RMonster I go by on Killer Hearts. I'm the second best player on there. Will soon be the first. I'm still trying to beat LullLin. I'm not sexist, but I don't like be second to a girl. I wouldn't be able to call myself a man if I'm beat by a girl. It's just not right.

"Namjoon! Can you check her out please?" My coworker May asked me. She was holding two boxes as a woman came to her register. I smiled taking the boxes from her hand. I sat them down and checked out the woman. She only had four items so she was gone in a minute. After closing the store I walked back over to May who was trying to reach and grab a box from the top shelf. She looks so cute trying to reach up there.

I jumped out of my thoughts and reached up to grab the box for her. Just when I was about to hand her the box I heard screaming coming from outside the store.

"Someone is hurt!" May shouted. She started running towards the door but I ran in front of her opening the door first. In front of us was a high school kid laying on the ground. He jumped. I thought. May walked out the door holding her mouth. Tears ran down her face as she almost fell to the ground of shock but I quickly grabbed her before she fell. This is to much for her.

The older women who was screaming started calling the police as I tried to calm May down. She was still crying as the police came and started investigating the incident. A few minutes into the investigation I saw two detectives walk towards me and May. My heart started pounding and I didn't know why. Maybe because I've never really talked with a detective. I've seen how scary they can be on tv.

"Can you tell us what happened tonight?" The one detective asked looking us up and down. He wore a black turtleneck and blue jeans. I would never guess him to be a detective. The other one was a woman who looked mid thirties. I could tell she smoked from her tobacco smell.

"We were closing up the shop when we heard a scream. We ran out here to see if someone was hurt and...well..we seen his body. Then the lady over there called the police." I said pointing to the older women who was talking to another detective.

"Wh-what ha-happ-happen to him?" May was barely able to say. She started wiping up her tears with her sleeve. She still looked scared and sad. I wanted to take her away from the scene but I knew the detectives wouldn't let us leave just yet.

"It's seems like he commit suicide. This happens a lot more than you think. South Korea is the top country for suicides. Most of them are high school kids. They can't deal with the school exams and the fact parents today put so much stress on these poor kids." He said looking down at where the body was. I didn't even notice that they already picked up the body which creeped me more out.

"It's sad that they think their only escape is by dying." I said.

"Okay. I think you should get going before it gets to late." He replied looking back at us. I left May alone with them for a second as I walked back into the small bakery story and locked the doors. I've worked here with May for over a year now and yet nothing bad has ever happen here. It's a little odd that a high school student would commit suicide by jumping off a bakery. If he was stressed over school it seems like he would jump from the school. Maybe I'm just thinking to much. I'm no detective.

"I'll walk you home May." I said grabbing May's arm. She grabbed my arm back as she barely spoke a word as we walked. In the distance we could still hear police sirens and people talking. After a ten minute walk we reached her apartment. Her older sister Rai opened the front door taking May out of my arms.

"What happened tonight?" Rai asked seeing how sad her younger sister was. She was wearing her pajamas and her hair was in a messy bun. It looks like she was waiting for May to come home so she could jump into the bed. That's how Rai is, she's always been the mother to May. It's mostly been them two for a little over nine years now. May told me that her parents died when they were younger and from then it's been her and Rai. May told me it was hard, but they managed to get three jobs and a small run down apartment.

"A kid committed suicide off our bakery early. You'll probably hear something about it on the news tonight. I would give her a cup of tea before she sleeps." I said watching Rai lay May down on the couch. May closed her eyes and started breathing hard. I want to comfort her, but I know Rai will kick my ass if I hug her.

"Oh. Well okay. Thank you for bringing her home. You should probably get home yourself." Rai said trying to close the door in front of my face, but before she got the chance I stuck my foot in front of the door blocking her from closing.

"It's going to be okay May. I'll call you tomorrow." I said looking at May laying on the couch. She turned her head looking at me smiling.

"Goodnight Namjoon!" Rai snapped closing the door. I started walking off smiling. As I walked to my apartment, not that far from May's, I bumped into a guy around my age. His hair was blackest of any black I've ever seen. But his skin was milky white. He gave me a sinister smile before walking away. That wasn't creepy. No, not at all.

Once I got inside my apartment I first turned on my computer. On my Killer Hearts I had over 25 notifications.

Taebae, LullLin, SwagSuga, and JMario were all looking for me. I guess that's what happens when you work double shifts and can't get online for two days. Though it makes me smile knowing they care for me. Even if they don't know me they were worried if something happened to me. It's something I wasn't use to. My parents threw me away when I was in middle school because I was to much to handle. Since then I've lived on my own and been working since then. I'm used to coming home to a empty house and hearing the silence of my world. But since I've been playing Killer Hearts my world feels brighter, I can smile more and laugh. It's the same way with May. I've only known her for a little over six months but she really means a lot to me. The way she smiles and laughs just makes me feel all warm inside. These people have come into my life making me feel like me again. And it's something I'll never forget.

"Hey RMonster! Where have you been!" I heard JMario ask. He was speaking so loud I could hear him even without my headphones. I grabbed a bottle of water before walking back to my computer and sitting down. I grabbed my headphones placing them on my head before clicking around in the game.

"I've just been around. Where is everyone else?" I asked

"HorseHope and LullLin are on here as well, but I think they are in the middle of a battle. They should be back-" JMario was cut off by screaming.

"Yah! RMonster where have you been? You were really starting to concern us." LullLin said. LullLin I believe is truthfully the only girl on here. Like everyone I've talked to is usually a guy, so it's kinda cool to see a girl play video games. But like I said I don't want to be second to her. I will beat her.

"I thought something happened to you!" HorseHope yelled. He's always so loud that it hurts my ears. Both him and Taebae are the craziest and loudest.

"Did you guys hear about the high school student who commit suicide?" I asked waiting for a response.

"Yeah. It was just on the news. It's really sad. A friend of mine knew him and she said it's really a shocker. He was always bubbly and funny. No one ever expected him to commit suicide." LullLin said.

"Really, well maybe it wasn't a suicide. Maybe someone-" HorseHope started saying.

"No I was there. The place he jumped off was my work place. Me and my coworker heard him fall to the ground." I bluntly stated. Everything went silence for a second until HorseHope started shouting.

"Wait that means LullLin and RMonster are somewhat connect!" He shouted.

"I really don't want to be connected by someone's death. That's just a little to much." LullLin said.

"I agree with LullLin on this one HorseHope." I said.

"Hey I'm on here." I heard JamsJ said.

"Are you back from London?" LullLin excited.

"Yeah I got back last night. My parents are out right now so I just thought about coming on herd to see if someone was on, but I'm surprise to see LullLin, RMonster, JMario, and HorseHope on here as well. I believe we are just missing three people. SwagSuga, Taebae, and Kookie." JamsJ said laughing.

"I was talking with them last night. It was funny as hell, you guys missed it." LullLin laughed.

"What did you do?" I asked.

"I guess you could say we bullied SwagSuga." LullLin said still laughing.

"And you are still breathing, how?" JamsJ asked.

"Really? I don't even mess with him." JMario said.

"No one is brave enough to talk back to SwagSuga, he's dangerous." HorseHope said.

"Oh whatever, he wasn't to mad. Hey guys I need get going, I've got tennis practice in the morning and I need my rest. I'll talk to you guys soon. Bye bye." LullLin said.

"Bye bye." JamsJ said a little to excited.

"Bye LullLin." JMario and HorseHope said together.

"Do good tomorrow." I said to her before she clicked off. I told the others I was leaving the message board as well to go practice some in the game. I found a user named Thur who asked me to battle. I wrote him a message telling him to pick the level. He chose a battle field that was outside. Beside my character was a small lake with a duck swimming across. Cherry blossom trees were swaying back and forth sending little cherry blossom petals down upon us.

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Fight!

He started off kicking my character back and then started stabbing my character with his sword. His attacks were extremely good to be a newcomer. But then again I don't get first, I mean second, to be bad. I started hitting every button on my controller until I saw his life spam go down. Even if he's down to 39% I'm down to 22% because of his sword. I swung my sword around cutting his characters arm. He then switch his weapon to a giant hammer and destroyed my character with one hit.

I lost. I can't believe I lost to a newcomer. The amazing RMonster can't lose to a newcomer.

Lets play again! I wrote. I waited and waited for what seemed like a lifetime for a reply. Finally after ten minutes he replied back.

No thank you. I already know how pathetic you are. He wrote.

I blinked for a few minutes rereading what was placed on my computer screen. He didn't just say that, right? No. I must be seeing things. This crazy person wouldn't dare write something like that, right.

Before I could write more he completely clicked off. I threw my controller across the room. I walked over to my bed laying down. I can't believe I lost, to such a weakling. How do I beat LullLin if I can't beat a stupid newcomer? I started closing my eyes and tried to get some rest. About two minutes later the rest of the night faded as I drifted off in my dream world.

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So yeah, RMonster chapter is done. I actually wrote this in like five parts, it sounds crazy ik. But I actually started writing this back in July but finally got the chance to write this right now. So the first part of this was wrote in July while the rest was written in between now and then. It sounds crazy, lol.

I find that this story won't be my greatest work, but I am proud for coming up with a 'different' idea then most. I mean I haven't read a BTS fanfic about a killer in a online game. If you have please comment, I would love to read....I'm be for real.

And was I the only one who wasn't online when BTS deleted their Twitter for a few minutes? I just went on their to write a message to a friend when I see #btsdeactivateparty trending. And I guess I was supposed to start panicking but I was actually pretty calm.

And of course anytime BTS does something there has to be comments on how international ARMYS are disgusting and rude. Yes I've read some pretty disturbing things like off Instagram, Twitter, and sometimes here, but doesn't mean we are all like that. I mean I read a comment earlier that said she was going to hunt Jungkook down and rape him. Like are you kidding me! That's so disrespectful, disturbing, and disgusting! But I just hate it when they always thinks we are all like that. I'm not going to lie, sometimes I get mad and sad that I'm ARMY.

I just feel like BTS wouldn't really like us. I mean they already said they don't like to visit us...so I think to myself...even if I did nothing wrong...why are we always being punished. I'm not trying to play the victim card, it's just I'm tired of hearing it every time I click on something related to BTS.

Anyways,
Thanks for reading!

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