The next morning

I wake up to small kisses littering my face and I lowly groan. "Come to bed." I pat the empty side of the bed knowing it was Dixie.

Instead she climbs on top of me and straddles me, laying her face in my neck, I wrap my arms around her waist.

"Is Charli okay?" I question my girl.

"She's still sleeping, she'll be okay though." She mumbles. "How's your hand?"

"Better." I whisper, slowly falling back into a deep sleep.

Two hours later i can feel Dixie trying to shake me awake. "What's wrong baby?" I mumble half asleep.

"I'm taking Charli home and I'll probably stay with her for a little bit to make sure she's okay." She softly responds.

"Okay, I love you." I whisper and pucker my lips waiting for a kiss, which I receive a few seconds later.

She starts walking out of the room but when I hear the door open I call out her name.

"Yeah?" She questions.

"Drive safe." I mumble before falling back asleep.

• • •

When I finally decide to get up I walk down to the kitchen where Jaden was currently live.

"Yeah that's Garrett walking around" he answers what I presume is a fans question.

I start chugging down a water bottle from the fridge and wave at the phone.

"Garrett's a simp." He reads a comment out loud.

"Yep." I shrug, unbothered.

"You wanna go to Texas?" Jaden suddenly questions me.

"When?" I furrow my eyebrows at the randomness of his question.

"Tomorrow." He shrugs like it was no big deal.

My eyes widen and I think about it for a second before nodding. "Ya, probably."

Jaden turns to the camera. "He's gotta tell Dixie first but that's a yes." He whispers to the camera.

I roll my eyes and throw the closest thing to me at his head, which ended up being a paper towel roll.

My phone buzzes so I walk out of the camera view.

Baby
Were you going to tell me you're going to Texas?

Gar❤️
Yes love, waiting for you to get back actually.

Baby
Ok

Gar❤️
Don't be like that love.

Baby
I have a bad feeling about it Gar.

Gar❤️
It's going to be fine love, I promise.

Now come cuddle🥰

Dixie comes a few hours later with her famous resting bitch face. "Oh come on baby." I groan as she pushes away my arms as I try pulling her into an embrace.

I try not to roll my eyes at my girlfriends attitude, I loved everything about her but at certain times her stubbornness would give me a headache.

"Come on Dixie! We're going to have the time of our lives" Bryce says from the doorway with a large smile.

I wrap my arms around her neck from behind her and gently sway us back and fourth.

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>@Garrettlorde I'm right next to you love
>@Dixiedamelio but you're leaving 🥺
>@Charlidamelio soft side of Dixie

Pulling her closer into my side I chuckle. "I'll only be gone for a week."

She just pouts and I give her multiple kisses on the cheek until she smiles.

"Are there going to be a lot of girls there?" She frowns.

I sigh quietly. "Probably dix."

"Am I annoying you?" She looks away.

"No baby. No. Not at all, I'll always be here to reassure you a hundred times baby that im all yours. I'm sorry if I made you think any different." Im quick to assure her, feeling like a piece of shit. I made her feel this way.

I hand her my phone.

"What are you doing?" She looks at me confused.

"Look through my phone." I give her a half smile.

"What? Why would I- why would I do that?" She looks at me dumb founded.

Kissing the top of her head. "So that you can see that you're the only girl I want."

She hands me my phone back. "I trust you." She says. I know she trusts me but I also know she doesn't trust all of these other girls and that she has insecurities of her own.

So I quickly bring her inbetween my legs on the couch and bring my arms around her shoulders so that she could see my phone, and for the next two hours I went through my camera roll, filled with pictures of her. My text messages, she almost died of laughter at the sway boys group chat, my Snapchat's, my Dms, everything under the sun.

"You see. You're the only girl I want, I am a complete simp for you Dixie D'Amelio." I send her a cheeky smile.

"Thank you." She whispers, I notice she has tears in her eyes.

• • •

The next morning I'm awoken by Dixie's stirring.

"You leave soon." She whispers as she caresses my face.

"I'll call and FaceTime you whenever I can." I promise her.

"Wanna help me pack?" I send her a smile, she nods her head as I lazily get up and drag a suitcase out.

I start throwing clothes into the bag until I notice her frowning at them.

"Why are you frowning at my clothes?" I chuckle.

She huffs before grabbing some of the clothes I sloppily threw into the suitcase and hanging them back up or putting them back in my dresser.

"Baby?" I question confused.

"You look too good in those clothes." She mumbles making me roar with laughter at her shy yet grumpy expression.

"You can choose my clothes." I laugh and give her a kiss on the cheek.

She pulls out a shirt and inspects it for a second before putting it back. "What's the point in bringing shirts, it's not like you actually wear them."

I come behind her and wrap my arms around her waist.  "Dixie D'Amelio I love you so much, and I promise you're the only girl I'll continue to love. To touch..." I slowly slide my hand into her shorts and she grabs a tight hold onto my forearm. "To pleasure." I slowly begin rubbing her with my fingers and she lets out a small moan. 

"Please." She begs.

"Please what baby?" I egg her on.

"Fuck me, please." She drawls out.

With out another thought I throw her onto my bed and start kissing down her throat and grinding my hips into hers. Sitting up i am quick to take her shirt off along with her loose shorts and I nearly moan at the sight of her.

As I'm pounding into her I put a hand over her mouth to silence her loud moans and screams.

Her nails dig deep into my back creating a burning sensation making me moan.

I can tell she's getting close to her orgasm because her legs start shaking and she's digging deeper into my back.

I grunt annoyed, when I hear a knock on my door. I slow down my thrusts and lay on top of Dixie, holding most of my weight, and cover us to her shoulders with my blanket.

"What!" I yell out.

Bryce opens the door and to him it must seem like we're just laying down. "Are you almost ready? We're leaving in like twenty."

As Bryce is talking I slowly and unnoticeably begin grinding back into Dixie. She's caught off guard and immediately scrunches her eyes and covers her mouth.

"Are you okay?" Bryce questions concerned when he notices her expression.

"Bryce?" Dixie breathes out.

"Yeah?" He says innocently.

"Get out!" She shouts and he sends me a confused glance but leaves nonetheless. As soon as he's gone I wrap my hand around her throat but not enough to hurt her and start pumping in to her like an animal.

"I-I'm close." She moans loudly.

"Let it go baby." I groan as she clenches against me. Releasing inside of her I pant and rest my head down in her neck.

"Are you still on birth control?" I question out of breath and she nods her head yes.

"I have to get up love." I whisper into her sweaty hair after a few minutes. She pouts and I give her a chaste kiss on the lips. "You can stay here until you're ready to leave."

• • •

"This shit is nice!" Josh exclaims as we all finally arrive at the air BnB.

Over eighteen hours In a van with all of these guys and I'm about ready to off myself.

"Let's party!" Tayler screams. Jaden hands me a white claw from the case he's carrying to shot gun and I quickly oblige.

My phone starts buzzing in my shorts and I pull it out, a large smile making it's way onto my face.

"Hello baby." I greet happily.

I hear Josh and Bryce groan in unison. "It's a bro's trip really we haven't even been gone a day!"

I flip him off and continue to listen to Dixie rant about a new endorsement deal she didn't want to do.

"I love you, bye." I say as the conversation ends about ten minutes later.

"No more girlfriends or simps for the rest of the night." Bryce points at me sternly.

I roll my eyes knowing Dixie would call me before she goes to bed, and of course I would answer.

As the day goes on I can feel myself starting to get extremely buzzed from the many shots and white claws I had taken.

A blonde girl walks up to me along with Jaden and smiles widely. "I'm Charly." She introduces herself.

"Hey charly." I send her a friendly smile. "I'm Garrett."

"Wanna make a tik tok with us?" She smiles and places her hand on my forearm. I'm quick to move back but nod my head yes nonetheless.

We make the tik tok and for a majority of it I can feel Charlys eyes on me, not me specifically but my body.

"I'm gonna go call Dixie." I say to Jaden, he nods and Charly frowns.

"What boo." She groans. "Take a few shots with us first."

I shrug my shoulders seeing no harm in doing so thinking I might be overreacting and as I'm chugging down the shots I'm unknowingly missing the phone calls from my frantic and upset girlfriend.

After those few shots I was done for, I was stumbling around and Charly was following me everywhere I went.

A boy I've never met before came up to me. "Hey I'm Blake."

"Garrett." I nod my head in greeting, sighing loudly as I once again moved my arm away from Charly.

"You're the one dating Dixie right?" He says and I have a small feeling he said it for a reason.

"Yeah." I send a dirty look Charlys way. " I'm going to go call her now."

Finally getting away from Charly I grab my phone off of the charger to see I have ten missed calls from Dixie. "Shit."

I try calling her back but it goes straight to voicemail. "Hello love, I miss you so so much and I'm sorry for missing your calls. You're probably asleep and I'm really drunk so I'm going to end this now. I love you, sleep well my princess"

The rest of the night was a blur, the last thing I remember is that voicemail.

• • •

I wake up the next morning with a pounding headache and arms around me. "What the fuck." I grumble.

Turning around I notice a naked Charly and I quickly look under the blankets and realize I'm only wearing my boxers. "No no no no." I repeat over and over to myself.

"Fuck!" I hiss and quickly look for my phone.

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