My teeth grinded against each other as I didn't dare try to cry out in pain as I stood in the center of the room, bleeding slashes covering my torso and my hands by my side.

"If an Alpha cannot withstand this pain?" My father asked as he circled me, his tall dark figure looming over me as I didn't dare look into his eyes, I kept my eyes forward as my 15 year old body shook from the sheer pain from all over.

"Then he is an Alpha that better off dead," I choked out, remembering the words he drilled into my mind.

He walked up to me as he faced me and grabbed me by my neck roughly, pulling me forward so that I was looking him deep into his dark grey eyes, a color I feared all my life. I knew when I saw those colors there would be some infliction of pain coming my way, the only time my father looked me in the eyes was when he decided I needed to be punished.

"Your words still don't sound confident, you lack base, you lack authority and you lack intimidation," He said as he began squeezing around my neck, making it harder and harder for me to breath.

"Alpha I-i c-can't brea-th" I sputtered out as I clawed at his hand trying to get him to release his grasp.

"Then take my hand off your neck Kaiden," He snarled as if it were a simple task.

He was so much stronger than me in every way, there were so many open and bleeding gashes and wounds littered all over my body as I felt myself getting weaker and weaker every second.

"I can't," I cried out.

He threw me onto the ground as I fell hard and groaned in pain at the impact, I gasped for air but clutched myself in pain as I curled into a ball, tears escaping my eyes.

"I don't wanna be Alpha anymore! I don't want to do this anymore!" I cried out as pain pierced my skin throughout every inch of me, my bones felt brittle and my heart felt as though any minute it would be ready to burst. My head throbbed and my feet felt numb, it was something no 15 year or anyone for that matter should have to feel especially when it's all from their father.

"I don't give a damn what you want, your wants mean nothing to me. You were born into this family and you were born to be the next Alpha and that is what I am molding you to be. Alpha's show no weakness and they show no mercy," I heard his footsteps walk closer to me and stop just in front of me but I didn't dare look up at him. I didn't want to see the bloodlust in his eyes, I didn't want to see the rage and I didn't want the outcome of what would happen if I looked him in the eyes with tears in mine. '

"Do you want to die Kaiden?" He asked me in a calm manner.

I had never heard him address in such a calm tone it was nearly heart stopping. I moved my arm away from my face to catch a glimpse of him but I felt his foot roll me over onto my back rather roughly as he slammed it into my chest knocking the wind out of me. I grabbed his ankle, desperately trying to regain my breath and to get his foot off my chest but it was no use, I felt his foot sink deeper into my chest, putting pressure onto to heart as if I was being suffocated. It was an unimaginable pain.

"DO YOU WANT TO DIE BOY?!" He bellowed out at me as he looked down at me with such a menacing look in his eyes as if he were seconds away from deciding to murder his only son without any remorse or even an ounce of regret in his mind.

"I DON'T WANT TO DIE!" I screamed out against his foot as my lungs felt as if they were engulfed in flames within myself.

"I am tired of treating you nicely Kaiden! My patience has officially worn thin and if you continue down this road I will happily smear your blood all over my hands without a single double take, I have never been one to shy away from murder, even with my own kin," He growled as he slammed his foot into my rest one last time, knocking all the air from my lungs and leaving me breathless.

My body was overcome with pain and fatigue I couldn't move a muscle, all I could do was lay there stunned as I felt something warm crawling up my side as I heard my father circle around the room. I felt something scratch its way up my body and then grasp itself around my neck, almost like a hand gripping my throat.

"I will pull out every single haunting thought in your mind until you are stripped down to who you truly are, not this guiltful and thoughtful person you so desperately cling to be," A harsh voice whispered into my ears.

I opened my eyes.

I looked around the room and noticed it was dark except for a dimly lit lamp on the other side of the room. I pulled at my arms but I realized I was restricted to the chair that I was sitting on and I was sitting int he middle of a bedroom just in front of what seemed to be a full sized king bed. I couldn't tell where I was or even whose territory I was in. The last thing I remembered was being dragged away by Isis and that dream.

The dreams were becoming more frequent.

What I wanted to forget all those years ago were resurfacing and coming back to haunt me. The monster that I killed so long ago has still managed to hold control over my mind even during his death. I killed him so I would be free of his control, so I would be released from his cold grip on my throat but it seems as though that grip was never truly gone, it was only loosened momentarily before tightening once more.

I wanted the dreams to stop, I didn't want them to take hold of my life but I wasn't sure what to do, I was lost with no guidance and the only person I could turn to possibly help was...

Her.

She understood my pain, her father had done the same to her, tortured her, abused her, left her physically and emotionally scarred but yet here she was all powerful but did I truly want to depend on her for help? Did I truly need her help or was this even all her doing? She was the one that wanted to break me, this could all just be her plot to get me closer into her arms and have me against her puppeteer strings.

I was lost and I wasn't sure what to do.

"Are you finally awake my Love? You know I can't ravish an unconscious body no matter how sick you might think I am, it's just against my morals," I heard her sultry voice fill the room as I looked around trying to find the source of her voice.

"Were you having a nightmare? It sure seemed like it due to the amount of squirming around you were doing in your seat," I looked over on top of the bed to see her laying there in a silk robe and a wine glass in her hand with what seemed to be filled with wine. Her hair was still up in a braided bun but she was no longer covered in blood and her eyes had seemed to calm down to their normal color.

"Where am I?" I finally asked as I was able to find my voice from within.

"You, my Love, are in my newly claimed territory the Divine Celeste pack," She smirked as she sipped her glass.

I remembered.

She murdered Alpha Michael and the post Alpha and Luna with Luna Astra by her side, she had now nearly claimed every surrounding territory around mine, all except for one.

She stood up from the bed now making her way towards me as she glided across the room, her footsteps so quiet yet so elegant as she walked on the balls of her feet, long strips in her steps as her long legs finally reached me.

She bent down placing either of her legs on both of my thighs as she gently spread them apart, caressing them up and down causing a tingle to shoot up my spine.

"How well do you handle pain Kaiden?" I felt her long nail dig into my thigh through my pants as I grunted in pain, staring into her deep eyes.

"I was molded by pain,"

She grinned brightly, the biggest smile I have ever seen plastered on her face as she sat right down on my lap, face to face, staring deep into my eyes with bits of lust dancing within her orbs, a look that I was beginning to come all too familiar with.

"That is who we are Kaiden, born into darkness and molded by pain. That is what we deserved and this is what will make us stronger, why run away from the darkness when you can accept it and take over it," She whispered into my ear as I felt her nibble on my ear lobe, feeling her sharp teeth scrape against my skin.

"Why? Why do we deserve this?" I asked, disappointed.

Why did I deserve to be emotionally, physically and mentally abused by my family? Why was I the one that had to murder my own mother and father with my bare hands, watching the life slip from their eyes. Why didn't I deserve someone like Adrianna? Why wasn't she enough for me? Why did I want more when she was more than enough? It was unfair to me and most of all unfair to her.

"You most of all don't deserve a woman like that Kaiden, you can't understand her and no matter how hard she tries she will never understand you, you will only corrupt her until she is breathing her last breath. You deserve this pain in your life Kaiden, you deserve to be by my side," She said as she gently caressed my face, her lips grazing the side of my face as silent tears began to escape from my eyes.

"Why? Why do I deserve pain?" Why can't I just have love? Why must there always be pain?" I asked.

"Because we can handle it, because flourish and prosper from it whereas anyone else would wither away and die from it. We were chosen to handle and grow from this for the greater good," I felt her smile against the side of my face.

"And what is the greater good?" I asked.

"Within time you shall see, until then... just enjoy the show," She said as she reached behind me untied my hands from the chair and stood up.

"What do you mean show? What are you talking about?" I asked curiously as I stood up, only for her to grab the rope still wrapped around my wrist and pull me towards the bed and stopped when we were at the foot of the bed.

She wrapped her hand around my neck and pulled me closer to her, a deep intensity in her eyes making it hard for me to keep eye contact with her. Her eyes were telling me that she was in control, that she had the power in this situation.

"You've always been in charge haven't you Kaiden?" She asked.

"Yes?" I coughed as I felt her grip tighten around my neck, I wanted to rip her hand away from my throat but she still had rope tied around my hands with the other end in her hands.

"Let me correct it then," Her pupils began to glow a bright gold as I felt her pushing me down towards the ground, her strength doubling as she forced me into my knees, nothing I was able to do about it.

She was forcing me to submit before her.

"Tell me you love me Kaiden," Her sultry voice filled my ears as she looked down at me with a smirk on her face.

"Stop I'm not doing this," I urged as I looked away from her gaze.

She pulled me closer by my neck as she bent down and stepped into the crouch of my pants causing my to groan out in pain.

"I wasn't asking you Kaiden, it was a demand...tell me you love me," She said with more authority and demand in her tone, something I wasn't used to from a woman at all, it was...turning me on.

I felt myself getting hard under the pressure of her foot which surprised me, was I enjoying this?

"Seems as though you like being stepped on Kaiden, do I sense a submissive side of you just waiting to break free?" She laughed as her toes caressed my hard on through my pants.

"Fuck, just untie me," I groaned as I looked into her eyes, wanting to be free of my restraints.

"I told you not to follow me Kaiden and what did you do?" You followed me even though this matter has nothing to do with you. This was strictly about business  and you made it about us and disobeyed me, now I'll have to show you what happens when you disobey me," Her pupils glowing brighter and brighter  as her canines slowly began to grow in as she looked at me with malicious intent.

"Isis I'm sorry, just please untie me and we can talk about this," I begged which only caused her to laugh and tighten her grip but take her foot away from my crotch.

"Keep begging Kaiden, I love the way you say my name," She moaned out as she pulled me up by my neck so that I was no longer on my knees but now standing directly in front of her.

"Tell me you love me Kaiden and don't make me say it again," She looked at me which such seduction and calling in her eyes, I couldn't disobey.

"Isis I love you, more than anything," I said.

She smirked before grabbing my jaw and squeezing it, painfully pulling me closer.

"You're a fucking liar," She hissed before flipping us and pushing me onto the bed and climbing on top of me, sitting right on top of my hard on.

"Fuck," I mumbled under my breath, throwing my head back.

I watched as she stood up for a moment and slipped her panties off from under her and held them in her hands as she sat back down on my lap and slightly tugged at the rope.

"Can you please untie me?" I begged as I looked up at her.

"Your voice is annoying me Kaiden, you'll be allowed to speak when I deem so," She said before stuffing her panties in my mouth, far enough so that I couldn't push them out with my tongue.

"You belong to me and I'll make sure you remember that," She said.

I couldn't do anything but watch as she tore my shirt from my body, exposing my chest. She skimmed her long nails down my chest causing a shiver down my spine.

"This world has had men in charge for so long that it has become the normal to see a man in charge, our society is not used to having a woman in charge and when that happens, the world hates it," She said as her nails skimmed down to the hem of my pants, slowly unzipping them and unbuttoning them as she teased me.

"No one wants to see a woman in power Kaiden, not even women themselves. It's a scary thing to venture from the normal, and implement something new, but you know what I think? There just hasn't been a woman strong enough to show them real power and that's where I come in," She smirked as she pulled my hard dick and held it in her hands. I groaned out as I raised my hips slightly so that she would get the hint to massage it but that only caused her to squeeze it harder.

"Did I tell you that you were allowed to feel pleasure? Especially after the stunt you pulled today? I told you not to do something and you took it upon yourself to do it anyway and now you are reaping the consequences," She released her grip from me as I huffed out in annoyance and instead grabbed my belt from out of my jeans belt loops and wrapped it around her hand, leaving the end unwrapped. Before I could process what was happening she swung the belt causing it to strike my lower abdomen. I yelled out in pain against her underwear in my mouth, my fingers digging into the rope, trying to pry it from me.

She gently dragged the leather down my now sensitive and stinging abdomen causing another shiver to go down my spine and my dick to grow surprisingly harder. Was I actually enjoying this?

"Kaiden, you think you have all the power don't you? Having two women in the palm of your hands? Leading on such a sweet and weak half breed girl while you play around with your true mate? You think allowing this girl to think that she is your mate makes you powerful Kaiden? Making her fall in love with you and forcing her to have your bastard child? You aren't strong, you're fucking weak," She hissed into my ear as I felt her rake her nails down the sides of my body, over stimulating me.

I knew tricking Adrianna into thinking that she was my mate was wrong, I knew that getting her pregnant with Taylor was wrong, I knew keeping her in the dark so I didn't have to choose between her or Isis was wrong but Isis wouldn't allow it. She wasn't going to let up until I did what was right, she was going to torture me for my wrongs until I made them right.

"How much longer are you going to torture this poor girl? Are you just waiting for me to take care of her myself?" She asked.

I felt her grab my dick once more in her hand as she slowly climbed in top of me and lowered herself on top, feeling myself enter inside her warm wet canal nearly causing me to nearly explode.

We both moaned out loud simultaneously as she fully sat down but didn't move any further. I tried to push my hips up against her pelvis, trying to get her to move but she would do no such thing.

I mumbled frustrated against the fabric in my mouth as she chuckled mischievously.

"I didn't hear you Kaiden, what was that?"" She asked, finally ripping the fabric from my mouth allowing me to speak again.

"I'm begging you, please don't just sit on it I need you to ride it," I begged out loud, throwing my head back against the bed in agony.

She began ever so slightly moving her hips up and down, slowly beginning to ride me and allowing me to feel all of her.

"Do you think you deserve this Kaiden? Do you think you deserve love and affection after all you've done?" She hissed in my ear as her fingers massaged my throat, gripping it slightly.

"No I don't deserve it," I moaned out, trying to hold back the overwhelming emotions that she was bringing up from within me. I was overwhelmed by her smell, the mate pull, her touch that sent tingles throughout my body, her words being lodged deep into my mind, her sex distracting me from anything else. It was like a sensory overload that I've never experienced before.

"What do you deserve Kaiden?" She asked as I felt her smile against the side of my face.

"I deserve you and only you Isis," I moaned out, trying to match the rhythm of her hips, thrusting forward.

She grabbed the bottom of my jaw roughly so that I was now looking into her eyes to see annoyance clear in them.

"Stop making me look like a fucking idiot then Kaiden, keep trying to play-" She was interrupted by a loud banging on the bedroom door causing Isis to huff out in frustration.

She climbed off me and quickly straightened her dress out, not even bothering to slip her panties back on and turned to me before heading out of the door.

"I'm not done with you quite yet Kaiden," She said, opening the door and then slamming it shut behind her.

There I was, still laying on the bed with my hands tied together and my dick out just how she left me, and horny.

"What the fuck was that?" I groaned, as I sat up from the bed and attempted to untie my hands. After about ten minutes of struggling I was finally able to untie my hands and quickly head out of the door. I noticed we were in the pack house of what I could imagine to be the Divine Celeste pack but there was no one in sight within the halls.

I rubbed my face in my hands as I huffed loudly, trying to find a way out.

I wasn't sure what that was between Isis and I but I actually was kind of enjoying it as she continued to dig into me and degrade me. I wasn't used to having a woman in charge but maybe I liked it.

If it wasn't someone twisted as Alpha Isis.

I continued walking down the empty hallway and down the stairs until I reached the bottom of the stairs and walked out of the house and noticed Isis standing in front of Issac holding a blade in her hand as she pressed it into her wrist. I quickly ran over towards her and snatched the blade from her with urgency.

"What the fuck are you doing?!" I roared in her face.

She looked at me with complete shock and annoyance as she quickly back handed me sharp across the face as she gripped me by the throat and slammed me against the ground with such aggression and anger, I could feel the rage emulating from her being.

"What the FUCK do you think you're doing? How many times do I have to tell you that this doesn't concern you?!" She screamed as she grabbed the knife from me and pressed it against my throat, daring to slit it.

"How doesn't this concern me if you're harming yourself?" I argued, trying to look back at her from the ground.

"I have told you before that this specific ritual needs my blood! None of this concerns you right now and you are only in the way! Unless you want me to show youwhat it's like losing a significant amount of blood then I suggest you leave me be!" She said, letting go of my throat, only to feel her press her foot into the back of my neck.

"Issac make sure he gets back to his pack and far away from me, when you come back we will complete the process," She said, finally stepping away from me.

"Yes my Alpha," Issac said, bowing.

"You know Kaiden, once I'm done with this pack and the full moon rises, I will take the time out to complete my grand plan and break you down mentally so you shall become what you've meant to be. You are a nuisance to me at this moment, but not for long,"

Longer chapters will be coming and I will be updating at least once a week when I come back from vacation! Thank you for your patience! ❤️