WARNING SELF HARM IS IN THIS CHAPTER 

2 weeks later

~Virgil POV~

Roman and I got in a little argument couple weeks back.  I can't believe that he would say that. I have been avoiding him since then. My panic attacks gotten worse but I will not show it. 

"Virgil, are you okay?" Patton asked looking at me.  I nodded putting my earphones in. 

~Patton Pov~

"Logan, Virgil is giving Roman the cold shoulder for about 2 weeks now. Is she think about breaking up with him? Roman look so miserable," I said to Logan. He looked up from his book and saw how depress they look.

"I doubt it," He said and continue reading.

"Really!" I said happily.  He nodded. 

"Just one of them got to make the first move,"He added. 

"Oh," I said sadly.

"What up with those two?" Elijah asked.

"They got into a disagreement. Virgil won't talk to anyone or look at anyone. Its just like 2 years ago but worse," I said remembering what happened 2 years ago.

"What happened two years ago?" Elijah asked.

~~~Flash Back 2 years earlier~~(Virgil)

I was walking down the halls with my head phones in. I walked slowly down the hall with people stopping and staring I could feel the hatred coming from them even the most  lovable ones. I couldn't stand being here and at home is just as bad. Everywhere I go is hell and more hell. There is no such thing as heave for me.

I could feel and hear the hatred everyday because of this kid called Randy or some crap like that. I walked into the girls bathroom with a razor blade. I shut the door and locked it. I started to cut my arm just a little bit then a little more  until I was satisfied.  I clean up my mess and unlocked the door and head off to class. I don't need people they disappoint me.  

I sat down in my usual spot pulled out my notebook and started to draw while taking notes. I keep on feeling that someone is throwing stuff at me. I looked behind me to see that Randy guy and his group. I looked to my right to see him. The one person that I know that I never be with.  Roman  Sanders. Why is this boy staring at me. I quickly looked away.

The bell ring and I got up and left the room and headed straight to my locker. I arrived my locker and saw a note. 

"Look it the freak,"said Avery. I started to panic. I could feel the tears started to come. I turned on my heels and walked off towards the old girls bathrooms. I walked in and locked the door behind me. I took out the blade and held it against my wrist. 

"I can't do it. Why can't I do it?" I said to myself frustrated. I slumped to the ground and burst out in tears. I brought my knees up to my chest and sat there in tears thinking of things to live for but there is nothing to live for. I tried so many times to think of anyway to stay alive. I really don't want to live but yet, I don't want to die. This keeps on happening until the 2nd week of Junior year.

~~~ End of Flash Back~~~~

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Here's chapter 8 sorry for the mess up background. I hope you enjoy. 

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