SUNCT: Short-lasting unilateral neuralgiform headache attacks with conjunctival injection and tearing (SUNCT) is a syndrome of intermittent, brief, unilateral, severe paroxysms of orbital-temporal pain recurring multiple times per day. The pain modulation is often very difficult

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P.o.v in jungkook's car

Jungkook swiftly opened the door of passenger seat for meeshi to which she gladly sits in feeling a bit shy.

she called her mom and told her that she will come back on her own so she don't have to send the driver that's when jungkook came to open the door for her.

He slightly jogs to the driver side and took a deep breath before sitting in.

Jungkook's lips form a little curve on seeing her next to him in his car. Meeshi felt a lot shy sitting with the person she once cherished so much that it seemed impossible for her at that times to be like this now.

"Shall we go" jungkook asks to start a conversation feeling the intense silence between them

"U-uh sure" she purrs out

"So where's your house?" He asks starting the ignition

"Oh right 27 E cross-west road" she informed

"Right" he drives out of the alley to be on the road

There was still an intense awkward silence between them.
Meeshi just looked out of the window hiding her blushed cheeks while jungkook was eyeing her from the corner of his eyes while focusing on the road.

"Uhm" he fake coughs on which she looked ta him by just looking at her eyes he felt his heart sinking deep in the oceans of his feelings for her.

"Are you okay?" She asked.

"Yea", he said with a smile, "so umm how is the office?" He asked as he didn't have any other topic to start with

"Its been good" she replied smiling

She was so shy but still a hint of anticipation was arising within her to ask if he has a girl in his life or some kind of girlfriend but she pushed back her thoughts of her feelings knowing how much he had all the girls around him in the university he must have someone in his life so it's she is just a mere employee to him.

Still focused on the road he was debating with his inner self whether to ask if she has someone in her life or it will be a total waste for him to feel for her like this but still he can't help with it so without even waiting for a second he cleared his throat bopping his head towards her then stopping at the red signal

"U-uh umm" he started, "so umm"

"Yes?" She asked still flusterred by her thoughts

"Do you h-have someone?" He asked gulping hardly

She gulped, "w-what do you mean" as she felt a weird feeling in her stomach

"I-i mean" he looked at the road "like do you have any umm boyfriend?" He asked her looking outside his window ready to hear a yes because of her beauty.

On his question she choked on her spit "w-what?"

"Did jeon freaking jungkook just asked do I have a boyfriend"; she thought

"Are you okay" he quickly looked at her.

On looking his concerned face she melted looking at him now a tiny of pink forming on her cheeks quite visible to him she looked away flustered.

"I apologize" he said before accelerating the car. Cursing himself in his mind he gripped on the steering wheel.

On the other side she was too embarrassed to even answer him to what he just asked so there was again a damp silence in there.

"Uhh so how many family members are you?" He asked trying to change the situation

"Uhh I live with my mother my father left us when I was 7" she replied

His mouth formed an "O" mentally cursing himself again

"How is Mr and Mrs jeon?" She asked turning towards him.

"They've been good" he answers smiling his bunny teeths showing

"Oh take a left from here" she asked on which he nods with a hum.

"So for how long have you been living here?" He asked

"Umm from the day we came back to korea" her lips formed a curved smile "well my mother is Korean and father is Chinese so we came back and started living in here" she completed

"Oh right right" he turns the car again looking at the name boards on the houses

"Ah there" she pointed out "the black gate" as she hung her bag strap on her shoulder.

"Here" she stopped the car Infront of the gate

"Thank you" she thanked him but before she could open the car door he stepped out making her confused but just then her heart flutters making her blush again as he opened her car door she looked down hiding her crimson red face.

"Well see you at office then" he waved a bye at her.

But even before she could answer the gate to her house opened making them both look at it

"Oh hello mom" meeshi greeted to which jungkook greeted too

"Hello mam I am jeon jungkook" he bowed a little introducing himself to which her mom smiled

"Hello kids" she waved a smile her slightly wrinkled skin making her smile more beautiful.

"Mom" meeshi whispered eyeing her "we are not kids" she whispered to her to which jungkook smiled looking down pursing his lips hard.

"I should go then I came to drop meeshi" he asked for a leave on which her mom protested

"No no come over have dinner with us" she said.

"Mom" she whispered again well her mom knows about the little crush she had on jungkook

"Mam actually I have to-" jungkook said to which her mom cut him off

"Please come inside it's your first time to here" she asked politely

"Uh" he looked at meeshi who was looking at her mom and then shot a smile to meeshi's mom "umm okay then"

"Thanks come inside" she offered to which he locked his car with a remote of keys in his hand and followed them inside.

Hoseok p.o.v

I was walking beside her in an utter silence.
We were just walking side by side with a little pace within us.

I decided to break the silence
"So how are you" I asked tilting my head towards her.

She looked a little at me and then again straight.

"Fine" she said

Again silence.

But as I was about to ask something again to start a conversation she spoke this time but her words taken me with surprise.

"I am sorry" she said looking sideways

"Uhh for what?" I quickly asked.

She stopped within her tracks as stopped too.

"For today at work",she said looking down,"I am sorry if I sounded harsh to you" she said taking me with surprise again she barely speaks with me but I can't be angry with her well I was but a very little bit.

"Oh it's really okay I understand you didn't meant it" he said to her as she looked at him.

Y/n's p.o.v

As we were walking my feets were sunking down with guilt of how harsh I was with him at rooftop. But how he still isn't responding with his anger to me he should've just shouted at me. But the way he is reacting only make me guilty of myself. I can't stay like this so I decided to say sorry to him.

"It's really okay I understand you didn't meant it" he said as I look at him in disbelief.

"No I am really sorry" I said looking away again. "It was my fault" i again started to walk ahead of him.

"I didn't mind it I know you have your own reasons but please don't ever try to do that again" he said taking steps.

I just pursed my lips harder fisting my hands.

"I just want you to be lively" he thought to himself

"So umm how's work" he asked breaking the silence between us.

"Good" I replied not knowing what to answer but still a part of me felt a lot lighter after apologizing and after that crying I left a shaky sigh but it was caught by him.

"You okay?" He asked as the street was dead silent only the hissing of wind can be heard.

"Hmm yea"

We walked to the park and then passed it towards the alley of my house.

"You know I also used to come in this park" he again started.

"I see" I replied.

"Well for how long you've been living here?" He asked.

"I have always been living here" i replied.

"Good to hear" he replied.

"What about you?" I asked as now I think I was a little comfortable.

"Its been 9 or 10 years" he replied.

"Hmm"

We entered the alley where my house is as I stopped in my tracks.

"What's wrong?" He asked stopping too.

"I have to go somewhere so you can go" I asked still with a little concern not to ruin anything again.

"Oh umm" he said again looking at the alley "hmm then if you want to I can come too I am free by the way" he said looking at his watch for time.

"Its fine",I stated,"I can go by myself"

"Hmm then okay see you tomorrow" he said waving hand at me.

I nod my head a little as he turned on his heels

"Thanks hoseok" left from my mouth unintentionally.

He again turned back and shot a whole smile spread across his face.

"My pleasure" he said grinning and then walked back again shoving his one hand in his pant pocket and the other carrying his office bag.

I sighed deeply looking at his figure slowly fading out of the alleyway.

Jungkook's p.o.v

Her mom was so sweet she asked a few random questions about me and my parents and work and I answered them honestly.

Then I stood up and bowed to her looking at the time.

"Thanks for the food Ms Lee"

"My pleasure" she smiled and pat my shoulder to which I passed a smile to her "you can call me aunt too" she said

"Sure aunty" I said and bowed again.

I exchanged some words with her then meeshi come to show me way out.

"Well see you tomorrow at office" I said as she smiled and honestly she was looking so damn gorgeous standing in that moonlight her face beaming I could just look at that beautiful face for whole of my life.

"Jungkook?" She said

I shrug my head coming back from my thoughts.

"Uh okay so good night" I waved at her

"Good night to you too" she replied and I nod my head to her smile.

Just as I was about to sit in my car she called out.

"Jungkook"

"Yes?"

"Umm I wanna say that" she paused "I am not seeing anyone" she completed and quickly stormed inside shutting the door.

I smiled like crazy to myself.

"I think I have a chance then" he said to himself sitting in the car.

Hoseok's p.o.v

I can't imagine it was the first time hearing my name from her. My heart skipped a beat as I can't stop smiling to myself how can she just made my heart flutter with just her simple actions.

I walked back to my apartment though it was now double the route but still I am happy that she got a little comfortable with me. With all these thoughts I came and unlocked the door to my apartment then closing it plopping on my couch still smiling like a child getting his lollipop.

Just then I felt my head hitted by such a headache I felt the whole pace upside down I tried to cough holding onto the sofa to stand up but I can't.

I stood but again fell down I took support of the table next to it and started crawling towards the kitchen to take the medi-box.

I jerked my head a few times then got my vision straight I took support of the cabinets and marble counter top to take out the box and then I just shuffled the whole box on the countertop searching for the medicine by this time my breathing got hitched too I took deep breaths and as I found the pills I quickly took the anti-SUNCT pills gulping water from the water bottle placed on the counter.

Finally my vitals came back to normal as I took deep breaths sitting on the kitchen floor.

"I should see the doctor for sure" he said to himself standing up taking a hold o the wall next to him then went to his room and took a warm shower.

Y/n's p.o.v

I walked back to my house after making it sure he went back.

I shuffled through my pockets taking the keys out.

I walk in slowly locking the door behind. Then went upstairs in my room.

I locked my room door and sat on the floor unbuttoning my shirt taking it off.
Only in my inners as the windows were all closed. I took a look again at my wounded arms sighing again.

I sat there for a moment then stood up walking in the bathroom taking a shower to free myself from all these thoughts.

Then the thought hit me
"So she complained meaning that I have to be more careful from now on"

I came out towelling my hair wearing a black trouser and oversized baggy shirt

then sat on my bed.

I was about to open my laptop when mother called my name.

"Y/n come downstairs"

I looked at time as it was odd she never called me at this hour I stood up slipped on my slippers and went downstairs they were both sitting at the dinner table with dinner on it.

To be honest it smelled delicious I haven't had my mom's cooking in a while.

"Come sit" father said without looking at me.

I silently took the seat opposite to mother.

"Dig in" mother said.

I hesitantly took the first bite but as the taste lavishes my buds I took another bite and started eating as they started eating too.

"We have to tell you something",father said.

I stopped chewing looking at him as I felt weird feeling something isn't good.

"What is it?" I asked.

"Y/n how's your job?" Father asked.

Now I was sure something's gonna happen they haven't even asked if I was employed or not but why they bringing it now.

"Good i guess" I replied.

"Y/n we are planning to move to Germany" mother said but I tilted my head in confusion.

"Why?" I simply asked they have Thier jobs here, our house here and I think so everyone.

"Our company has given us promotion so we have to go there" she said taking another bite.

"Oh" "well good luck and congratulations then" I said as they both kept silent.

"You have to now live on your own we are selling this house" father said simply but I was shocked and choked on the food.

"W-what?" I asked.

"You can move out in a week start finding a place for yourself" father said coldly

"I don't have anywhere to go" I protested.

"That's why we are saying find an apartment or something like that we can't take you with us nor we can give you this House so deal with your own self" mother said

"But-"

"No buts we told you beforehand so find yourself one we have every arrangement for us there the new house owner will be coming in about two weeks our flight is next week" father said wiping his mouth with the table napkin.

"How can you do this at least don't sell it it's my only memory I can't leave this place" I protested as I felt tears in my eyes.

"Deal with your own shit we are tired of feeding you" mother scoffed and stood up taking her plate.

I stood up and walked after her i know it was useless but a part of wasn't accepting the fact.

"Y/n stop wasting your time" she said putting the plates in washbasin "have your dinner" she said walking towards her room.

I looked at her closing the door as I walked back to the dining room now sitting alone as always on the chair the only difference was of the dishes infront of me.

I took the bite but a tear escaped my eyes.

"I can't now I am done with this" i stood up "I can't cry my tears are not for them who don't even care a fuck about me" I said to myself and took the plates put them into basin and went out closing the door behind me.

As soon as I went out goosebumps formed all over my body because of the chilly air.

"Winters" I hugged myself trying to keep myself warm.

And then I started to walk not even keeping any desired place I kept on walking seeing all my neighborhood.

It was pretty dark by now but I don't even care.

I walked and walked until my feet took me to the place where I haven't been for so long.

The same tunnel that railing which was now almost rusted and hideaway within the dust and mud. Those same metal rods which were now rusted over the course of years. That same dark hideout and that cranny iron smell.

It creeps me I sat down on the rusting metal rod placed between those railings.
By every passing minute everything reminded me of him.

I took a deep breath before looking at both ways standing up. Hoping for him to show up just for once. Just a single sight of him but nothing!

I stood up and walk to the right walking out of the tunnel leading to wide sky.

I looked up welcomed by all the stars sparkling in the moonlight.

Still walking I went to the secret small hill I always used to come not alone but with ...

I sat down looking at the view of the whole city Infront of me. Those building with all those lights along with other traffic. I hugged my legs letting myself gaining a posture on that soft grass.

"What else can my life do with me?" I questioned myself.

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