Grief: a silent sadness that
kills you inside

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"hyung?" Taehyung said making hoseok coming out of his thoughts.

"Oh uhh taehyung?" Hoseok confirmed.

It's been years since they saw each other.

Taehyung scratched the back of his head and flash him a forced smile.

"Yes it's me hyung" taehyung said

"Oh come in " hoseok said making him come in.

There was an awkward silence between both of them as he asked him to take a seat.

"So.." there was nothing for hoseok to say "how's your studies? Did you get a job?" He asked pouring him water.

"Uh yea i already got them finished" he paused "i got a promotion to the police station near your apartment" he completed fidgeting with his fingers.

"Ohh good" that was the only thing that left hoseok's mouth before he heard a doorbell.

"Uhh give me a minute" hoseok excuses and went to the door.

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"Hey hyung" it was jimin with a bag in his hands.

"Hello minnie" hoseok smiled.

"Here's a blanket you asked for" jimin gave him the bag.

"Oh thankyou so much i owe you" hoseok said.

"No no it's okay call me whenever you need anything" jimin smiled.

"Sure-" he was cut off by

"Jimin? Is that you?" Taehyung called from the back causing hoseok to tilt his head towards his direction.

"Taehyung?" Jimin said wide-eyed as they both exchanged a hug.

"You know him?" Hoseok asked confused.

"Yeah he's my best friend" jimin said happily .

"When did you came back? how you two know eachother?" Jimin asked.

"First off come in it's cold outside" hoseok make them come in.

They both went in.

"Suit yourselves I'll be back in a minute" hoseok excused himself and went to his room.

He quickly put his hand on your forehead to check your temperature.

"Thank God" he left out a sigh.

Your hands were still cold but your forehead was way much normal now.

He quickly took out the blanket and spread it over you, over the already spreaded sheets.

His mind was clouded seeing you like this, seeing taehyung and knowing how jimin and taehyung are best friends.

Flashback:

"Sorry to say but we lost him" doctor said as he came out of the operation theatre.

"What do you mean? Doctor!" Hoseok called out with teary eyes.

"We tried our best hold yourself young boy" doctor soothe him

"How can you say it can't happen please he's the only family to me" hoseok cried.

Instead the doctor just pats his shoulder and went his way.

Hoseok fell on the cold white hospital floor with tears continuosly flowing his eyes, his clothes were stained with blood as well his face was tinted with blood as he hiccups just then two arms embraced him.

"I am sorry hyung" the teenager said also crying.

"No stay away from me!" Hoseok pushed him .

"You are the reason!!!! You fucking are! Just go!" He said pushing him "you killed him you fucking did!!!!" Hoseok said now crying his heart out.

"H-hyung?" A boy with reddish teary eyes leaned forward but got pushed again.
"what are you saying!hyung it's not my fault!!" He shouted again but hoseok didn't budge and he pushed him harshly as the boy's back hit the white wall of hospital.

"Listen well Kim taehyung!! Just fucking go away or I won't hesitate to kill you!!" Hoseok warned the boy by pulling him from his throat, blood was about to sprout out of his veins in his rage.

The boy struggling to get out of his grasp but hoseok was choking him his eyes were filled with tears. Just then he was pulled back by a doctor as taehyung fell down on the ground coughing getting air into his lungs.

"What are you doing young man!" A young doctor in his 20s shouted shreiking hoseok's shoulder.

"He is a killer!! Let me go" hoseok struggled in the doctor's arms.

"Go away young boy!" The doctor shouted at now coughing boy.

He quickly crawled and got up holding his chest tears flowing continuosly his eyes ,he was also stained with blood.

"H-hyung" he again called out for hoseok.

"Just go!!!" The doctor shouted with hoseok struggling.

Just then taehyung started running down the quite hallway of the hospital.

"I am sorry hyung" the boy murmured a last sorry to hoseok as he left in the elevator of the quite hallway.

"Come back to your senses young man!!!" The doctor shouted as hoseok was struggling but now tears were visible through his eyes as his breath calmed down in the older's chest. Now groans left his mouth as he stood up. Walking to the room where He was"

End of flashback

Hoseok came out of his trance finding himself on the stool next to y/n in his room. A silent tear left his eyes.

He looked at the sneakers placed on the side again thinking hardly again but to his surprise he shrugged off saying.

"How would she even know him?" He looked at you again, who was now sleeping peacefully on his bed. Could it be your calmest sleep ever?

He stood up and tugged the blankets again over you and went out of his room seeing the two boys talking with each other.

Not long jimin spotted hoseok his eyes widened in shock.

"H-hyung?" Jimin called out in shock his eyes were puffy.

"What is it?" Hoseok flashed a smile which was not even convincing.

"I didn't knew that" jimin exclaimed standing up his eyes struggling between hoseok and taehyung.

Hoseok left out a hieved sigh.

"You told him?" He questioned taehyung.

"I had to" taehyung quietly sighed.

"But I am still confused what happened next?" Jimin asked sitting down again with his shocked face.

"What next?" Hoseok asked.

"Taehyung left you in that hospital right? But it wasn't his fault for real hyung. What happened next " jimin asked.

"You already answered your own question it wasn't tae's fault" hoseok said hunging his head low.
Taehyung's eyes jolted towards hoseok on hearing his nickname again form his hyung's mouth.

There was a minute of silence between the three of them.

"I'm sorry Tae" hoseok said finally looking him straight in his eyes.

"No hyung don't be" taehyung protested.

"No it really was my fault I am sorry I blamed you I didn't even let you see him for the last time" he paused again "but now what more can I say please forgive me tae" hoseok completed.

"Hyung if I didn't forgive you why would I be here now I know you just misunderstood things" taehyung give him an assuring smile.

"I am happy you guys rejoined" jimin said a smile landing on his pink plump lips.

"Hmm" hoseok and taehyung said in unison.

"Speaking of which tell me how are you two friends jimin you never told me" hoseok questioned.

"Yea we told you we both have been friend since elementary school" jimin perked up smiling.

"Wow" hoseok said now passing his genuine smile.

As they three went on talking about each other for almost an hour as hoseok bring the three of them some coffee.

"Tae you should come see grandma too" jimin said to taehyung who was sipping onto his coffee.

"Yea sure" he replied.

"So where are you going to live now" hoseok asked taehyung.

"The next building hyung" he replied.

"Oh that's good to hear you will be close to me too" hoseok said smiling.

"Hmm" he replied.

"Oh it's late hyung I should Go now grandma would be waiting" jimin looked at his watch.

"Uh okay say hello to grandma from me" hoseok replied standing along with jimin.

"Sure" he passed his mochi smile.

"I should go too" taehyung asked for going too.

"Hmm sure" hoseok replied.

"Don't forget to pay a visit at my apartment too" taehyung asked hoseok.

"I will" hoseok replied still smiling.

They both got out saying their good byes to hoseok as he closed the door.

He quickly went in his bedroom to check on you.

He checked your vitals again and your temperature was Normal now he sighed in relief.

"Thank lord" hoseok said while tugging the blankets again.

"She should be awake in some time I should make something for her to eat" hoseok thought while going to his kitchen.

He started making porridge.

Meeshi and jungkook's p.o.v

They were both eating in a French restaurant honestly meeshi didn't even thought that Jungkook would choose such a decent and elegant restaurant for dinner.

And she was just cursing herself inwardly of not wearing any decent dress but how could she she was in her office.

To Jungkook the whole day seems to be like a date ,in morning they had their breakfast together and now dinner his insights were telling him to jump from excitement but he just pretend to look as gentlemen as he was.

By now they were eating in silence without even uttering a word so Jungkook decided to break the silence.

"So.." he paused thinking as meeshi got their attention but as soon his eyes met her he quickly shifted them "let's order wine" he suggested in pure blush.

"Uh okay" meeshi replied her stomach growing a weird sensation within her.

"Uh excuse me" he called for a waiter.

The whole dinner was again nothing much then a little awkwardness as they both shared about their families.

Now they were going back standing in the parking lot.
The cool breeze was blowing making both of them shiver.
All of a sudden she felt a warm embrace circling her but as soon she tilted her head she was met with jungkook with a few centimetres distance between them she gulped looking him straight in his doe eyes. His eyes were sparkling in the dark. She quickly looked away her heart racing at a faster rate. The chaffeur handed jungkook the car keys. Turns out the warm embrace was jungkook's black coat.

He held out the door open for her as she took a seat in.

Jungkook was just smiling at how cute she was looking the wine was having a drooling impact on her making her cheeks bright red.
Little did he know was it blush or alcohol?

The ride was almost silent meeshi was just sinking more and more in his black warm coat feeling his vanilla cologne rummaging through her nose. Soon she fell asleep without even noticing.

Jungkook looked over at her and again at the road smiling like a bunny to himself he turn on a light heater to make the car more warm but still he was already feeling hot.

The night was also so soothing he quietly pulled the car towards her home alley.
He wanted to be with her for more time but he also knows that her mom would be worried as it's getting late he stopped the car right Infront of the black gate and looked at her again.
Her little tinted cheeks with a cute pout on her face as she slept were making her lips more kissable he barely stopped his inner feelings and lightly stroked her brown light curly frizz hair as she tilted to his side cuddling on his coat like a baby. The corners of his lips curled again as he stroked her puffy cheeks she slowly but lightly opened her eyes again finding that perfect man starring straight into her soul.

"Your house" he breathed out hiting "we are here" he bit his lower lip.

"Kook" was barely left from her lips as she felt a pair on hers startling her, her eyes widened but gave up and melted in closing her eyes again.

Both of their lips moved in symphony against each other.

Few moments later which felt almost like an eternity they both parted smiling against each other.
Jungkook leaned in his car seat smiling to himself as she also sinked in his car seat hiding her face heart thumping within her throat.

"Meeshi" a few seconds later jungkook breather out looking at her "will you" he hesitated "will you be my girl?" He asked as looked again in her iris.

She was speechless turning all red but instead of giving an answer she just peck his lips giving him his answer.

As she quickly opened the door and stepped outside rushing to her house gate opening it and going in.

He sit there in silence smiling like a kid who just got his lollipop. He looked again at her now left seat and let out a chuckle.

Meeshi was so embarrassed or we can say she was also blushed up that as she entered her house her mom welcomed her sitting in the lounge reading a magazine.

"Hey sweety" she greeted.

"Hey mom" left all flustered her mom looked at her and smiled again.

"You are wearing his coat" her mom said laughing a little.

"His coat" left from meeshi's mouth holding onto her shoulders.

"My coat" left jungkook's mouth as he started the ignition and drives out of the driveway.

Y/n's p.o.v

"What are you doing?" I felt myself on floor standing beside a man who was collecting some papers on the floor sitting on the bare floor.

"Shsh" was all he said without even looking at me.

I looked around and saw some papers scattered all around the room. It was a white walled four sides room with a door.

I tapped on his shoulder but he didn't budge instead keep on picking the papers.

"Where are we" I asked him again but again no answer.

I looked at my clothes and that's when I got terrified.

They were stained. Not just stained but with blood all over them. I ran my hands all over my clothes to rub them but my hands were all blooded I started to rubbed all over again to clean my hands again my clothes but it wasn't helping instead the blood was oozing out of my arms it seemed like all the cuts I made were opened draining my blood out of my veins. I looked over that man again but my eyes widened there was no one. No one in the room. I quickly stood up stumbling on my feets and ran towards the door but as I was about to open it it got locked with a tic sound.

"Open the door" I begged

"Please open it!!!" I shouted screamed.

"Please I beg you please!!!" I again shouted but there wasn't anyone.

I again looked in the room but there was nothing. I started to hit the walls trying to find a way out but all of a sudden I felt a strange noise behind me.

Fear flushed in me as I looked behind me to found a strange looking creature more kind of like a dog or a monster I can't distinguish it. He started crawling towards me as I looked at him in terror my legs felt numb as I stumbled on my feets falling down I started to crawl towards the door hitting it tears constantly running.

I again looked back at the creature which was crawling towards me. As I violently barged on the door. All of my attempts went in vain.

I shut my eyes hardly with terror crying loudly when I felt a pair of arm shrieking me I closed my eyes more tightly kicking with my legs.

"Open your eyes y/n" I felt someone calling my name.

"Y/n!" He again shouted shrugging me.

I slowly opened my eyes looking at the person my eyes widened as my heart was thumping against my throat.

I looked on my side looking for that creature but I got more in confusion seeing a totally different room. I was laying on a bed which was not mine.

I was sweating my breath was uneven as I looked at him again.

"Hoseok?" I asked in confusion.

"Are you okay" he asked as he was worry was dripping off of him.

Hoseok's p.o.v few minutes ago.

I was in the kitchen waiting for the boiler to let the water boil when I felt some shuffling sounds I thought y/n was awake so I quickly walked towards bedroom after turning the boiler off.

But as I looked in the room my eyes widened she was hugging herself tightly crying.

I quickly went over to her and called her name out.

"Y/n?" She was just crying hugging herself more tightly.

"Y/n wake up". I called her again but she didn't respond. She was sweating crying and hugging herself more curling herself into a ball.

Hoseok held her shoulder to ask to wake up but to his thoughts she started kicking and struggling to get away from his grip that's when hoseok got more worried.

"Open your eyes y/n" he held her shoulders tightly shrieking her to woke up.

"Y/n!!" He again said as she calmed down and slowly but quickly opened her eyes.

She looked at him in confusion.

She was sweating and her breathing was uneven so was hoseok's. He let out a sigh and sit beside her.

"Are you okay?" He asked her looking at her giving her a glass of water.

End of p.o.v

You looked at him and as realization hit you . You quickly sat up on his bed.

"Where am I?" Which left almost in a fear.

You didn't remembered how you got here you only knew that you were walking with him towards his apartment.

"Why am i here? Where am I? You quickly stood up but regret afterwards as you felt a sharp pain in your and you just felt your strength out of your body.

"You are in my apartment" hoseok informed you he knew it was natural for you as only he knows you were in high fever.

I gave him a confused look losing control falling on his bed again.

"Hey are you okay?" He got worried again holding me "you fainted I already called the doctor he gave you the medicine wait here I will get something for you to eat then you have to take medicine" he said in one breath quickly going out of the room probably to take something to eat.

I sat there in confusion and also in fear was he the one who woke me up why is he acting like this he must feel disgusted seeing me like this I looked around his room which was a cozy one but still managed I looked over to s corner and there were my shoes.

"I can't be here" I cursed myself as I wasn't getting my vision straight my body was still feeling weak. I took a hold of the bed and stood up taking my shoes and wearing them.

I was on the verge of crying why am I even here!

I got up holding the walls as I opened the door but I was met by him holding a tray Infront of me with a bowl on it.

"What are you doing??" He gave me a confused look but I just want to escape from here.

"I am sorry I have to go" I limped beside him taking hold of the wall again trying to go outside.

"Wait y/n no" His voice was hoarse.

"Stay right here" he said as I get a proper look of him ,my heart clenched seeing him.

"You?" Was all left as I fell myself touching the ground.

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Thanks for keeping with the story its getting a little suspense do you know about who they both are thinking about?

Nevermind thanks for 370+ reads.
Your lazy author just updated.lol.

Btw happy new year

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