Because,I once knew that I am the reason behind your smile and cachinnation.

Because, I had met someone like you. I miss you every day and night and the memories we shared and build together. I miss those long conversations. At times, A nonsense one, those inside jokes and so much more. I miss our jamming sessions, When you're introducing me to a kind of music that you loved that you think I might loved too.I miss it when you remember little things about me when you get to see something when you travel out of the country those simple gestures of updating me about your out and about, you sending pictures and telling me that I will surely enjoy the place too. I miss those little things when we're happy together. I miss the good old times with you.

You know I can't hate you. Though I'm hurting, until now with what had happened between us. I can't hate the person who gave me so much when I have none. The one who gave so much colour to my dull life. I can't hate the person I loved, that I'm still loving ,though I know it makes no sense anymore.

I am truly happy, because of you. I miss you so much that it hurts...

I hate waiting, but just like your favourite Japanese word,  "Chotto matte" That   I'll wait for you.