Emmi is really something else. I haven't gone to my dad's place before with a beautiful girl like her and didn't get down with her.

Though it ran through my mind a couple of times, but I didn't want to scare her or hurt her. She seems different.

I've become to enjoy being close to her. I now feel like being close to her all the time.

And after finding out my best friend Tyler was hiding on her, I had to do something to keep her away from him. He wasn't good enough for her.

That was why I kissed her. But that kiss made me to want more of her. She's now a distraction to me.

I know she likes me, but am all about one night stand and am not about to change that over some girl. I can never let myself be vulnerable again.

All of them are the same, and if not. I really don't care and don't want to know. Though I got cut up with emotions for a bit when she talk about her dad and her past, it made me think of my past and everything that ruined me and turned me into this cold hearted guy. I just want to make sure she's save.

And if I keep letting myself open to her, it won't end well for any of us. I have to let her go and protect her at the same time. And I know just what to do. Though I'll be breaking her heart by doing that, but is because I care.