HEMOPHOBIA: Fear of blood
ANGINOPHOBIA: Fear of angina or choking

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Hoseok's p.o.v

I felt my heart in pain the way she told me to go away like I was some sort of monster trying to hurt her

I made my way to the café down the alley

The little bells indicate that a customer just entered which cause the boy on the front counter to bop his head up smiling brightly at me I passed him a smile back

"Hey hobi" jimin said

"Hello jiminie" i answered smiling

(Park jimin; a café worker also one of hoseok's friend ,hoseok is a regular customer here since when he moved here and they always chitchat whenever they got time so it's a short yet understanding friendship,jimin lives with his grandma his parents died when he was so young so the only family for him is his grandma and then here is hoseok )

"Long time dude" jimin said wiping the counter Infront of him

Hoseok passed a smile and took a chair by the counter and sat on it

"Just a little busy" he answered

"Ah i see,so tell me what would you like to take" jimin asked combing his pink died hair with his fingers

"As always mocha" hoseok answered still in a soft voice

"Wait up hobi" he said as he head back to make one

"Why there aren't any customers"hoseok asked as the café was almost empty

"Ahh that nowadays there aren't many just students in the morning or customers at weekends"he said stirring in the cup

"Oh right so the business is it going good?"hoseok asked of concern

"Hmm I am trying to keep up with work ,it's quite of a little go down for me when you know" he passed the mug Infront of him
"When grandma got sick" he continued

"Uhh how is she?"hoseok asked

"Well better but nowadays her asthma is getting severer"he said in a little down tone

"Don't you worry minnie she'll be alright" hoseok said patting jimin's shoulder to cheer him up

"Thanks hobi" jimin answered
"So tell me how's your work going"jimin asked as he also took a seat seeing there aren't any customers for him to deal

"It's going fine yet a new project so there's a hell of work" hoseok said making weird features with face causing jimin to laugh at him

"Aee hobi when will you grow up" jimin said still smiling at his friend

"I think you have to grow up ,drink milk u mochi" hoseok replied back bursting in laughter

"You!!! Aishhh atleast I am sober then you" jimin said while adjusting his posture

"Yea yea I see" hoseok said taking a sip

"How's jungkook" jimin asked

"He's fine" hoseok answered

(Jimin knew about jungkook because hoseok most of the Time come to the café with jungkook whenever they are free)

"Ahh good well that little bunny is so lucky with his lifestyle" jimin said adjusting his face on palms of his hands

"Hmm good for him" hosoek agreed

They stayed there for a little bit more and then they exchanged their byes as hoseok paid him for the mocha ,he insisted not to pay but hoseok knows about what he's going through and he don't want to trouble him more

"See you then" hosoek said walking out

He looked at the sky then at his watch it was almost 8 he just spend more then an hour with jimin
He made his way back to the alley and started to walk whistling side by side as it was quite down there

He came back to his apartment and then unlocked it and went in

Everything was as it was in the morning he got into his room freshing up changing to his pajamas as he went to make some quick dinner

His mood was little down by the thought of y/n he quitely made his way to the table and started eating his food staring at nothing

"Maybe I should not bother her" he concludes his thoughts finishing up the last bite

He then slumps down on the couch piling up some of the files
He stood up again and walked to his drawers in his room opening them and counting up his white bottles

"Ughh aishhh I should've kept them in my bag" he said to himself placing two of them in his office bag incase if he again forgets his pocket one.

He then made his way to switch off all the lights and then after an hour or so he slept

Y/n's p.o.v

I woke up to see myself on my bed i sat up to see it was middle of night just then I felt shivers in my spine I looked to my sides to find myself being squinted downwards I tried to grab ahold of sheets but then I felt a liquid all over me

My feets were slumped down and the liquid was all over me soon the whole room filled with it as I tried to push myself outwards continuosly shrieking my feets the familiar smell of iron filled my nose as my arms were now stuck I can't move my body at all I tried to scream but then my voice was muted the red liquid was continuosly rising up reaching my arms now as my whole lower body was drenched with it I again tried to move my feet but they were just stuck the liquid started to move upwards till my face as I took deep breaths

Soon it smell gets stronger as it reached my nose I tried hard not to open my mouth as I was now struggling to breathe the moment I felt my body got numb
The liquid rose to my head I felt my eyes closed again and now it was hard to breathe just then I felt that somebody grabbed my leg and pushed me in the pool of blood I was struggling

My eyes squinted opened as I was panting heavily I hurriedly took support of the floor next to me on which I was lying

"Again" she said holding her chest coughing because of shortness of breath

I was terrified again the same nightmare the last time I had it was three to four months ago but now again

I stood up and sat on my bed as the last thing was that I fell on the ground because of the excessive relaxine

My head was hurting now I looked in every direction of my room as it was in the way it was
I slowly made my way to the door only to be welcomed by an empty house

They (her parents) haven't came back again
I walked down the stairs only to see empty rooms
I took a water bottle from the fridge gulping it down in one go as my throat was painfully dried

I sat down on the chair next to kitchen counter ruffling my hair as I felt pain my wrist
I huffed down a cry as I rubbed my face

No longer I remembered that guy
I didn't meant to be that harsh but I can't help myself respond to him I can't let him know my weaknesses why is he so much getting into my life it's barely two days
How can he live in this neighborhood no longer I felt tear in my eyes the more I hate them the more they came
My heart it was now aching with different emotions ,with fear with guilt with I don't know regret that why am I even alive

Soon I heard unlocking of the front door as k stood up quickly

"Why are you awake this late?" Father asked in an unbothered tone taking a water bottle out of the fridge going to his room

I sighed wiping off my face as I looked into the cabinets to get something to eat I haven't eaten anything after lunch

There I saw a pack of biscuits I took it and started munching on them As I walked back to my room

I took a shower then to set my thoughts aside and changed to my PJs again

Got into my bed wrapping myself with the quilt as I felt like sleeping again
Only my sleep is the only thing to keep me safe from all of my questions

Third person's p.o.v

Next morning

Everything went well hoseok went to take a morning walk again wanting to see her but no sign of her near that park
He casually went back done his routine

As for Y/n she woke up completed her leftover work took a shower and changed to one of her simple white dress shirt with jeans

They both then walked to the bus stand in their own ways got seated oppositely
She didn't noticed that a pair of eyes were watching her as for him he kept quite

They both walked to the company after getting off of bus he went to his department greeting everyone as for her she went to hers

Both got seated hoseok started to work as for her she also started to do hers

Y/n's p.o.v

"Good Morning Y/n-iee" meeshi greeted Y/n

"Morning" she answered

"What are you doing?" Meeshi asked

"Still sticked with 2-3s of file 4" Y/n said circling her mouse on the point

"Ahh I see don't worry I know you'll do it" meeshi siad smiling
"Fighting y/n" she said with a thumbs up

You just nodded with a smile

"Okay I should start with mine too see ya bestie" she said smiling walking towards her seat and starting doing her work too

The half of the day went quite she didn't see Sunmi too atleast till she mentioned her in her thoughts

"Hey you" Sunmi said as y/n looked at her

"Yes?" She asked

"Go to art department and hand this over to Mr.Wang make sure to tell him my name"she said ordering

"Okay" as y/n took the file from her hand

"But you can do it yourself too"

I looked to my side to see namjoon

"Yes but I am asking her to do it do you have any problem with it" she perked back at him

"She won't be paid for your work" he said defending y/n again

"It's fine namjoon" You said wanting him to stop

"She doesn't have any problem then why would you?" Sunmi said again

"This is a part of our office rules you know right?" Namjoon said "so your work clearly doesn't have any perspective with her" he completed

"Whatever" she rolled her eyes "tell me are you doing it?" She said looking at me

I looked at her and and then at namjoon his eyes were telling me to refuse her but I can't do something that will be a trouble for me after so I just nodded at her earning a groan from him and a mischievous smile from her

I quickly walked outside the tensed situation and went to stairs I already know the way to art department as at that day jungkook showed me all the ways here

Namjoon's p.o.v

I mentally cursed myself I was telling her not to do it but none way the other why did she agreed
She's new here and sunmi was already finding her bait or a slave the company won't meddle with what she does till this day the one she picked only ended up being kicked out or resigned by their selves
I should tell this to jungkook maybe he can do something but I'll do my best to treat her better
It's just I felt that she's worth to be helped also something is really off about her

"Ms Meeshi" i called her friend

"Hello sir namjoon" meeshi answered

"It's fine you can call me namjoon" he said on which she nodded

"And for me it's meeshi" she said

"Right so do you have any problem with the set?" I asked her

"Umm not really I have just started and it's quite easy once it starts up" she replied

"Good to hear" namjoon said
"Well feel free to ask something if you want" he offered

"Sure" she replied with a smile

"Umm have you seen jungkook?" "I mean sir jungkook" she asked with a shy smile

"Uh yea I think he's in his office" he replied making a hand gesture towards his office

"Uh right thanks" she answered
"I want to discuss these points with him so can I go?is it okay?" She asked him

"Yea it's okay you can ,there aren't any restrictions here feel free" I replied

"Thanks" she stood up taking a file with her and headed towards his office

Y/n's p.o.v

I walked past the stairs and then headed towards the department
There were alot of workers in here as well as I felt a little lost on who to ask that who is Mr Wang

"Ms y/n?" Someone called my name as I looked at the owner

"You here? Do you want something?" Hoseok asked in a calm yet soft tone

Then I blinked and finally replied him

"Uh Mr Wang" I said on which he got confused

"Mr Wang?" He asked

"Do you know where is he?" She asked "Mr Wang"she mentioned again

"Uh right come with me" he said Turning on his heels as I followed him

I felt my heart sinking down more the way I was harsh with him yesterday and the way he's willing to help me now maybe he forget that or if he haven't then why isn't he asking something what if I disgust him my guilt was cracking me up as my breath got uneven again

"Here" he said stopping Infront of a cabin

I looked at him and he smiled walking back

I took a deep breath knocking on the door
As a "come in" indicates me to enter

"Yes?" The man in his mid twenties asked working on his laptop

"Uh Ms Sunmi from gaming department sent this" i said placing the file

"Ah here it is " he said taking it looking at me

"Newbie?" He asked

"Yes" i replied

"Hmm she should've deliver it herself" he said looking at the file in his hands

"Okay thanks then" he said smiling

I nodded and lightly bowed then went out walking back

Hoseok's p.o.v

I was discussing some of my work with one of my colleague when I saw someone standing in the middle of our floor holding onto something

Once I realised it was Y/n ,my one side was asking me to go to her while the other wasn't coninciding with first one but still I walked to her and called her out

At first she was a little shocked but then she asked about Mr Wang I showed her the way
I don't want to trouble her that she would think negative about me
I quitely walked back to my seat and waited for her to come out

After about two minutes or so she came and went towards the exit I took a look at her one last time before finally concentrating on my work again

Jungkook's p.o.v

I was doing some of my work when I was distracted by a knock on my door

"Come in" i simply said on which the door got opened following footsteps inside

"J-Jungkook?" I looked up to met with the same pair of eyes again

"Ah Ms Meeshi" i said sitting straight
"How's your work going?"I asked her

"It's good" she replied smiling

"Something for me?" I asked seeing her silent

"Ah ye yes i want to discuss these filings" she said opening the file passing it on the desk in between us

"Have a seat" i asked her to which she took gladly replying with a "thanks"
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"Hmm here if we will do this using this" i unintentionally looked at her as my eyes landed on her beautifully curled eyelashes then to her bridged nose but once I realised what i was doing I quickly stood straight focusing on the white papers Infront of me

"And this will be done like this" he completed

"right thanks" meeshi replied

"Its okay now you will get it right?" I asked her

"Yes I was just a little confused now it's good" she said still with a little cute smile on her face

"Hmm then" i looked at my watch "it's almost lunch time we should go" he said on which she also looked at her wrist watch

"Oh I am so sorry i have taken so much of your time " she said realising

"It's okay" he replied witha a bunny grin and stood up

She bowed a little at him and then walked outside her cheeks burning with a tint of pink on them ofcourse why can't she be like that afterall he's her longtime crush

Y/n's p.o.v

"Hey let's go for lunch" meeshi came towards me i looked to my sides and realised everyone was gone

"I don't feel like eating" i made an excuse

"But still you are going to eat with me" meeshi said closing the file Infront of me

"Hey" I tried to get my things

"Let's go!!!" She said swinging her arms

"Aish"

"Umm y/n" she called out while we were walking down the stairs

"Hmm" i replied

"Am I looking okay?" She asked as I took a glance at her

"Umm pretty" I replied snapping my head back to stairs

"Hey tell me the truth!! I wanna look good Infront of him" she whined pouting

"You look beautiful" i said again

"Really?" She asked again

"Yea"

"Really???" She whined again

"Ahhh" i winced of pain as she pulled onto my arm she quickly pulled her hand back

"I am s-sorry I didn't mean to did I hold you hard??" She asked with concern apologizing

I smiled at her knowing she just did unintentionally

"It's fine" i hold onto my arm as we walked down to last step

Meeshi p.o.v

"I didn't pulled it that hard is she having any wound or injury on her arm" she thought

I looked at her walking a step ahead of me
Something is really down about her since I met her she's isn't like the last y/n I met umm she is serious sometimes but she's been so down what's happening with her I can't just ask about uncle and aunt because it will only make her feel down more
What should I do how can I cheer her up
She's smiling on outside but why isn't she telling what happening
It's a bit tensing for me seeing her like this

We got into the cafeteria as she silently approached towards the lane from where we get our lunch as I followed her

There I spotted jungkook and hoseok again sitting together

"Let's go to them" I said to her

"Umm can we sit here?" She asked

"But they have empty seats" I replied seeing at their table

"They will get uncomfortable" she said

"No they wont" before even she protested I pulled onto her and started walking towards their table

"Meeshi" she called out I ignored her voice

"Hey jungkook hey hoseok can we sit here" she asked them on which they nodded

"Sure" jungkook squinted to a side

She took the seat next to him as I stood there

"Have a seat" hoseok patted the chair next to him

I took the seat sitting down placing my tray infront of me

Hoseok's p.o.v

She took the seat I offered to which I thanked myself internally maybe she isn't like much of attention but I was still worried about her arm

If she got herself injured it must be treated properly but I find it better not to ask what if she don't like talking about it she has her space

I looked at jungkook and meeshi and they were adapting well to eachother well they were university mates but she's too their mate we three casually exchanged words as for her she was silent the whole time

"You remembered our basketball team captain the one who was this much fat" jungkook said making a pout face and body gestures

"Haha yea I knew Mr Bang was he?" Meeshi replied

"No no in our second semester ' do you remember Y/n?" He asked Y/n hoping if she would remember

"Uhh I don't know" Y/n replied

"Uh she wasn't into much in games" meeshi support her on her words

"Ah i see!" Jungkook replied "well once he got his ankle sprained and he was crying like crazy" he completed

"Really" hoseok said amused laughing "was he crying?" He questioned again

"Yea man he was and we all were like gosh it's normal for us" jungkook said laughing

"Well he was more of a girlish type" meeshi said earning a laughter form jungkook

"Yea you are right" he said

I looked at her as she looked at them with blank expression eating like she was

I quitely finished my bowl too

"Don't you like to talk much Y/n?" Jungkook asked Y/n finally the question I wanted to ask her but I was too shy to ask

"Uh no " Y/n replied

"It's not like that She is just umm a thoughtful person" meeshi answered covering up for her

"Thankyou meeshi" Y/n thought

"Ahh I okay but feel free we are friends right" jungkook said again

"Hmm sure" Y/n replied as I can't take my eyes off of her she smiled inwardly looking at her tray again which make my heart flutter even her small gestures wet having a crazy impact on me

"Why are you smiling hyung?" Jungkook asked drawing me out of my thoughts

"Ah me?" Hosoek pointed his finger at himself

"Yes you" he said again

"No I wasn't"he replied

"Haha hobi u were" meeshi said now controlling her laughter too

"No I wasn't" hoseok defended back himself

"Hahah hyung okay okay why are you creating such a deal" jungkook said bitting his laughter back too

Suddenly there was a sudden silent as meeshi and jungkook looked to my side then I saw the most beautiful smile I have ever seen well ofcourse after my mother

Y/n's p.o.v

I was still eating when they started laughing on some of the talks they were doing
I felt my heart a little lighter seeing them as without even noticing I was smiling to myself looking straight at the chicken soup Infront of me

I felt relieved well a little relieved after all these days the little moment was relaxing me just then I felt all of them silent I slightly looked at them as they all were looking at me

"W-what?" I asked meeshi still looking at the three of them

"Your smile" hoseok said "it's really pretty" he completed

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