I was hyperventilating over here cause I don't know what is happening, Will I lose her forever cause I can't because that will be the worst thing that could ever happen to me, I can't risk losing her again,  If I never came into her life, all this could have been avoided, she would have been happy,  But, she was the best that happened to me, and I don't wish to lose her, to give her up, but I had to.

I jogged downstairs to have a drink to soothe my throbbing head, it was dark signing that it was night already, I opened the freezer and took out a bottle of one of my finest bourbon, I walked towards the fireplace and felt the fire warm my face, I closed my eyes and drank my drink softly, the elegant liquor burning my senses.

That's when I heard sniffling sounds from the other side, it was so dark that I couldn't make out anything, I could make out a silhouette of her, My heart squeezed at what I saw, I looked at her crying figure with a blank expression cause I don't know how to respond, because I knew I made her cry so, how am I supposed to react?

I placed the glass on the side table and slowly walked towards her, my shoes clicking on the marble floor, I knelt beside her and touched her shoulder gently.

She shrugged and refused my touch, which was angering, I never like being refused, I breathed hard to control my rising fury, why was she crying? What is wrong? 

''What's wrong Rose? Why are you crying?'' I asked cupping her face with my hands and wiping her tears with my thumb, this time she did not slap me off.

I noticed blood dripping down her hands, onto the Persian carpet weaves, My eyes widened as I saw a blade wound on her inner hand, cut across her skin, I grabbed it and examined it, it was deep and looked extremely painful, my eyes widened in horror.

''What the hell is this rose?'' I asked quickly getting up and walking away, returning with an antiseptic liquid and band-aid, I blew on the wound and dabbed the liquid onto the glowering blood gash, she winced in pain, making tears running down her eyes at a faster rate.

''Why did you do this?! Answer me!'' I shouted at her, my voice slightly breaking, my eyes filled with worry, she looked at me and smiled slightly, the smile held pain.

''I am just pain for you, Mr Carter, I don't mean anything to you, I am so sorry for this but I can do nothing about this, you would never accept me or her'' she whispered tears running down her beautiful eyes, wait? Her? who is this 'her' she is talking about.

I nodded at her to continue, She slowly took something from her back, revealing a pregnancy test, two red lines formed on the device, making my eyes widen with surprise, my blues snapped at her pain-filled ones that awaited my response.

''I-th-this, Rose..'' I stuttered unable to say anything, I was at a loss of words, this means she is pregnant with my child, my progeny, our child, I don't know how to feel about this, should I be happy or sad? 

''I know you will never accept this because I am no one to you, no one and I should probably kill myself because I can't kill my child'' she cried, what does she mean by this? Doesn't she know she means the world to me?

''What are you saying rose?'' I asked cupping her crying face, what is she saying? ''The only thing I want in my life is you, my beautiful Odette, and a craving never to lose you, ever''

''Really?'' she asked, her eye shimmering with newfound hope, ''So you will, will keep my child, Mr Carter?''

I sighed, she doesn't even remember me, so how can she say all this? How will I give her an answer? I never said I did not want a kid, but not yet.

I let out a shaky breath and walked away from her, tying my hand behind my hand and shaking my head ''Do you even know who I am?'' I asked suddenly tilting my head and looking back at her.

''No, I don't know who you are, But all I know is that '' she started and the next sentence ceased my breath and robbed my heart and made my existence a bliss.

''I Love You because I had fallen madly and deeply in love with you, and I am sure of this'' her voice cracked, I looked back at her crying visage, I opened my mouth to say something but nothing came out.

I slowly walked towards her, she locked her eyes with mine as I stood a few paces from her, scanning her face.

''Repeat ..'' I whispered softly

''I Love You-'' she was about to complete when I locked my lips with hers making her stumble due to the force, I grabbed her hips and hoisted her up and I fell on the couch , our lips locked in a fierce kiss that devoured our minds and ignited our hearts with something fiery, love.

''I love you too ..'' I whispered leaving her swollen lips, her eyes widened in disbelief as if she never expected me to say this back,  I smiled and nodded my head, her honey browns slowly started filling with tears, of joy

''I never, never knew Ric..'' she softly whispered making my heart stop beating for a moment, she regain her memory again? That is so amazing, I can't express the happiness I have in my heart, but .. but I should have let her go but now, and what have I done? I bound her into something unbreakable, she has my child in her womb, I don't even know what to say, what to do.

I quickly took her up in my arms and kicked open the door to my room that stood in front of me and threw her onto my bed, Tonight I am going to make love to her and not just fuck her, because tonight we will rejoice something beautiful,  she is mine, Just mine for eternity, I softly took her hand in my hand and kissed her knuckles and softly kissed her up her hand, placing wet kisses all along its way reaching her neck and bit the skin a bit harshly and she hissed with painful pleasure

She is mine to touch, Mine to Love, Mine to Break, Mine to fuck .. Simply and Just Mine!

I grabbed her hair and tilted her neck a bit and kissed the skin deeply, my lips sucking on her delicate neck, My hand reaching her zipline, zipping its way down her smooth back, slowly pulling it down, I kissed my way down and reached her belly and kissed it, Hmm That's where my kid is, how beautiful.

I never would fall in love again, She made and taught me love again, I am indebted to her,  I love you so much, Odette Carter, I can't believe myself saying this, I am officially whipped.

I am so happy that she got her memory back, this made me so overjoyed, She may not be my first love but she is my last love forever.

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I couldn't believe he loves me back! It's been a month since Eric told me that he loves me! I can't even believe I am having his kid in me! Seriously? I can't be happier

He has been a completely different person after our confession, he has been taking care of everything I want , my needs and everything, sometimes he sings me a lullaby to be or sometimes feed me,  but sometimes a control freak too!

''I wanna go outside Ric please '' I pleaded,  giving him my best puppy eyes, just to make him take me outside, I was here as a prisoner, he rolled his eyes and cupped my face making my lips pucker.

''Aren't you a beauty? And too stubborn?'' He chuckled kissing my forehead, making his dimples appear, my heart always skipped a beat when he compliments me.

''Please just this time eh? Ok go, I have a meeting with Elijah '' He says looking through his phone, swiping the screen with his ring-clad fingers, I frowned, I never liked this Elijah , He always seemed fishy to me, He gave me dark and bad vibes, I am always scared to tell Eric that, so I just shoved the feeling off.

I smiled and nodded, At last, I can go out and breathe fresh air, I squealed and pecked his lips making him shake his head and tap away in his phone.

I ran downstairs to see Ruben Carter reading a newspaper, his old eyes squinted, I pecked his cheeks softly, he flashed me a smile, our relationship has evolved into a much more fatherly way.

Then I decided not to go because I was sexually frustrated, it has been months since I had proper sex, I walked back towards his room, I saw him getting reading for his meeting, His hair combed backwards , the clicking of his diamond cufflinks could be heard again, Ah this is going to be fun!

''Yes? Elijah? I will be there in 10 minutes, Wai-'' he stopped talking as soon as Eric felt my lips on his neck, he grabbed my neck and pulled me back, giving me a confused and traumatised expression.

''Not now..'' he mouthed but I just cupped the bulge in his pants and he hissed.

''El-Elijah, I will be there in 3 hours, Bye'' he cut the call and took me in his arms and threw me onto the bed, Oh boy! That gonna be a hell of a day!

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The Author has a boyfriend y'all, you just can't message me 'Be my girlfriend' or 'Fuck me Ana', *JK, You can do it, he won't mind at all!*

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