...cause in no way he will lose her. .he wants to spend his whole life with her,beside her,along with her,he wants her in his arms for the whole time...wants to have children with her...but for that Chris have to step aside from their life...he can't see her tears but she left no choice for him...and for her he can do anything...

"Good girl..I will tell you later...but before that give me your phone...I don't want you to share our secret with anyone otherwise you know the consequences....and for now we have to leave from here and go back to our place...then we will declare our wedding...we will have our wedding there... within a month..and I want no communication with anyone you know... specially with Valerie and from that family of yours...., I want no problem on my way..do you get that.. ?

She nodded but she was determined about one thing..."you may threaten me ,may he succeeded to tear us apart...but trust me from now on there will be no trust between us,there will be no friendship between us...we may get married in future but I will never let you touch me ...cause I belong to oy one person and I may sex with you back then...but it was just sex...but you know...I made love to my Chris...and it will be always like that...no matter what you do...and don't test me too..cause ..you also know me...I will die rather than let you touch me again...."

Flashback ends.  

At first I thought finally....she was mine mine..in no way she would leave me...cause she have no choice..cause I thought it was just one night thing between both of you and one way or another if I threat her ,she will forget you if she again starts to live with me...she would understand that we have more chemistry,more understanding...I would love her more than you...then she would also begin to love me too... With that intentions we flew back to Spain...we pretend in front of everyone that we are having our best time...so that everyone would believe on that....I even try to touch her once...but.

She pushed me hard which made me mad...I thought if we get physical again she would feel my love for her.  She would understand that her everything only belong to me...so I try to force her...but the next thing she did shocked me hard...

She took the knife from the kitchen and put it on her wrist ..she threaten me that she will cut her wrist ...at first I thought she was doing that so I can't touch her anymore...so I moved towards her...but then within a moment , without thinking twice she cut her wrist.......

That moment ...for the first time I got scared...seeing her like this.. the way her blood was flowing.. our kitchen was covered with her blood...I was shocked,i felt my body got stuck to the place I was standing...she fell on the ground while saying.."I...told...you...not..to test me....I would....die... rather than...let...." She couldn't finish her words and lie down on the floor ...I was shaking at that moment....I was crying,took her into my arms.. screaming her name... begging her not to give up...not to close her eyes..

I ran like a crazy man...while carrying her bloody body... doctors took her..examined her...after caressing her wound and stopping the blood doctor informed me that if I have waste one minute  then we would have lost her..

That night...I couldn't blink...I would never forget that night...that night I realized what have I done...I claimed her that I loved her...but my love was nothing compared her love for you ..her madness towards you..her devotion towards you...that night I realized that she may have her virginity to me her soul,her heart,he mind,her thoughts were captured by you...she never break her promise and she proved by that stunt...

That day we also find out her pregnancy and her complications....from that moment I promise myself that I will take her to you...and apologies for my misdeeds...beg you for my sin..will be responsible for my wrong action and fulfill my duty as a friend...whom she once trusted.. I also apologize to her but she didn't talk to me...she became the person whom I never met, who was not my lily,whom I didn't recognize...I told her many times to take her to you..but she said that there is less chance of her being alive ..and if both of them lose their life on the way to surgery then her chris can never forgive himself..he will ruin himself again...and this time no one can save him and your daughter needs you....and if she and her baby could make it through this journey then she will go back to you...

But before that your accident happened and her baby couldn't survived.....I...am sorry...I am very sorry...I.." chris punched him so hard that he fell on the ground....Alex was holding him and didn't stop him to punched jake...his whole body was in pain but his pain is nothing compared to her...then he begin to laugh...like a madman...

"Sorry...sorry...can your bloody sorry give my flower back...can your bloody sorry give my baby back?can your bloody sorry fixed everything that we lost.. we were about to build our heaven but you had to...you...I ......" He couldn't finish his words ,he fell on Alex...which made Alex and Jake panicked...Alex begin to shook Chris...but he wasn't breathing ...that made Alex pale..."doctor....doctor...  Go and get the doctor damnit, he is not breathing....oh my god...Chris ..." Jake ran outside the room to fetch the doctor...

Few seconds later doctors and nurse came to give him CPR....they did two times...but he was not responding...then they kept doing that..giving him electric shock to to his chest...but nothing was working...Alex started to cry hard ,his mom came and shocked by seeing her son like this...which made her faint....

Few moments later..doctor came from the room and they were silent..."I am sorry ...but...."

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6 months later...

She woke up by her usual nightmare...it's been six months but still she have this nightmare and no matter how many pills she gulped .. nothing can treat her insomnia,her nightmare....at first she couldn't sleep at all ...but after some help from pills she was now getting used to it ..

With that she get down from her bed,did her morning routine and went downstairs...she saw her dad was humming and cooking breakfast for them...which made her feel light....at least her dad was happy...

"Good morning dad..." Her dad smiled at her and kissed her cheeks "good morning you too sweetheart...how was your sleep?" "Well you know that answer...it was as usual..."her dad frown by her answer...he knew she still had those nightmare..but she won't share with her dad... according to her she don't want to bother him anymore but no matte what happened...a father can never be bothered by his own flesh...he always get upset whenever he thought that he was not with her when he needed him the most...

"Dad pancake is going to burn if you stand here like this and do nothing..." "Oh sorry...you sit there...I am going to serve  delicious and favourite breakfast of yours..." He served her favourite pancake and strawberries with honey....just the he used to made her when she was a child ..

He sit with her....watch her eating those pancakes just like she used to eat them when she saw a child ..when her mother was there ,his little Sophie was so small ....those moments were so beautiful and worth to see...he still miss those ..it's been years...the house was still the same but the people was not ..his wife was not here,his small little Sophie was dead and his lovely bear,his daughter has lost her happiness ..he stared at his daughter...who looked thin,pale,who was trying to be happy but failed to find her happiness...she was breathing but not living her life...he still remembered what happened six months ago....

That day he came from Florida after meeting his mother...he was sitting on his sofa then he got a call from an unknown number...when he picked up he heard lily's voice ,when he asked her is she crying or what happened,she just told him to come at that hospital ,she needs him...when he heard her sob he couldn't just wait anymore...he ran with his car and reached at the hospital...he went to her room he saw his daughter was mess ...when she lay her eyes on him..her dad..she couldn't control anymore and sobbed hard...he run towards her and hugged her tight then starts to coo her...

"Dad...I want to go... please... please take...take me home...please dad...I want you to take me from here...far ways from here...I can't breathe dad.... please...i...want to go home.... dad please..." She kept crying on his chest..."don't worry dad will take you home...I promise ...I am right here .. your dad is right here.. please don't cry sweetheart...dad can't see you like this..." He wanted to ask her a lot of things but he couldn't...he take her to home but she said that she wants to leave form this place...where no one will find her...at first he didn't knew what to do...where to take her...then he remember his mother in-law...he never visited there after his wife's death...

So he called her after so many years...he knew his mother in-law hates him for not taking care of her Frist granddaughter and he also knew that lily was with her when she left everyone...and only she can give her console,the shoulder she need.  So he took her to her grandma ..

At first she was angry on him ...also on her...but then she took care of it...and gave her love ...help her to recover as much as she could..but they knew it was not so easy...but they are still trying...right now they are living with her grandma for six months...to divert her mind her grandma suggest her to work in her pet shop...she loves pets.  So she usually spend her time at there...

"Dad...where is nonna...?" "Well she is on a date...." Then she starts to smile ...and it's been a while he saw her smile like that.  "Oh god finally,she agreed to go ...but why at morning.. ?" "That old man was so happy that he didn't wanted to miss the chance and your nonna can change her decision anytime so he thought it would be best to take her right now..."the they both start to laugh...

After finishing her breakfast she decided to go outside..."dad I am going..I know today is off day but I have to go to the flower shop also do some grocery  shopping...flowers of my room had already been dried..I have to replace it....so I am going there at first ...i will be back soon"

She roam around the area ,talked with people...greet them..went to shopping,have some grocery ,then went to flower shop...took some pink roses.. it's smell calms her

She was one her way to home , suddenly she saw someone...the person her eyes were eager to see all this long,whom touch she craves,whose love ,whose warm smile used to made her day and night.. tears  were in her eyes...how she wanted to run towards him and hugged him tight...say that not to leave her again...embrace her like he used to do ...take her away and coo her that he is with her now... everything is going to alright...her steps  move ahead by its own...but

When he saw she was finally here... finally he got to see her...after six long months....it felt like six long years for him...she was looking more beautiful...but he noticed her fatigue expression,bags under her eyes.  She looked pale just like he saw her that day...that horrific day...he saw her eyes sparked...he saw her moving forward towards him..he smile at her. ...but then he saw she stopped..she step back ..he realised she was not moving ahead ..she was stepping back.... preparing to run back....from him...again...

She was about to move towards him but then she remembered that pathetic day..when he told her not to show her face again...when she lost her unborn baby...she was tired by all this...she didn't wanted to cry anymore... she didn't wanted to fear anymore...she didn't wanted to see hate in his eyes for her...her presence cost him enough pain...and she decided she will not appear in any of their life,anymore...so she thought to run before he get her....

When he realised that she was going to run he didn't waste anymore time and ran before her,then block her ways..she was shocked by his action...she thought he would go from here...but what is he doing ,why is he here now....

They both didn't said anything...just looked into each others eyes...she then looked down . She was determined to run away from here where he was determined to tie her up and take her with him..no matter what happened this time..

"Move..." He didn't said anything....he just stared at her...she was feeling nervous...his presence will always be effecting her...but she can't let him effect her..anymore...she don't anymore chaos ...."I said move...I have to go..." "Where...running again?" His voice was cold and stern...not lovable and affectionate...he still hate her...so there's no point to stay here anymore...she wanted to cry but hold her tears...

"Listen ,I..have to go...please.. step aside ...i don't want to cause any attention ...I don't want anyone to see me with you..." His eyes went dark...."why? Why you don't want to see me with you...I thought you were dying without me..." his words are filled with mock..."people change... situations made them to change for better...and it will be better..." He didn't let her finish and he ordered "let's go" she was confused..."what..." "I said let's go...you are going with me..."she gasped "no....I am not going anywhere with you ..can you please let me leave and go somewhere..."

I will count to three...if you don't walk with me...then I will put you on my shoulder and spanked your ass hard..."what the hell ...I will not go with you... there's nothing between us anymore...you wanted me to go away from your eyes...so what are you doing...let me go and live your life...I will not bother you anymore"

"1" "what...are " "2" "stop this nonsense..." "3" "you know what do whatever you do ...I am going."..she was about to go ..he yanked her hand and put her on his shoulder...

"Aaaaah" her scream grab attention of the people around her.. but he didn't care..when people realise that it was Chris they begin to click photos and videos....

" christopher wilson put me down you creep" everyone was watching them weirdly,some were taking photos.Girls were screaming for their sexy actor.Reporters are there to capture this craziness of the famous actor and singer christopher wilson.They were curious about what was happening,why the greek god was carrying some woman on his shoulder.There are so many fans of him who can do anything just to be with him and the girl was behaving like she can kill him by anytime
She was screaming,cursing her heart out but he was like who cares.His fans were taking photos of him continuously "christopher i will kill you...put.me.down.right.now...help..this bastard is kidnapping me...do something people" his fans were throwing questions like "who is she?" "why are you taking her like this?" "is she your new girlfriend?" "chris,chris please answer our questions" he then stopped and replied only one thing "she is my everything,my lily"

Surprise...double update..I know you didn't expect it......well it was supposed to be the last chapter but I thought to add one more  ,which will be the last chapter of this book...hope you like it...follow,vote and share my book... thanks bye 😘😍