Cookie: OMG! It took me hours to write this! Like seriously. *cries* But I did it for all of you, cause I've seen all the messages, posts, comments. All those pleading for me to write Derek and Evan's first time together. So here it is! I didn't plan to write it but after months of waiting, you all will finally be able to read it.

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P.S: I suggest that you read chap 30 part 2 before reading this...just to refresh your memory :)

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"No more teasing," Evan panted, jerking back from my touch. "I want you. Now."

      I watched him strip off his jeans, followed by his briefs. I swallowed, taking all of him in while trying not to hyperventilate because God damn, he was making me so fucking hot it was ridiculous. Over the years, I've seen my best friend naked a bunch of times but this was only the second time that I've looked at him completely naked thinking carnal thoughts.

      "I want you," Evan repeated in a breathless voice. My mouth literally dropped open when he started to touch himself, looking completely turned on with me watching his every move. His cock was hard and standing straight up in attention, bobbing when he continued to move back until the back of his legs hit the edge of the bed.

     "I want to feel your skin against mine," he panted, "your breath against my skin."

     Holy shit! I had to glance around to make sure there were no cameras or Kim hiding somewhere. I suddenly felt like I was starring in a freakin' gay porno. My head whipped back to face Evan and I swallowed again when he reached down to grip his hard rod.

      "I've been waiting for this for so long." Evan bit his lower lip, still plump from our kisses. "You have no idea. If you touch me now I'd probably blow."

      I blinked at him. Huh...okay. I licked my lips, suddenly nervous. While it was good to know that he's been so hot for me for a while, it was kinda intimidating to try to live up to his fantasy. I mean come on, I'm completely new to this whole gay sex thing.

      What if I mess up and my dick got stuck in his ass or something? I felt chills just imaging it.

     Evan hesitated, his face slowly falling as he studied my face. My expression must have shown what I was thinking because suddenly he was no longer confident. He looked unsure and vulnerable unlike I've ever seen him. The guy really didn't show much emotion and that was possibly my fault. Even though he never said it, him being closed off to nearly everyone was likely due to the fact the he had been trying to hide his feelings for me for so long that the emotionless mask just stuck. He hadn't known what else to do.

      I felt really guilty about that. How could I have been so blind? That whole time, he had been hurting and I hadn't known. I was suppose to be his best friend and even though I had unknowingly hurt him, I still wanted to punch myself.

      "Derek?" Evan released his grip on himself. "Do...do you want to stop?"

     I shook my head and unbottoned my jeans. "No. Not stopping." 

     I can do this. For Evan, for all those years of hurting him, I can do this for him. I pulled my jeans and boxers down, kicking them off my feet before stalking towards Evan. His eyes widened but he didn't move an inch. When I reached him, I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him towards me. We both hissed when out cocks touched, skin to skin.

      "Derek," Evan whimpered, making sounds I've never heard come out of his lips, aside for the time at the lake house where we experimented with our bodies for the first time.

      I leaned down and traced his bottom lip with the tip of my tongue, watching his green eyes glaze over with pent up lust. We were nearly the same height and I was glad for that. Our bodies fit perfectly against each other, strained cocks touching.

      "Not gonna stop," I assured him, because he still looked uncertain. "I want to keep going but just..." Aw hell, I had to say it. "Just promise me that you wont be disappointed if I don't exactly live up to your expectations, huh? I've had plenty sex with other chicks but-"

      Evan quickly cut me off, pressing an index finger against my lips. "Don't, Derek. I don't want to hear about you with someone else. I know exactly who you've been with til now. Who do you think has been watching you this whole time?"

      "Shit," I sighed, feeling guilty again. "Sorry."

      He shook his head. "You don't have to say sorry because you didn't know and that's okay." He wrapped his arms around my waist and settled his chin on my shoulder. "It took a long time but you're finally where I want you. You're mine and I don't want to hear about your other experiences."

     "Okay," I agreed quickly, because, damn, I didn't know how to handle this new side of Evan. This vulnerable side he's been showing me. It was thrilling and scary at the same time.

     I took a deep breath and let it out. "Okay."

      He leaned back and looked into my eyes. "Okay," he finalized.

     Right hand still on the back of his neck, I lifted my left one up to cup the side of his face. "There's no one else for me now but you, Evan. You believe me, right?" I knew he still had doubts but kept them to himself after I snapped at him about it.

      "I believe you." His words sounded true, even his eyes softened while looking into mine but something still nagged at me. There will always be a part of him that will think that I'd leave him some day because there was no possible way that he'd leave me. Not after all this time.

      Okay, I was done with talking. I'll figure out how to take away his insecurities later but for now...now was time to make him mine.

      "Open your mouth," I demanded.

      Evan parted his lips open and I swooped down, shoving my tongue into his mouth. He moaned as my tongue brushed against his, his hands sliding to my waist to grip tightly onto me. I took his tongue and sucked it, enjoying the noises coming out of him. Wanting to hear more, I sucked harder then bit gently down onto the soft flesh.

      Evan pushed himself away from me and stepped back. Slowly, making sure to keep eye contact with me, he lowered himself on the bed and crawled backwards. The heat in his eyes burned me up and my dick took notice. It was practically waving at him.

      He said he was done with teasing but when he finally settled on the middle of the bed, he reached down and palmed his dick. A smile I've never seen before graced his lips, mouth curving into a seductive smile that had my blood pumping. If possible, my own dick got even harder just watching him jack off.

      Licking his lips, he watched me watch him, his hands starting slow before moving faster. Closing his eyes, he arched his body up. Oh damn. Fucking hot. I gripped my dick and started to jerk, matching my rhythm with his. I never thought that watching my best friend jerk off would turn me on so much but my dick said otherwise.

     "Derek," Evan panted, eyes parting open. "Come here. Touch me. Please."

     He didn't have to ask me twice. I kept pumping as I crawled onto the bed on my knees. I reached out my free hand and snagged the back of his neck. Roughly, knowing that he could take it, I jerked him up until he had no choice but to go on his knees as well. I batted his hand away from his cock and took hold of it right along with mine.

     His warm body trembled and he cried out when my thumb brushed against the slit on the head of his cock. Pre-cum leaked out and I smeared it round and round until Evan started to beg.

     "D-Derek," he rasped, "please...don't...stop. Fuck."

     "Yeah," I chuckled, "that's what I'm going to do. Fuck you."

     Evan pressed his chest against mine and dug his fingers in my hair. His grip tightened before he jerked my head back slightly. I shivered when I felt his moist tongue start from my collarbone then slide up to my Adams apple.

      "I want that," I heard him murmur. "I want you to fuck me. Leave me boneless." His lips tickled my skin. "I want to feel you in me. Feel you cum."

      Aw shit. I had to release his dick to get a tight grip on mine until it was painful. Damn, his words nearly done me in. That has never happened to me before. No girl had made me want to shoot with just words before. I don't know where this pornstar Evan came from but I wasn't about to complain. It was just another new side to him that I wanted to see more of. Or maybe it wasn't new. Just surppresed til now.

      I placed my hands on his chest and pushed him back. "Lay down. Now."

    He didn't protest. Evan laid on his back and propped his upper body up with his elbows. That coy smile was back on his lips as he waited for me to make my move.

     "Where's the stuff?" I asked.

     He nodded to the dresser next to the bed. "In there."

    I reached for the drawer and pulled it open. I found a roll of condoms and a bottle of lube. And bam! I was nervous all over again. Like, shit, we were really gonna do this. Evan and I were really about to have sex. Anal sex. Gay sex. I shouldn't be freaking out about this but I'd be lying if said that I wasn't. I was. Not enough to run for the hills but enough to doubt myself. What if I seriously hurt him?

     "Derek?"

     I glanced away from the lube in my hand and looked at him. Evan stared at me, looking concerned. "You okay?"

     "I..." I bit my lip and settled on my knees beside him. "What if I hurt you? Shit, Evan, I don't want to hurt you."

     He smiled. "Derek, it's going to hurt me at first but it'll get better afterwards."

    My eyes narrowed, suddenly getting suspicious. "How do you know? Have you done this before?" I snapped. Had he already done this with someone else? Some jackass that wasn't me? Oh yeah. The thought of it just made me want to punch someone. Like the guy who taught him all this.

     "Stop." He patted my thigh, trying to sooth me. "Calm down, Derek. I've never done this before either."

     "Have you ever messed around with Greg?"

    He opened his mouth but too late. I saw the guilt in his eyes. No freakin' way! He had messed around with that Chicken Little look alike? Really!? That fucking-

     Evan grabbed my arm and forced me to lay on top of him. He took my face into his hands and stared into my rage-filled eyes. "Derek, calm down. It was nothing. Really. We kissed, did a little groping but that was about it. Just experimenting. That was way before you found out about me. Before us."

      "You're mine," I growled.

     He rolled his eyes. "Okay, Mr. Caveman. I'm yours."

     "No other douche can touch you."

     Evan nodded. "Yes. No douche but you."

    "That's right," I snarled, "no douche but...wait. Hey!" He just called me a douche! "Asshole," I grumbled.

     He laughed and pulled me closer. "Derek, we're talking way too much. I want to feel your dick sliding in me, like, say, in a few minutes, not hours from now."

      "I don't want to hurt you," I voiced my fears again.

     "I told you, it will hurt me at first but if you're so worried about me then why don't you bottom?"

     My face paled and I suddenly felt woozy. Me? Be the bottom? Oh shit.

    "Breathe, Derek, breathe," Evan shook me. "Derek!"

    I started to breathe again. "Okay," I managed to say. I can take one for the team. I can do this for Evan. "I'll do it."

     Evan stared at me then snorted. "Derek, you look scared shitless."

    "Hey!" I glared at him. "It's not everyday that a guy takes it up the ass, you know!"

    He rolled his eyes, clearly thinking that I was being way too dramatic. "Derek, guys have sex with each other everyday believe it or not. And don't worry, I was just kidding. I'll bottom. I want to. You just have to top me, if you ever get around to it."

     "Okay, I will." I grabbed his hips and tugged him under me. "Let's do it."

     "Mmm." Evan trailed his right hand down from his chest, to his stomach until it reached his dick. He grabbed it and slowly started to jerk off again. "Do you want me to teach you?"

    "No," I said, scooting down his parted knees. Lowering my head, I flicked my tongue against the tip of his cock. "I got this. I read enough of those homo comics to be a pro by now. Just..." I glanced up at him. "Just tell me to stop if it hurts okay? Promise."

    His eyes went soft. "I promise, Derek."

    "Okay." Enough talk. I traced my tongue up his hot dick, tasting him. He tasted a little salty but not bad. I swirled my tongue around the head and he bucked up, moaning my name. I felt his hand grip my hair but I didn't mind. Encouraged, I continued my assault on his dick, swallowing him down as far as I could without gagging before sliding back up.

      Cock sucking was new to me but I figured I'd do it like I wanted a girl to do me. Well, how I wanted Evan to. I did everything to him that has been done to me, all the things I enjoyed about getting sucked down deep into someone's throat. Evan's dick was too long for me to take it all in my mouth without me gagging but I did my best to give him pleasure. From the noises he was making, I wasn't doing too bad of a job.

      "Fuck, Derek," Evan whimpered, looking down at me as he slowly fucked my mouth. "Do it now. I want to feel you."

      I nodded and sat up, replacing my mouth with my hand. I pumped him the same time I reached for the condoms and lube. I placed the condoms next to me and unsnapped the lube open with my free hand. I looked at Evan. "Ready?"

      He nodded. "Yeah."

      I released his dick and poured cool lube onto my middle and index fingers. I only hesitated for a second before lowering those fingers to his ass. Eyes never leaving his, I parted his ass cheeks and brushed his hole with my two fingers. Evan gasped and bit his bottom lip, slowly releasing it to start panting.

      I swirled my fingers around his pucker and watched him start to shake, his chest and face turning red with arousal. Still teasing his enterance, I lowered my head and flicked my tongue against his left nipple. Evan gasped again and bucked. I took the little nub between my teeth and gently bit down until he cried out.

      "Derek, please," he pleaded, "God, just...just do it. Don't make me wait anymore."

     I said nothing but sucked his nipple. Both his hands went to my head and gripped tightly on my hair. He pushed and pulled, not knowing if he wanted me to torture his nipple or not. While he tried to decide, I slowly entered my fingers into his tight hole. He cried out when I breached him and I froze.

     "Evan?" I wasn't sure if that had been a cry of pain or pleasure. I didn't want to take a chance and continue until I was sure. "Evan?"

     "I'm fine," he breathed out. "I'm okay. Keep going."

     "You sure?"

     "Yeah. Keeping going, Derek."

    I added more lube just to be sure before trying to enter him again. I watched his face the whole time, taking in the way his brows furrowed down, the way his eyes closed tightly. I knew this wasn't comfortable for him, but he wanted me to keep going. I trusted him to tell me if it became too much.

     Finally, both my fingers slid in him and we both groaned. Damn, he felt tight and hot around my fingers. I slid them in and out of him, then grabbed his softening dick. I jerked him off, using his pre-cum to slick my way. He became hard again, no longer so uncomfortable that he'd lose his erection.

     He started to rock his hips, fucking himself against my fingers. The expression on his face and the lustful noises coming out his parted lips got me so damn hot. I wanted to be inside him so damn bad, but I wanted to make sure that he was ready. 

    "Another," Evan panted. "Derek, another one."

    I poured more lube and added a third finger inside him. "Oh shit," he moaned, "that feels good."

    I pushed my fingers deeper into him and he cried out. I brushed something inside him that made him go wild. He slapped my hand away and grabbed his dick. "Derek, hurry! Get inside me. I don't I'm going to last long. H-hurry!"

     "Okay. Got it." I scooted back a little and grabbed the strip of condoms. I ripped one out with my teeth and rolled it onto my dick. It took me a couple of tries to put it on cause my hands were shaking so badly. My heart was pounding against my chest like a fucking drum and I felt slightly light headed. It's like all the blood through my body rushed into my hard dick.

     "Derek, hurry!" Evan called out again.

    "I'm right here." I crawled back between his legs. I coated my pole with lube before throwing his right leg over my shoulder. I placed the tip of my dick onto his pink hole and froze. I looked at him, eyes wild and hungry. "Evan?"

    "Do it! For fuck's sake, do it!"

    I surged forward. With the help of the lube and the stretching from earlier, I was able to slide half way in without problem. We both gasped at the sensation. Shit, his grip on me was tight and felt so damn good that I nearly lost my damn mind. Only the fear of damaging him stopped me from just pounding into him.

     "Keep going," Evan begged. "Please...Derek..."

     I rocked further into him, sweat beading against my forehead as I concentrated. "Oh fuck," I gasped when he finally took me all in to the root. My balls kissed his ass and I moaned at the feel of him squeezing me. I counted to ten, hoping that I wouldn't mess this all up by blowing too soon.

      Evan grabbed my face and tugged until our noses were only inches apart. His green eyes blazed with lust as he stared at me. "You're in me. Now fuck me through the mattress."

      Confident now that I was sure I wasn't hurting him, I replied by slowly pulling out almost to the tip before ramming back into him. Evan's mouth fell open into a silent scream and his head lolled back. I knew how he felt. He felt so good, my cock was at the point where it just wanted to go wild and cum deeply inside him.

     So I did. I went wild.

     I pounded into him, stretching him, claiming him. Making him mine. The sensation of my dick sliding in and out of him overwhelmed me. Oh damn it was just...just...fuck. I cursed under my breath and straightened on me knees. Evan wrapped his legs around my waist to bring me deeper into him and I grabbed his waist and let loose.

     In, out, in, out. Evan sobbed below me, hands reaching out until his fingers raked down my arms. The smell of sex filled the room as we grunted and moaned, both trying to desperately reach that goal. That bliss just waiting for us. I could feel it start from my toes, traveling up my legs to my thigh, to my lower belly and my dick. That tingling feeling intensified, wanting to break free.

      I could tell Evan was close too. His fist was flying against his dick, expression looking so tortured with pain and pleasure. His next words confirmed it.

     "I'm coming," Evan cried out. "D-Derek!"

     Why he sounded so lost and scared all of a sudden, I didn't know. I just wrapped my arms around his chest and pulled until he was on my lap. He cried out again as he took me deeper into him. "I'm right here," I swore, holding onto him with my right hand while I brushed his sweaty hair back from his face with my left. "Do you hear me, Evan?"

     I waited until his eyes met mine before pounding my next words into him with my cock. "I'm. Fucking. Right. Here." I kissed him, swallowing his cries. I devoured his lips before releasing them. "And I'm not going anywhere."

      Skin rubbing against skin, sweat mixing with sweat, Evan came apart in my arms. He froze and screamed out his pleasure as he came. Hot spunk splurted between us but I didn't stop. I kept ramming into him, trying to reach my own release whole prolonging his. My balls drew up and then I was coming, shooting into the condom inside him.

     "Fuck, fuck, fuck," I chanted, hips jerking as my orgasm shot through me, making me light headed with the intense pleasure. My dick throbbed in him, throbbed for him. At the end, I didn't even have enough strength to keep us sitting up. When Evan dropped backwards, I went with him. I landed on top of him, shaking from the aftershocks of my orgasm.

      Damn, it's never been like this before. Never. As corny as it sounds, and I was never going to admit it out loud to anyone, I felt like he ripped out more than just an orgasm from me. I felt like he had a piece of my soul.

      Evan wrapped his shaky arms around my neck and held me like he was never gonna let go. I didn't feel like moving so I just buried my face against his neck. "D-Derek?" I heard him whisper.

     "Hmm?"

     "I love you."

     I smiled. "Yeah. Love you too."

     We were quite for a few minutes, with my softening cock still inside him. I broke the silence though. "Hey, Evan?"

     "Yeah?"

     "Happy birthday."

    Evan shook against me and laughed. "Thanks. Best birthday ever."

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Cookie: Soooo, how was it? Was it worth the wait? lol I tried my best. Cause ya know, I don't have a penis so I have to use my imagination. Lmao. Come on my male readers, was I even close? Did I do a good job? Haha Well, drop me a comment! :)