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Unwanted love

~Levi's pov~
(This chapter will only be in Levi's pov)

The harsh door slamming noice echoed around Levi's room, as you walked out in ranged. "Geez Levi, cooking for all of us! Have you gone mad?!" Hange got up staring straight into Levi's cold eyes, yes he knew the punishment he gave you was a bit over the top specially with your paperwork, but he wouldn't admit it.

"It's her own fault." He said looking down at his papers. Hange was livid with him for doing this to their Y/n but they knew no matter what they said to him, he wouldn't change his mind about the punishment you received.

Soon enough, Hange too slammed the door leaving Levi all alone, the silence deepened with every second along with his thoughts.

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[time skip]

Hours past and Levi had completed a part of his work, he extend his arm placing his pen down as he did so, his fingers reached for the cold white porcelain rapping around the top of the cup to bring it closer to his face.

He looked inside the sad empty cup and sighed placing it back down. He leaned back in his chair, small cracks came from his back relaxing him slightly, laughter and chatter could be heard from outside where the cadets were.

Levi closed his eyes letting this moment sink in, he rarely got to be this calm but with every good thing, this peace had to end. He sighed getting up to go get his cup re-filled.

He walked down the quiet hallways, passing your office, I wonder if she has left for town yet, he walked closer to the door without intending too. His arm moved to knock and when he did there was only silence that replied, even though he knew you weren't there he still opened the door to check that his thoughts weren't lying to him.

His gaze fell on the lonely chair and a cluttered desk you left behind, he walked in his body moving against his will, he spotted 3 cups along with a plate, a fork and a knife all piled amongst your assigned work.

"Tch, filthy brat." He muttered to himself leaning over and grabbing all the unclean dishes. He walked back to the door and out the room, he would've cleaned the rest of the mess but he knew that touching your things is an invasion of privacy, plus he didn't want to find things that weren't meant to be found by him.

He walked into the kitchen, and closer to the sink placing his findings inside to wash them. After he put them back in their place he began to make his tea, grabbing the pot filled with cold water and placing it over the fire, then he prepared his cup by putting the black tea bag inside the it and grabbing a spoon ready to mix with. He grabbed the pot and poured it over the small bag.

He felt a second presence in the room with him but he continued with his tea despite the feeling of eyes on him. "Sir." The person finally spoke. He ignored her making her a bit annoyed but she tried again, "sir, may I talk to you," she said once more this time Levi looked over, knowing even if he ignore her she wouldn't leave.

She wasn't wearing the Scout uniform, instead she wore a short slim red dress that rapped around her curves. The dress had lace on the top half and around the cups, the bottom of it was a beautiful red silk but it was so tightly rapped around her body that it was lifting up with every move she made.

Her ginger brown hair was a bit more wavy than it's usual look. Her amber eyes looked into Levi's grey lifeless ones, "what do you want cadet?" Levi question completely ignoring her state, he knew this was for him, her new look was to impress him but it did quite the opposite. Seeing her so desperate like this made him sick. Petra placed her arms under her breasts pushing them up, in an attempt to get Levi to look at her the way she wants him to.

"I was just thinking," she spoke in a soft playful voice but Levi didn't flinch and neither did his gaze, as much as Petra wanted him to look at her body he kept eye contact. But her efforts didn't stop, she began to walk towards him her dress lifting up her thighs. "Everyone is outside, so why don't we have a little fun." Her face was hot showing a deep red and her lips parted, her hand raised slowly to touch his shoulder.

"What the fuck brat?" He said grabbing a hold of her wrist before she could touch him, "if you think your little performance impressed me your going mad. Tch, get back to your training." He said roughly pushing her arm away harshly, then went back to his tea stirring the hot liquid with the spoon.

"But sir." She proceeded to continue but Levi began to walk out before she could. "Levi!" She said grabbing his attention, he turned disgusted at the sound of his name being spoken by her.

"Tch, learn your damn place brat!" His voice was more firm, "get the fuck back to your training before I kill you." He threatened her but she didn't budge instead he was the one who left frustrated.

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[time skip]

Levi sighed and placed his arm on the table to help support his head. His head was pounding, feeling like his brains were getting smashed inside his skull. His eyes ached. He brought up his hands to his face rubbing his temple, the pain weaken ever so slightly but as much as he would like for this silence to remain as it was, the 3 knocks against his door broke the relaxing silence.

Levi let out a irritated 'tch' not wanting any human iterations, he assumed it was you since it's bean quite some time since you left to complete your task. And well as much as he hated to admit it for the life of him, he kinda of hoped it was you not that he missed you or anything you were the only one he could tolerate right now. He knew you were likely exhausted from what he sent you to do and knowing you wouldn't have enough energy to be your cocky self.

"What," he waited for your reply but the voice that came from the other side oddly disappointed him.

"Sir... it's cadet Petra, Erwin sent me to fetch you." Her slight stuttering pissed Levi even more, but none the less he got up and walked to the door opening it revealing Petra. She was wearing her Scout uniform which was a better look for her in Levi's opinion, he walked past her ignoring her attempts to speak.

"Sir... I... I want to apologise for earlier I... I don't know what took over me..." she gave a lame apology which he ignored, he walked down the corridor towards the Commanders office.

He looked straight forward staring into beautiful sapphire blue eyes, he didn't bother knocking and just walked in. "Hello Captain." Erwin spoke in a soft tone the complete opposite of Levi's, he had a kind look like he always did. His uniform was a bit messy; two of the bottoms of his shirt were undone revealing some of his toned chest, his Scout jacket was neatly placed on one of the soft cushioned chair in front of his desk.

"What the fuck do you want eyebrows?" He spoke with a bitter tone. Erwin pointed to one of the sits for Levi to take but he preferred leaning against the door. A sigh escaped Erwin's lips before he began to speak again.

"Has Y/n come back yet?" He questioned genuinely worried, Levi let out a loud 'tch' then replied, "I don't know, probably." What he said didn't answer the Commanders question but it still relieved Erwin a little.

Levi has always been suspicious of Erwin's and your relationship, on one hand it seems like you too are just old friends but on the other hand sometimes your relationship seems some sort of family like. Levi had plenty of suspicions of you and Erwin's relationship to be more than platonic but it was always proven wrong.

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[flash back]

"I said no!" The blonde shouted at a persistent Hange, "I'm not making Y/n a Captain and that's final." He stated going back to his work. Hange has been trying to convince Erwin to make you a Captain for a few months, but to no avail. Ever since you joined the Scouts you have been an exceptional cadet, and Hange wanted you to become a Captain since you had great potential and they knew you would improve their power strength.

"Erwin why, she has amazing long and short range combat skills and her leadership skills are as well amazing!" Hange continued to protest while Levi was leaning against a bookshelf awaiting for this to end already. Almost everyday Hange has come to talk to Erwin about this, while unfortunately for Levi he was most of the time there to witness them getting rejected.

Levi was starting to get pissed off, not because of Hange being so pushy but with Erwin. Levi knew what you are capable of and deep inside he did want you to get promoted, but Erwin has been acting so overprotective when it comes to this. Maybe he doesn't want you to get hurt but he puts teenagers on the line everyday and Levi couldn't rap his head around why Erwin was acting different with you.

"No."

"Come on, please!"

"I said no."

"BUT SHE CAN DO SO MUCH!"

"Yes, but my answer is no." Erwin said looking Hange in their eyes as he spoke.

"Why? You always say no but I never get an explanation!"

"She's gonna get killed, I can't afford that. Plus it's going to be too much pressure on her." He said selfishly.

"Have you thought of what Y/n wants huh?" Hange had a point Erwin has only thought of his feelings, this conversation has never come up when you were there no one knew if you wanted to take this responsibility or not. Erwin remained quite not wanting to continue the conversation.

"UGH!!" Hange growled frustrated storming out the room. Erwin sighed after their footsteps faded down the hallway. "Jeez" Erwin rubbed his forehead, Levi pushed himself off the shelf's heading for the door.

"They have a point Erwin, Y/n has potential." The blonde looked up at him as he spoke, "she would make a good Captain if you gave her a chance."

"Not you too Levi." He complained to his friend for siding with Hange.

"I don't know what you and Y/n's relationship is but she will be in danger either way, you can try to protect her from the danger but you can't hide her from it." Levi spoke with no emotion, "and besides putting teenagers in danger is what you do best." He said before he walked out the door, leaving Erwin in his thoughts.

[flash back end]
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He walked back to his office after he spoke with Erwin regarding the expedition. His headache has only gotten worse with the constant conversations, he walked inside his room looking down at his feet trying to calm the pain. "For fucks sake stupid headaches" he muttered silently not expecting anyone to hear, his gaze lifted and landed on you.

Your sudden appearance surprised Levi not expecting another person to be in his room specially when he wasn't there. "What the fuck are you doing here brat?" he said in question but part of him felt a bit warm when he saw you.

He felt your gaze follow him. He walked in front of his chair without sitting, he placed one of his hands down on his desk, next to some papers, leaning on his arm as his eyes fell on the words on the white sheet of paper. His head felt like it was being stabbed over and over, with every sound in the room completely blurred out. He just wanted to go to his room and sleep but he knew no matter how many times he tried it will never be that easy.

"Captain..." he looked up at you forgetting you were there, your voice felt so far away like the two of you were standing meters away from each other though you were only 5 feet away."What." Was all he could manage to say. "I'm done with my punishment." You say giving him a questioning look, he brushed it off with a 'tch' and looked back at his papers.

"Do you have anything else to report?" He questioned not looking up, he heard a low soft 'no' and then dismissed you. As you walked out the door he felt your gaze on him once more. He brought up his hand to his face pinching the bridge of his nose as he finally sat down in his chair.

He waited a little before picking up his cup and slowly brought it up to his lips, all of a sudden a piercing pain struck him feeling his eyesight fade. A ear-splitting buzzing noise echoed inside his hears, his wrist weakened dropping the cup on his lap.

A familiar face appeared before him, the image of her made shivers go down his spine. The buzzing sound was replaced with the cries and the screams of him crying out for help, for his help. Levi flinched and scrunched up his face in pain from this haunting memory.

Farlan... Isabel...

The shattering sound broke him out of it, his chest rising up and down rapidly and his breathing was uneven. He looked down at the mess he had made; black tea covered his white jeans along with his light grey button up shirt, next to his right foot was the shattered porcelain cup.

"Tch, fuck sake." He cursed out trying to calm himself, after he stabled himself he searched for his handkerchief in his now tea stained jeans pocket, and started to pick up the shattered pieces of porcelain. He placed them in the bin then began to walk out of his office heading up to his room to clean himself up.

He walked in the dim room lighting a candle that was on his dresser, then began to undress. He placed his dirty clothes neatly in his laundry basket, "there's no point of me changing into another set of uniform since it's late," he said to himself grabbing some more comfortable clothes, and when he was dressed he headed back to his office to finish his paperwork.

Not long past and there was a soft knock at his door.
Who the fuck.

"Name and business." He said exhaustedly.

"It's me Y/n sir, I have something to give you." He didn't respond instead he raised an eyebrow at the door, he got up silently walking to the door. He opened it revealing you standing there with a tray that had a small cup of tea on it. The smell of his favourite tea entered his nose relaxing him instantly.

He looked at you then back at the tray, raising an eyebrow at it. "Is it poisoned?" He immediately questioned, not expecting you to make him tea.

"No it's not, but if you don't want it then I guess I'll just have it." Your soft voice was so soothing to his ears, you turn around but before you could go anywhere he snatched the cup from the tray and took a sip out of it. He waited a few seconds. "I was kind of hoping it was poisoned." He said with disappointment, but at the same time relief.

"Yeah it would've been, but Erwin would kill me if I tried." You replied with a cocky response. He walked back to his desk leaving you in the door way. After a few minutes of silence he heard you speak, "are you alright sir?" Your question took him off guard.

His gaze landed on you, "don't tell me you fell in love with me too brat." He said annoyed, recalling the incident that happened earlier on today.

"Ha you wish short ass, I would never fall for you. I promise you that." Your confidence relieved him.

"Good, keep that promise." Silence took over again.

"Goodnight sir." You said as he glanced at you turning on your heel to leave.

"Goodnight brat." He felt a soft feeling grow inside his chest as he watched you leave.

Goodnight Y/n.

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[Authors notes]

Hellloooooo :D ik that some of u don't hate Petra which I don't either she's just a little annoying but I needed someone for that and she was the only one suited for it. I apologise for any mistakes it's late and I feel like imma pass out.

Hope u guys liked this chapter I personally love when we get to see in Levi's pov.

Have a good night or day.

Vote plz :)

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