Tom's pov:

It's been two years ever since tord left us, edd and matt seem to not really care and I pretend not to care either, but really I feel sick whenever I think about him, and I've been thinking about him a lot, I drink away my pain more than ever now hoping that I won't feel so empty anymore, but it doesn't work... "GOD *hic* DAMNIT!" tonight is another night where I sneak off to the bar in hopes that alcohol will clear my thoughts "Is everything okay over there big boy~"(ew wtf is wrong with my brain?) I almost throw up at the sound of her voice. I've never really been attracted to girls, wait am I..gay?!  No I don't even like guys, but the way his accent becomes super heavy, and when he says words I cant understand, his hair, the way he can pull off any colo- Holy shit I think I'm gay for......Tord  "Listen here *hic* I'm not into yu, becauseeeeeee, I'm a FUCKING *hic* FAG for a hot  Norwegian devillllll." Great job smartass, now probably half of your favorite bar knows your gay, I get up and stumble towards the exit, and walk home. "TOM, where have you been?!?" ugh ,I'm not In the mood to explain to edd where I've been "None of your fucking business, mom." I tried to sound as snarky as possible without giving off any vibes that I've been out drinking "Tim, are you sure your okay?" "TOM." I storm off to my room and slam the door "Why do I have to feel this way ,I just want everything to go back to normal..." I cried myself to sleep that night. The next day shit got worse, I went downstairs to go eat and edd had some unforgiving news "Hiya, tom!" I gave a slight grunt in response, it's too early for even edd to be that perky, "Please don't be upset, but tord is coming back today to pickup some of his stuff..." "Okay that's coo- WAIT WHAT!?!?" "Tim, please calm down it's pretty early.." "MY NAME ISN'T TIM  IT'S TOM!" Yeah sure I want him to come back, but I don't think I would be able to forgive him for what he's done, to my home, to my friends, to me. I sit and eat in silence after I finished  went to my room and sat on my bed wondering if I could forgive that hot Norwegian "AGHHHHH!" I need to stop thinking of him in that way, I'm just getting my hopes up what if he isn't gay, or if he's gay for someone else... I'm lost in my thoughts until I hear a knock at the door and a struggling edd "TOM COULD YOU GO GET THE DOOR?" "WHY CAN'T YOU GET IT?!?!" "ARE YOU GOING TO HELP GET MATT OUT OF THE FREAKING WINDOW?!" "NO!" "SO GO ANSWER THE DOOR!" "FINE!" I trudge down the stairs and answer the door "Who is It?" "Hello, ed-" I slammed the door in his face when edd and matt came downstairs "I'm so sorry I almost dropped you my love~" "Matt, your freaking heavy, was the chance of death really worth one hand mirror?" "Yes." I  ran up the stairs but got stopped "Hey tom, who was at the door?" "IT WAS FOR YOU!" I raced to my room and locked the door. Of course he just had to come right now didn't he.

Hello everyone glad to see you made it though this first chapter was short, the first couple will be but they will be getting longer as time goes on, Welp I'm signing off, see you in the next one bye~!  (614 words) 

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