Anxiety attack: An anxiety attack is a sudden and intense episode of fear and anxiety. These anxiety attacks can sometimes occur unexpectedly for no apparent reason, but they can also be linked to specific triggers. “Anxiety attack” is not a formal, clinical term. Symptoms are Feeling of losing control or going crazy. Heart palpitations or chest pain. Feeling like you're going to pass out. Trouble breathing or choking sensation

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Y/n's p.o.v

1hr before hoseok's call

I was laying on my bed but just then a thought pop up in my head and a sudden fear gushes around me.

I quickly got up and shrug this strange thought off and went to bathroom and took a shower.

Then i wore a loose shirt with PJs.

I took my laptop and started doing the leftover work after i was done i felt a bit thirsty so i went downstairs to take a water bottle.

I was taking the bottle when the door opened and when i look at it there were my parents.
I got confused tehey didn't come together. It was a bit strange.

I drank water and looked at them they were having bags.

Not just one but many and then my insides started to freak what? The are really going to leave me? Even if they don't consider me as their daughter i still love them I can't leave them i want to stay with them and that's the sole reason I've been living here no matter what their behaviour is with me. I just love them so much.

"Uh M-mum?" My voice cracked up as i gulped hardly.

"What?" She asked as she was counting the bags.

"What's all this?" I asked pointing at the bags.

"Don't be a kid y/n" she scoffed.

"We already told you we were leaving" father said from behind taking the bags with him.

"No please don't leave me" i tugged on my mother's shirt.

"What? Don't be a child you are a grown up and now you can live on your own" she picked up a hand carry.

"But how will i contact you?" I asked in hope she will tell me.

"You don't have to contact us" father replied "and we don't want to keep any contact with you" he said harshly.

"But" tears build up in my eyes.

"What??" Mother said harshly.

"You can't just leave me I'm your daughter you are my parents i only have you both" i replied tears now streamed down my eyes.

"Well then should we tell you" mother took out a file.

"W-what?" I asked

"Read this shit" father said.

"What is this" i took the file and look at father and then mother and opened the file.

"It says that we have applied for removing you from our family registration having a child was creating a problem for us to move from here so better sign this shit and leave this place early" father said gritting his teeth.

My heart broke after reading the notice and it says the exact thing.

"But why removing my name you are leaving me already so why?" I looked at them with eyes full of sorrow i didn't expect them to go this far.

"Sign this already you are not a kid why don't you understand we don't want you anymore" mother said and it hurts, i felt like my heart ws shattered in pieces.

She handed me the pen and i signed it my hands were trembling uncontrollably.

"Also the new owner is coming this sunday so vacate your room before it" father said.

I didn't replied just bit my lips hard.

Soon they started to pick the bags and went out.

I heard the engine of car starting up so i quickly stood up and ran outside and there were.

Mother was about to sit i quickly ran towards her and hug her from her back.

I was waiting for her to push me but to my surprise she didn't.

"We are getting late" father called in the car and then i let go of her she didn't look at me but sat down next to father and they drove off.

I looked as the car left my sight. I walked into my house again.

Sighing hardly i closed the door but i finally gave up and sat on the floor crying.

I buried my face in my legs and cried and cried.

Suddenly i felt like i was out of air. I looked around and i felt everything suffocating me.

I started to cough violently as i didn't seem like breathing.

And then i realised i was having an anxiety attack.

I tried to stand up but my legs gave up.
My heart was beating so fast that i could feel it in my throat.

Medicines... I thought and then started to hardly walk upstairs but gave up i hold onto the walls and made my way to kitchen.

I was rummaging through the drawers but i couldn't found something suddenly my phone started to ring and without even looking at the caller id i picked up

"H-help i-i can't b-breathe" i called out holding onto my chest.

"Y/n? What's happening where are you?" I didn't relaised who this voice belong to.

"Plz h-help me" i called for help i felt my whole world was crashing as i fell on the cold floor.

"I'm coming but where are you?" I recoginzed it was some boy's voice but i don't know who's.

"Y/n listen stay with me don't hang up tell me where are you?"

"H-home" and that's when i dropped my phone and hold onto my chest pulling my legs close to myself.

Hoseok's p.o.v

"I'm coming but where are you?" I was really confused and worried where is she.

I quickly got out of my apartment wearing my shoes and ran downstairs.

"Y/n listen me stay with me don't hang up tell me where are you?" I asked as i stood in the parking lot of apartments.

"H-home" she replied as i started running again.

I know where is her street but shit not the house.

While running i put her call on hold and called meeshi.

"Hello hose--" meeshi answered after a ring.

"What color is y/n's house gate?" I panted hardly.

"What? What's happening?" Meeshi asked panicked.

"Just tell me!" hoseok half shouted.

"Blue with white stripes" meeshi replied.

"Now tell m-" She asked but hoseok cut her off

"I'll call you back" with that he fidgeted his phone in his pocket and ran to the alley of her house.

There he ran and atlast saw the gate.
That's when he realised it was the same house yesterday when he was passing by this street.

He started to knock on the door. But as he tilted the doorknob it was open he quickly went in.

Y/n's p.o.v

My body was now trembling so bad i think it's because of my yesterday's overdosage of medicines because such attacks usually last for a minute or so but now it seems like I'm the verge of dying.

I started to cry hardly that's when i heard someone knocking i got scared.

Who is this i picked on my hair balling myself up on the floor.

"Y/n" i heard my name then a presence beside me i quickly backed off fearing the person.

"It's okay it's me it's hoseok"

Hoseok's p.o.v:

When i entered the house it was a bit dark but I ran in and there was a lounge i looked around the empty house and then i heard crying sounds and theyw were from a room; it was kitchen.

I quickly went beside the island top and what i saw scared me.

She was lying there holding onto her hair and Hugging herself.

"Y/n?" My voice let out as a whisper.
But she got scared and back off immediately.

That's when i realise it is either an anxiety attack or panic attack and i know exactly how it felt.

"It's okay it's me it's hoseok" I softly let out my hand to her she looked up at me and Her face was all messed up because of crying.

Once i assured she wasn't backing off i sat down and hugged her.

She was tensed but i rubbed her back lightly.

"Everything's fine I'm here" i stroked her hair.

After a while she relaxed i kept on rubbing small circles on her back.

We sat there on the cold floor for about 10 minutes i kept on whispering to her that there is nothing to worry.

There was a moment or so and i didn't found her moving i slowly looked at her face and saw she was sleeping small hiccups leaving her mouth.

And now my muscles got relaxed i slowly picked her up bridal style and walked out of the kitchen.

I looked here and there but then i laid her down on the couch as i didn't knew where is her bedroom.

I looked down at her sleeping body but got more worried of why she had this attack.

I quickly went to the door and locked it as it was open anyone can come. It was just a luck that the door was open or how would he come in..

He walked into the lounge again and now then he got a peek of the house it was well furnished and elegant.

He rubbed his hands together and opened a door he knew it considered rude to open roam in someone's house but he has to lay y/n on her bed.

To his surprise it was a bedroom. It was y/n's parents bedroom. He quickly opened it fully and went to couch and slowly again picked her up trying his best not to wake her up.

He then walked in the room and carefully lay her on the bed and pull covers over her.

Then he got out and closed the door.

He sat down on the couch he didn't know what should he do he realised he was in pjs as he changed into them just a while ago.

He took out his phone and he saw meeshi's 6 misscalls.

He redialled her number to which she picked up on the first ring.

"Hoseok don't hang up tell me what's going on?" Her voice came out in panic.

"It's y/n she was having a panic attack" hoseok rubbed his eyes.

"What??" She almost shouted "where is she?how is she?where are you?"

"Yea now she's fine she's sleeping actually I'm at her house" he replied.

"Okay wait there I am coming" meeshi said.

"Okay" hoseok replied because he didn't knew what shoudl he do he can't just sit here alone.

He hung up the call.

And sat there confused on what was the reason of her this condition.

Meeshi's p.o.v

"Where are you going at this hour?" Meeshi's mother asked.

"Y/n's place i might stay there tonight" meeshi replied wearing her shoes.

"What happened to her?" Her mother asked.

"I will tell you once i will go there don't worry" meeshi informed her mother

"How are you going Mr lee(driver) left early today" meeshi's mother said.

"What??" Meeshi asked.

"Yea his daughter was ill so i gave him an early leave." Her mother informed.

"I will take a cab" meeshi said and walked downstairs.

Her phone ringed in her bag.
She took it out and it was jungkook.

"Hey my girl" jungkook greeted.

"Hello kookie" meeshi replied as she look into her bag for her purse.

"What were you doing?" Jungkook asked.

"Going to y/n's house" she replied.

"Oh everything's okay?" Jungkook asked.

"Umm kind of" she replied

"Going with Mr lee?" Jungkook asked.

"No I'm actually taking a cab he is on leave" meeshi replied as she put extra house keys in her bag.

"Oh wait Don't go alone I'll come" jungkook said.

"No kookie it's okay I am taking a cab you don't have to come" meeshi said and was about to open the front gate.

"No just wait I'll be there in 10 .. no 5 minutes" jungkook said.

"Oh please don't rush be careful" meeshi said giving in honestly she always scared taking cabs at night.

Soon jungkook arrived and called meeshi to come.

She walked outside and sat in his car.

"Hey" meeshi waved her hand a bit.

"Hello" jungkook smiled hus bunny smile.

He started the car engine and drived off to the main road.

"What happened?" Jungkook asked.

"Y/n got a panic attack" meeshi said and jungkook looked at her.

"How? Is she fine?" Jungkook asked

"Actually hoseok called me and informed me about her" meeshi said now jungkook was confused so she explained the whole situation to him.

"Oh don't worry she will be fine" jungkook said and rubbed meeshi's hand a bit.

She smiled at him.
"By the way where were you I'm sorry you have to come this sudden" meeshi asked.

"Oh it's okay i was home" jungkook replied.

He drove in y/n's alley and meeshi told him her house number.

He parked the car and went to the gate.

She knocked on the door.

After about a minute the door opened revealing hoseok.

Hoseok's p.o.v

I was just sitting on the couch waiting if y/n wake up but she was sleeping.

I looked for her two times but she didn't woke up.

The door got knocked so i quickly stood up and went to see who was it.

I opened the door and meeshi was there alongwith jungkook.

I wasn't expecting she would ask him to come too but it's okay for me.

"Where is she?" Meeshi questioned as soon as she entered the house.

He pointed at the room "that room"

She quickly passed both of them and went in y/n's parents bedroom.

"Hello hyung" jungkook greeted and came in closing the door.

"Hmm hello" hoseok replied and they both walled in the house jungkook taking in tehe insides of the new place.

"Well i-" hoseok was about to tell him why he was here.

"Oh hyung meeshi already told me thanks for coming here meeshi was relieved that you were here on time" jungkook said.

"Ahh right" hoseok rubbed back of his neck.

They both sat down the couch.

Meeshi came out of the room.

"She's sleeping" she said sitting on the couch opposite hoseok.

"Yea she's been sleeping since i came" hoseok replied.

"Ohh" meeshi hummed.

"Thanks for coming hobi" meeshi thanked hoseok.

"Oh no need" hoseok replied.

"But what exactly happened?" Meeshi asked.

Hoseok told them the whole incident.

"Ahh thankyou so much hobi" meeshi said as hoseok finished.

"It's okay I'm actually relieved that i was able to come in time" hoseok said.

"Hyung you are in your pajamas" jungkook said looking at him.

"Oh" hoseok scratched back of his neck "i kinda ran all the way here when i got her call i didn't took jacket either just wore my shoes" hoseok said.

Both jungkook and meeshi's eyes widened.

"You ran all the way here?" Jungkook asked amused.

"Yea" hoseok smiled awkwardly.

"Hobi i am actually very thankful of you day before yesterday and today you are so nice" meeshi said.

"No no it's okay" hoseok said as he looked at the time and it was late

"I guess i should go as you are here now" hoseok stood up so did jungkook and meeshi

"Yea don't worry I'm with her" meeshi said.

"Kookie you can also head back home thanks for giving me a ride here" meeshi looked at jungkook.

"Will you be okay here alone?" Jungkook asked

"Yea it's okay it's my friend's house afterall" meeshi assured him.

"Yea right" jungkook said.

They both left after jungkook telling meeshi a thousand times not to open the door for someone and lock it properly. (author: they really makes a cute couple aren't they?)

Once they both left she locked the door and went to the room where y/n was lying.

She called her mom and informed her that she was staying at y/n's house for the night.

She sat down beside y/n and looked at her with pitying eyes she didn't knew y/n had panic attacks y/n never really her even this what's bothering her she thought.

"If i could i will help you with everything y/n" she said in low voice.

Meeshi was confused why did y/n's parents not at home and now she realised it was the first she actually entered y/n's house because y/n always make excuses whenever it's coming to her house.

She got out of the room and took in the details of her house it was none more then just some typical house everything was in it's place also it was a little elegant too because of the decoration pieces being in thier place.

She went to the kitchen to get herself some water and there she got a water bottle on the table counter she drank it and then she found a phone on the floor she picked it up and it was y/n's phone.

She went in the room and put it beside y/n's bedside.

Then she didn't know what she should do so she just sat beside y/n on the bed but no longer she fell asleep too.

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The chapter was getting way too much longer....

Word count: 2866

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