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     Before, seeing you made me fall in love deeper and deeper. But now, seeing you make me feel how foolish I am that I loved a person like you.

     Your laughter, your smile, the way you look at me breaks my heart over and over again. Pero bakit gano'n, Ayen? Mahal pa rin kita, ang unfair mo!

     You're so unfair.

     Ayen, you know what? I’ve change a lot! I became a bad guy, a fighter, I do smoke, I play girls and that’s because of you. You changed me for worst.

    I’m walking alone right now, but I got surprised to see where I am.

     Why I am here in this place? Our favorite place which we shared happy moments and now I considered as painful memories.

     I can’t help my self to cry, sobrang nasasaktan pa rin ako. Aalis na sana ako but you came. It is a coincidence or just fate playing with us?

     “My faith didn’t failed me. I am always here in this place waiting for you to come, and finally! You’re here.”

     You said smiling while tears keep on falling.

     “I’m so sorry. I’m so stupid to hurt and leave you. I missed you! I missed the simple guy not the bad guy in front of me. I missed your loving eye that makes me melt when you stare not the eye that full of anger. I missed the guy who loved me not the guy who snobs me now. I miss you!”

     Anong karapatan mong hanap-hanapin ang mga bagay na sinira mo, Ayen?

     Lumuhod ka habang umiiyak ng sobra, pero nagagalit ako sayo, Ayen. Sa sobrang galit ko sinagot kita ng,

     “Sorry is just a word which can’t changed the things that have ruined.”

     Then I turned my back and walk away from you.

     I really wanted to wipe your tears in that day. I wanted to hug you and love you just the way we used before.

    But no, I think it serves you right! You hurt me Ayen, you crushed me down.

    But why Ayen?

     Why my heart still beating for you, just for you, only for you?

     I’m sorry Ayen I’m weak. Please forgive me.

-PJ