hii this is different from my other books as it will be in 1st person so yah enjoy

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You know how, when you're bored, you start doing the most random things? Like, out of nowhere, you'll decide, Hey, let's take an "Are You Gay?" quiz for fun.Or maybe you'll think it's the perfect time to reorganize your album collection( it doesnt matter that you might only have one album.)

But no, I wasn't doing any of that. I was lying in bed at 12 a.m., trying to figure out why on earth I had a boner out of nowhere. Yeah, don't ask. It was one of those nights. 

before we get too ahead of ourselves. Hey, I'm Yang Jeongin, your average, totally-straight, 20-year-old guy. I've got a lot of gay friends, but I've always been pretty sure I was into women. In fact, I've had my fair share of girlfriends. Like, for example, there was Lia... Well, until she figured out she was actually into girls.

And you know, now that I think about it, *a lot* of my ex-girlfriends ended up being lesbian. Weird pattern, right?

But anyway I decided to get up, splash some water on my face, and call one of my many  gay friends, Han Jisung. Maybe he'd have some advice, or at least distract me from whatever weirdness my brain and body were throwing at me.

He picked up on the second ring, and for a split second, I thought, Great, this was a good idea. But then... I heard it. A low, unmistakable moan echoing through the speaker.

"Uh... everything okay, buddy?" I asked, hoping I'd misheard.

But nope. Instead of Jisung, his boyfriend chimed in, sounding amused and  pleased with himself. Before I could even process what was happening, the call ended abruptly. Just like that.

Standing there with my face half-wet, phone in hand, I felt completely betrayed. How dare he? How dare he, in the middle of my 12 a.m. crisis!

I gave up calling Jisung. Not worth risking another accidental soundscape. My next thought was Felix, but he was out with Hyunjin... and honestly, those two had been hanging out a lot lately. Kinda suspicious, if you ask me. But hey, it's not my business. Probably.

So, I tried Chan. Reliable, solid, always ready to lend an ear. He picked up quickly.

"Hey," I said, keeping it casual.

"Hey," he replied in this low, husky tone that sent a small shiver down my spine. Weird. Must be because of the cold, I thought, rubbing my arms as I remembered how freezing it gets in Seoul around Christmas.

"Uh, what's up, mate?" Chan asked, his voice still calm, warm, and way more soothing than I wanted to admit.

But of course, I convinced myself it was just the winter chill.

"I just don't know, man. I ended up with a boner and have no clue how to get rid of it," I confessed, feeling a little embarrassed.

"Have you thought about why it happened?" Chan asked, sounding way too casual for the subject matter.

"Uh, no, not really," I replied, scratching the back of my neck, trying to play it cool.

"Well, you could come over to my place," he suggested.

I swear my heart skipped a beat. "I—sure," I stammered, feeling inexplicably flustered. I mean, why wouldn't I be? It was 12:45 a.m., and here I was, being invited to my friend's house on a school night like some kind of teenager sneaking out.

But, you know, what kind of friend would I be if I turned down a late-night hangout? Besides, it wasn't like anything weird was going to happen... right? Totally normal. Just friends. Totally.

And that's how I found myself at Chan's house, stuffing my face with pizza and liquor, completely forgetting about the homework I had due the next day. Honestly, how did I let it get this far?

When I finally woke up, it was around 9 a.m., and I had a terrible headache pounding in my skull. I blinked against the light, trying to make sense of my surroundings, only to realize I was sprawled on Chan's chest. He was all snuggled up against me, his arm draped protectively over my shoulders, looking way too cozy for a school morning.

"Are you finally awake, you little bread ball?" he teased, his voice still thick with sleep.

I jumped up, panic setting in as I realized my current situation. "I—I am! I gotta go home now!"

Without even thinking, I grabbed my coat, scrambling to get my bearings. I bolted for the door, my heart racing.

Once outside, I pulled out my phone and called Felix. "Hey, can you let Mr. Namjoon know I'll be late to his lesson?" I said, still half in shock from the night's antics and my unexpected sleepover. This is gonna be a wild day, I thought to myself, still feeling the remnants of last night's chaos.

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i really let my intrusive thoughts win with this one