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For the new year I want Louis. 

He told me his name on Christmas. It was one of his gifts to me. 

I'm glad I know his full name. 

He has been coming more often. I hate it. He tells me that being gay is wrong and that He's disappointed in me. I don't want to disappoint Him. 

Every since Louis left things have been getting worse for me. The doctors aren't sure what to do. I tell them I want Louis, but they say Louis can't come here. 

I miss him.

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