Dear Axel,
By the time you get this letter, I won't be there anymore. You had definitely figured out what was wrong with me and why I left. I'm sorry for not telling you about it but as much I tried I couldn't. A few times I attempted to tell you but when I saw you smiling I couldn't master it, you were changing and that was the biggest reason for living the limited time I had.

The first time I saw you at the music class I was attracted to you even though you were a bit rude at first. I wanted to keep my distance from you and to not get attached to you but couldn't help it. I tried to run a few times but you were always finding me again. You weren't talking much but still your eyes were telling a thousand stories. As days passed the desire to see you happy was growing more, I wanted you to know what you were missing, and I wanted to see the real Axel. Thinking that I will control my feelings toward you I accept the risk.

Each day you were changing, and unknowingly while fulfilling the desire of changing you I developed the feeling that I was forbidden from. I fell in love with you. Although knowing that I won't be alive for long I couldn't back away, the feeling was too beautiful, extraordinary and significant to be left. But my heart was too weak to carry the love I had for you. My time was coming to an end soon, even though I wanted you to be here at the last moment but I wanted our last memory to be as perfect as it was. Thanks a lot for being there for me Axel, for the beautiful memories and moments. Never once I regret the path I had with you. I hope one day one you will be able to forgive me.

As my last wishes; when you find out I'm dead don't go back to your old self, cry if you want to but don't lock yourself back in the darkness we passed from. Be attentive in school, the day you graduate pay me a visit please, I want to see you in your graduation gown. Live for me the moments I couldn't, do anything we used to do before, no you don't have to puncture a tire its ok.

If a day comes when you forget something about me it's ok Axel, don't ever feel guilty for it. We lived happily for the small amount of time we had. It doesn't matter how short it was, we still made a lot of memories to be remembered. Promise this will be the last wish... don't hold on to my dead, instead bury me in a small place in your heart as a reminder that once a crazy girl was madly in love with you. Don't ever forget that. Like I promised I will wait for you at the same place under the same tree, just this time you won't be able to see me but you will feel my presence.

Live a long and happy life my Axel.
Love, Harmony.