we went outside and stood out in the snow for the first time it what it seemed like forever we actually had snow on Christmas in Arkansas and we had about 4 inches of snow good thing he had a truck with 4 wheel drive and snow tires that were put on a week ago. I said " dean it's snow and its deep, it stuck and its Christmas this is my dream come true" he said " I though I was " I said " really Winchester that's what you say right now your are but I dreamed of this since I was 4 years old I cant believe this at all first I get the man of my dreams then I get the perfect Christmas I dreamed of since I was a child" he said " I'm glad your happy love nothing can take away happiness once its their it can't go away" I said " actually it can be taken but only by myself or the people that I love deeply and that's you, mom and my friends" he said " and I would never in my life take it from you" I smiled and threw myself down in the snow and made a snow angel he laid beside me and done the same thing then I said " I'm building me a fort out of snow" an went to building he copied but across from me about 2 hours later we finished I made a snow ball and threw it hitting him dead in the face he frowned and started throwing them at me I threw more he started walking to me and I took of running I ran behind the house in a corner I saw him looking around his back to me I aimed on for his back and threw but I missed and hit him in the ass he jumped ant turned around glaring at me then I threw one at his crotch he said " oh it's on now " I screeched when he ran for me I took of tripping over a stick he picked me up spinning me carrying me to the back porch setting me down and he started to tickle me I screamed for him to stop he said " nope you now have made me have snow in places their should not be my man parts are freezing " I barley got out " w.wwhy don't ...you g ggoo ch ch change" he said " good idea but your getting this" then he threw a ball of snow in my face. tehn he ran in the house and locked me out I left the key in the house crap 

3 hours later

 I am still siting out on the porch after 3 hours he cant take that long to change I am freezing I cant feel anything I start to bang on the door and it hurts to because my hands are freezing I start hitting the doorbell about 30 mins later the door opens dean has sleep eyes he see's me then his eyes winded pulling me inside and wrapping me in blanket about 20 mins of thawing out I said " why did you leave me out their" he said " I'm sorry I forgot I went and took a hot shower changed then fell asleep" I was now angry ' I said " you forgot you looked your girlfriend outside what a stupid excuse" he said " I swear I'm telling the truth baby please" I said " no don't you baby me I could barley even move I hurt just leave me alone" I wen tto my room locking the door and falling asleep

next morning

I woke up to crying outside my door I went to it and then remembered who was here and what dean did I said " get away from my door now" he said " okay whatever makes you happy" I could see his shadow walk away he had real sadness in his voice and I immediately felt bad for what I did to him I went and tried to find him he was in the basement in a corner curled up I went beside him I wrapped my arms around his trembling figure he said "  I keep driving the people I love away I know what I did was unforgivable if you want me gone I understand he gently pushed me off and stood up I grabbed his arm I said " remember what I told you the first nigh you were here I told you I would never leave and I'm not okay because I love you to much to alright sop come on lets go and watch a movie okay" he nodded I pulled him in for a kiss he immediately kissed back I said " you go pick the movie ok I'll get us our snacks" he nodded and left I followed 

I made popcorn and pulled out my candy stash from under the counter and went and sat on the couch next to him

he was waiting to play twilight I said "umm dean twilight is a vampire werewolf romance" he said " I know it's my favorite movie of all time were watching eclipse" I said " ok don't get mad when I start swooning over Jake" he said " then ill have to kick his ass for taking my girl I laughed and we watched the movie"