Chapter 52
"So you blame yourself for everything that happened? You've been punishing yourself because you still feel the guilt inside.
I'm so sorry about what happened to your parents, I didn't know and I wish things would have gone differently Jason, but...," I choked. I was so touched by his story that I didn't even know what to say to him.
I was practically sobbing already and my eyes filled with tears.
I rushed quickly to his arms and gave him a tight hug while I patted him on the back gently to console and comfort him.
I could already see how emotional he was and how hard he has been on himself because of his past mistakes.
"Actually... Is... Is jungkook, but everyone called me kookie," he said, caressing my hair and let out a little giggle which I figured must have been hard for him.
I giggled along with him too.
"Kookie? Hmm...I like it.
I'm so sorry Jason,... I'm mean kookie, but for what I know, there is no point in beating yourself up, giving yourself another chance to live and love is the hardest and bravest thing you could have done. Not using other people and trying to make then feel your pain as revenge for what one girl did to you.
I'm sure your parents must have loved you and must surely have forgiven you, and certainly must have wished the best for you," I said warmly but a bit sad.
"Oh sure, that's what they all say, but words are so easier said than done. I'm pretty sure you would have done worse if you were in my shoes," he said angrily and turned away from me.
"I didn't say it was going to be easy, but vengeance is never the answer," I said touching his shoulder before I turned to face him.
Our eyes were set on each other, and I saw the pain in his eyes.
I wanted so much to kiss his pain away, but immediately I leaned for a kiss, he turned away from me angrily.
"This was a mistake, I think you should better leave, I'm sure your sick mom must be worrying about you by now," he said coldly.
I quickly understood that he needed to be alone at the moment and figure things out in his mind, and make some hard decisions too.
"Fine, I'll leave.
But you can't run forever from your past, I suggest you call the police now or do something quickly because that guy, JJ is seriously in search if you.
I don't want anything to happen to you please,... Stay save," I was heart broken, but I managed to give him a little warning and advice.
"Don't worry about me, I'll he just fine," he said still faced opposite me.
I get that he was upset and it hurt me so much to see him this way, but he was the one to decide what to do next, I can't make decisions for him, I could only help him and support him.
"I love you," that was all I could say to keep his heart going, to give him assurance.
Finally there was nothing left to say, so I left.
It took me some minutes finding my way back to his place where my motorcycle was. But I quickly noticed I wasn't alone.
"Where is he?" It was JJ. he grabbed me harshly and tightly. I could really see the fury in his eyes.
"What? Let me go you're hurting me," I tried struggling out of his grip but it was no use, he was way stronger than me.
When I quickly became aware of my surroundings, I noticed he wasn't alone this time, I was seeing some figures as shadows which in a few moments came into light.
They were about 3more people.
"Answer me when I ask you a question! Where is he?," he yelled more furiously at me this time, tossing me around till he finally threw me and I landed on the floor. Gosh it was so painful and I landed on my tail bone for that matter.
I began to wonder how he could have found me so quickly and easily.
Was it possible that someone would have told him or has he just been stalking me?
But that wasn't the case now, Jason was really in trouble and there's no way I can warn him in time.
Damn it!
I was trembling on the floor as my eyes met with that JJ's raging eyes. And then I saw I pretty looking girl with tattoos all over her hands up to her shoulders and she was dressed so elegantly. I quickly guessed that she must be the same girl, Michelle that Jason was talking about, because she had this adorable innocent face.
She was chewing a gum, and immediately she blew the bubble, I felt a heavy brick hit so hard on my back, everything became blurry till I finally past out.
She was the last image I saw.
When I woke up, I found myself right opposite our pizza shop with with bruises all over my body. I felt an unbearable pain with every muscle I moved.
I looked around me and everywhere was so bright, it was probably the next day.
I didn't see my phone or my bike, they took everything.
"Jason!" The was the only word that came out of my mouth.
They must have found him by now, and I'm sure he was the reason I was still alive.
"I need to help him!" ...
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