Author POV

Today is New year Eve. Whole city is awaiting for a new refreshing year to come. You are Jo Jin Hee 26 years old, a smart and friendly doctor working at JM Hospitals. You were not a party type doctor but you got two tickets for New Year Eve masquerade party at Radisson Hotels. You didn't want to go but your best friend Euna convinced you to go with her.

You arrived at the venue and called Euna.

Jin Hee: "Euna, where are you? I'm already at the venue."

Euna: "I'm really sorry Jin Hee ah. I'm sick and couldn't go. Enjoy yourself"

Jin Hee: "Yah! How can I enjoy myself when you are sick. I'm coming to your home."

Euna: "No... Don't come here."

Jin Hee: "Just spill the truth. Are you really sick?"

Euna: "Okay I can't lie to you. My boyfriend came to my house. So we are going to dinner at Park Hotels. I'm sorry for not accompaniying you."

Jin Hee: "It's okay Euna. I will also go home anyway I'm not into these parties though"

Euna: "Hey girl I gave you the tickets for these party for you to find a good partner. Just enjoy the party till midnight and go back to your house. Just enjoy yourself for a while. You always do is study and attend patients. Feel some fresh air once in a while."

Jin Hee: "Okay whatever. I will just stay till midnight. Enjoy your date with your boyfriend"

Euna: "Thanks girl. Hope you find a boyfriend tonight."

You ended the call and thought Never in my life again.

You entered the venue hall, since you want to avoid others. You chose a secluded space near the alcohol section. Every one was dancing crazily to the dance. Dance. This is one of the reason I can't come to Parties. Everything started here.... You thought.

To forget those beautiful memories you started to drink. You intoxicated to the level that you couldn't even regonise anyone.

Some random guy was flirting with you. You felt you heard this voice but didn't care to think about it more. All you know was you blacked out when you were talking to that guy.

Next morning

You wake up to the strange surroundings. Suddenly your head aches a lot. You were about to get down the bed that's when you notice you are naked in someone's house. You feel someone pulling you into the bed and wrapping your waist with his warm hands.

Why this feels too familiar?? You suddenly hear him say something.

"Please don't go Jin Hee-ah" Your eyes shot open at hearing that voice.

Jin Hee POV

I turn to see your ex-boyfriend Hoseok. What is he doing here? Isn't he supposed to be in U.S? He left me for his career. Why is he back here now? What am I doing in his house that too in his bed??

Suddenly last night memories floods into me. I saw flashes of Hoseok carrying me into a taxi, then we went to his house. The whole time I was acting cute around him.

But soon I started to cry. "I hate you. Why did you leave me alone? I should have stopped you. Why did I let you go? I MISSED YOU. I LOVE YOU. I HATE YOU."

He came rushing to me. He held me in his hands. He starred at my eyes with deep love. He kissed me so passionately which I had been longing for the last 3 years. I realised that I loved him till now. Soon the kiss turned into a hot one as he bit my lips for his tongue to enter into mine. That turned into a hot makeout session. We craved more from eachother. His lips travelled to my neck and marking him mine with those purplish hickeys. With that he carried me in bridal style to his bedroom just to throw me in the bed and he ended up on top of me. All ended well with lots of moans and screams.

All of these memories entered in me like a Tsunami. I don't know what to do.

How did I even end up in this situation? I seriously wanted to move on from him. Now it feels like I would never move on from him.

I want to exit this house immediately. I tried to move away from him but his grip even got tighter. I removed his hands with great strength and started to dressup. I was about to exit the room I feel his hands stopping me.

"Don't go Jin Hee. I need you in my life back again"

"No. I don't want to. I don't want to go through all the pains once again"

"Please Jin Hee I really love you. Can you be my girlfriend once again?"

"I'm sorry Hob... Hoseok. I think you have to move on. I already moved on"

"You are lying. Yesterday your body said something else and you also admitted that you missed me and loves me still"

My face turned into red in embarassment after remembering about yesterday's night.

"I was drunk so I must have blabbered something. Don't take anything serious from yesterday."

"You can't hide the truth from me Jin Hee. I will wait for you. I will be here in Seoul for two months. You can come and find me here anytime if you change your mind. I know I hurted you a lot but I didn't had a choice that time. I had to takeover my dad's company. You also know my situation and you were the one to break up with me first. You left me Jin Hee."

"Yes. I was the one. I did that for your sake. Now you are saying that I'm the one at fault. You hesitated a lot because I was in your way of your brightful future. I didn't want to hold you cause I wanted the best for you. Now after these years of me struggling, you come back and make me feel like trash. You know what Hoseok, Now I'm saying I hate you wholeheartedly and I don't want you to be back in my life"

"No Jin hee-ah I'm sorry. Please.. Please come back to me."

"I'm sorry Hoseok" with that I left his house.

I took a taxi to home. Back in house, I had a library. I wanted to cool off my mind from what actually happened yesterday. When I was searching for a good book my eyes caught a old diary which I used to write my beautiful memories with Hoseok.

After reading those I even thought of accepting his proposal but something in me was against it. It's better if we are not with each other. I don't want to be his obstacle in his carrier again. He is still a raising business man. Eventhough we are seperated, I never fail to watch him from afar. I always wanted the best for him.

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It's already been two months. He always call once a week to convince me, but I always reject his call. He is also calling me today. I feel like I should attend this call.

"Hello" I said.

"Jin Hee, it's me Hoseok. I want to talk to you atleast once before I leave the country. Can you come to the Ginger Cafe at 2:00 PM"

"I'm sorry Hoseok. I think I can't come cause I have patients to attend" I lied.

"Oh. I think I have a bad luck today. Anyway I'm leaving the country at 5:00PM from Incheon Airport. If you accept my proposal please come to Airport otherwise I will take this as my last goodbye. I Love You Jinnee"

He ended the call. He called me Jinnee, which he used to call me when we were dating. I feel like I'm missing an amazing person in my life. Whatever it takes I want him back in my life. I can't imagine a life without him. I'm going to his house right now. I love you Hoseok.

I got up from my seat. I felt the whole world spin around me and I fainted.

I woke up to see myself in one of our hospital room. Euna was sitting beside me.

"What happened to me Euna? Why am I here?"

"Jin Hee ah, how can you be so careless when you are Pregnant. You might have miscarried. Thank goodness Joon hyung saw you and took here."

"WHAT???? I'M PREGNANT???"

"You didn't know. I can see you blank out so much during these days."

"This can't be true. This is impossib...."

I remembered the New Year's night. OMG that's how. How could I even not know about this? I looked at the time. It's 3:00PM. Oh no it's only 2 hours for his flight. If I don't go I couldn't catch him up.

I left the hospital and took a taxi to Incheon Airport. I thought a lot while on the way.

Should I say him about our child? How will he react? Will he accept us both?

I arrived at airport and went inside. I saw Hoseok standing there..

My brain wants to go to him but my heart wants to let him go. I don't want to be a double burden to him at the same time I can't live without him.

I took my step towards......

Hey Guys.... How was the oneshot? I wanted to do an open ending. It's for you guys to decide. Hope you liked it.. Thank you buddies for reading it - VJ :)