OVER THINKER: excessive tendency to evaluate,consider and attempt to control all types of thoughts

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I woke up only to be welcomed by the dull white walls of my room sighing hardly to the fact of living another day of my life I hoped out of my bed
Looking at my alarm clock which clearly struck a sharp six in the morning, set up my bed and then went to take bath

Slid off another wrap off of my arm wincing of the pain I changed it to another
I got into my casual outfit a plain white dress shirt with black jeans tied up my hair in a ponytail and went out of my room

Greeted my mother and father on the way down knowing they won't give a response as they say they don't have time to handle my shit which clearly means they don't care for their own daughter everyday new cusses new quarrels but now I just got used to it

I made myself a cup of tea along with some toast eat'em up and then went out holding onto my bag which  have some office files

Today was the first day at my new job. I left the previous one because everyday I just got new names for my personality for almost after two years I decided to leave it first I tried to talk about what's happening with me at work with my mom but she don't gave any attention just then I stopped talking about it and that's the reason I don't like to talk with much.

at first I don't even want to do a job but then after give it a thought it was much better to do something then nothing until death would come I can only survive to this beautiful sour-melody called life

After a walk of fifteen minutes to the bus stand i looked at greenbelts which were indicating that spring was ending and cold breeze indicates the coming winter. Soon the stand started to get caught with a hustle as some teenagers with their dads, adults with their bags started to get on the bus I slid my busfare card on the rusty machine and went to take a seat at a very corner

Not after a while the people started leaving the bus I looked up and it was almost the stop where I have to go

I took my bag straighten my clothes getting out of the bus
Looking at the signs of road I have to walk three minutes

Now I was standing Infront of a building
It's kind of a modernized one and by  just looking at it .It feels like a wholesome mall

the first time I was here to give an interview which took me about two hours including the wait and other things  and here I am on the first day

It was a multinational business company deals with almost every department of today's merited businessess

After looking for a bit at the building i felt a tap on my shoulder which make me flinch

Hoseok: oh i didn't mean to scare you? Is it your first day? (He said with a heart smile on his face)

Hoseok's p.o.v

I was walking to my office just then I was about to enter the building a girl caught my attention she was standing there staring at the buildings entrance holding onto an office bag

Unlike other girls she was so simple makeup was far away she wasn't even wearing a lipstick rather then the girls in our building who have tons of powder and stuff on their face but without even having those things she was so beautiful perfect skin, bridged nose , naturally pinkish lips , dark brown orbs but a look of dullness was auroing her

Then I realize she was staring at the building and I was staring directly at her don't take the wrong idea I'm not pervert by her looks I think she is here for a job quite few days back there was an interview for new employees so I decided to ask her I gently tapped on her shoulder from behind but instead she flinched and back off a bit just then I took a step back and asked

"Oh I didn't mean to scare you" Taking aback a step "is it your first day?" I asked with a smile but instead she looked at me with nervousness

"Uh I am sorry I think you are a passerby sorry for interrupting you" I said and scratched back of my neck she still didn't speak so I decided to walk back "I am so stupid" I murmured underneath my breath and was about to walk away

"Are you an employee here?" She asked in audible tone for him to hear which make him  face her again

"Yes " i said with a smile again "if you like you can visit us ,visitors are allowed here" I said waving a hand towards the building

"Thankyou" she said in a soft tone as she walked past him into the building

I got confused why is she suddenly going in there for a bit I looked at the building and then at her but in a split second she went in
I quickly rushed after her in the building holding onto my office bag, looking around I didn't find her

"Who is she?" I said with a pout

"Who is who?" I felt a tap on my shoulder and then was greeted by jungkook with his doe eyes smiling at me widely

"Nothing dude" i said looking again the wide ground floor

"Are you looking for someone hyung?" He said flinging his arm around hoseok's shoulder

"Yea umm no I don't know" i said looking at him

"Hey shrug it off you have a presentation today" he said straightening his posture "you remember right?" He asked assuring

"Yea I know meet you at the meeting room then" i flashed him a smile and then walked to the elevator for going to my department which is an art department

All of the graphic designing for various business , character designing for  gaming companies  , digital designing and every sort of such things were handled in art department of our company

Casually I walked towards my department greeted everyone on my way but also thinking about that girl too ,got seated on my seat after almost greeting each person of my department and complimenting them about their work

Everyone seems to love hoseok because of his personality he didn't argue with anyone and is always friendly to everyone he sees
And it's kind of his charm which is cherished by everyone

Y/n's p.o.v

I walked in the huge building got passed by the security gate  exposing white marble floor and white lights all around it was indeed beautiful

I just walked straight to the stairs next to elevators and climbed up to the third floor
It took me two minutes when I was standing Infront of a counter where two women and a man were standing
After tapping at the table the woman got my attention

"Good morning How can I help you" she asked politely

I took out my job letter and passed to her

" Are you the new employee for the gaming department?" She asked looking at me

"Yes I got the call at Saturday to join today can you tell me w-where is the Gaming department" I said with the whole breath I had sighing mindedly

"Yes wait a second" she said dialing a digit on the phone next to her

"The new employee for gaming department is here can you show her the way .... Yes" she said putting receiver down looking at me

"Just wait a bit one of their employee will show you around"

"Thankyou" i said and waited there

My hands started to sweat I rubbed them together looking to the sides the inside was really elegant and there were a lot of people here I think just because it's so huge the company hires a lot of people that's why I got a job this easily just then a someone came towards me I looked up and it was a boy in his 20s wearing a white dress shirt, folded coat on his hand with black straight pant

"Are you Choi Y/n?" He said smiling showing his bunny teeths

"Yes" I said calmly still fidgeting with my fingers

"I am Jeon Jungkook , the graphical designer of our department,I welcome you on the behalf of our company I'll be your guide for today " he said in a welcoming tone making it almost loud for the girl on the counter to hear he then took a glance at her and then look back at me

"You can come with me" he said turning around

I quitely followed him
He started introducing all the departments on our way

Then he just stopped causing me to stop too

"I see you didn't talk much?" He exclaimed

"No sir I will try my best to answer you" I said  almost afraid if he complain and then I can't get a job here no this can't happen

He smiled again showing his bunny teeth

"Hey it's okay now we all are a family and don't call me sir call me jungkook we are colleagues now don't worry you'll get used to your new job and before that you know that old lady was monitoring me that's why I was speaking like that I hope we can be friends " he said in a friendly manner

"Thankyou" I quitely said nodding my head

"Umm I think I have seen you before" he said scratching back of his neck

"I can't remember but I think I have" he said looking at my face

"I see" I said in an almost nervous tone what if he was also working in the previous company I worked what if he will also tell everyone here that I was bullied back then too

He started walking again and again I followed him then he pressed the id card he was wearing in his neck on a metal detector causing the huge see through door to slide then he walked in passing several of desk and people they all have me an uninterested look especially all the girls

"Here" he said looking at her who was looking at every girl staring at her

"Oh umm what?" She asked non-chalantly

"Your essential here in the company" he said looking at some file and a card

"Can you give me the job offering letter"

"Here" I handled him the letter after taking out of my file

"Great"

He started reading something on the paper Infront of him and his eyes furrowed

"Are you from Bangtan University?" He asked quite surprised

(Bangtan university is one of the highly qualified business universities of Korea)
{ A.n: everything is fictional}

"Yes" I said as I gulped down my own saliva my hands started to sweat

"Oh wow I also went to the same university"he said clapping his hands which made me more nervous now what if he was one of those bullies back then but he didn't seem to

"That's why I think I know you I should've seen you there"

"Umm good to hear" i said calmly

"But why haven't I recognize you I almost knew each student of our section back then"

"It's okay" I said but before he would say something I asked for the essentials "Can I have that?"

"Oh yea sure here"he said giving me an I'd card a paper file and a key card

"You can add your key card to your I'd card hook just like mine" he said showing his own id

"your I'd is your identity here so you must have to wear it all the time as there are alot of workers as you can see"

I hummed in response

"this key card will help you to pass the security to the departments excluding restricted areas,along with this you can also get your cafeteria coupon"

"about this file when you will called for the meeting today you will be introduced to some of our departments workers so go through it" he then walked to desk next to a window and I mentally thanked God for it

"This will be your working desk"he said tapping on the top of it

"I'll tell you when the meeting starts you can take a look at the file after the meeting I'll give the round of our company he said looking widely with his doe eyes

"Thankyou for your time" I said politely

"Your welcome it was my duty" he said smiling

"Suit yourself" he said and walked back to where we just came from I sat down on the office chair"

Jungkook's p.o.v

" She's really weird yet simple" he said to himself walking back to his chair

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