I decided to go back to school and attend rehearsal first. And it was the one thing that has gone smoothly since this morning.
My performance was great and miss Rose commended me.
After that, I skipped other classes and went to see Tyler. Hopefully he would be alone and be sober by now.
It was risky leaving school early, but at least it was for a good cause. I took a taxi and straight to his house, and I also made a little stop to buy some flowers for him for my apology.

When I got there this time, it was his butler that opened the door for me. He showed me upstairs to his room and with what I saw, I wished I hadn't gone there.

"Tyler?" I sobbed with a whole lot of disappointment on my face. I was so shocked and didn't want to believe my eyes.
Immediately I had opened his door, him and Lucy jumped from his bed, and he was the one naked while Lucy was half naked.

"Oh no... Emmi wait, I can explain," he said trying to stop me. And I could see the shame and guilt on his face.
I ran out of there crying and didn't want to listen to a single word or lie that would come out of his mouth. I felt him running after me and I sped up and entered a taxi as quickly as I could and left there.
That Lucy really disgusts me, first with our teacher and now Tyler. And to think we would ever be friends.

I decided to use work as my therapy. I had no friend to go to or any companion.
But my job was more of a companion to me. I loved seeing new faces everyday and they're really friendly. And I also get to see new places and houses I'd fantasize living in.

It was getting late and I was Hoping that Jason would call again to order for a delivery so I could finally be with him. And maybe convince him to come back home. But unfortunately for me, the only person who kept calling me was Tyler, he wouldn't give up. I finally had to put my phone on silent.

On my way to the next delivery, I was still thinking of what to get Jason for his birthday. I saw this one amazing leather jacket that would really look good on him, but it was too expensive. I couldn't afford it even if I put all the money I've earned with my job.

I went to a book store to see if I could find a nice novel for him since he liked to read. But non of them pleased me.
Until I saw a dairy or rather, a journal. It was pink and has a lock on it. And I remembered hearing Jason say he loved pink, it was his favourite color. And also it was not expensive, so I decided to get it and with some rose flowers to go with it.
I just hopes he likes it and doesn't think is ridiculous. It was something for him to right down all his thoughts when he was alone.

Immediately I left the store, I got a call for an order. And my heart Skipped and was so excited as I heard his voice.

"I'll have the usual and a face of an Angel to go with it," he said so sweetly that it made me blush and i giggled.
My God I was even supposed to be mad at him, how does he do this to me.
I didn't waste time to go back getting his order.

It was as if he was prepared for me and was waiting for me to come meet him.

"Princess," he called me. With his face looking so bright and cheerful. He quickly came out of his door and started walking me to a direction.

"What took you so long, you're fond of being late to everything,"
He teased me.

"And you're so fond of always leaving me heart broken," I smiled sadly looking at the ground. He stopped walking and turned to face me. He used his hand to raise my face up to face him.
There it was again, his eyes sparkling and twinkling. He looked so adorable and irresistible. I wanted him to touch me, to hold me and make me his. To never let me go.

"I'm sorry. I didn't mean for any of this to happen," he said with defeat and sadness distracting me from my thoughts.

"Then make it not to be please. I...I..I miss you," I sobbed.
And I could see he was also touched and must have missed me too as much as I did. He then put his hand around my neck and used his other hand to pull me by the waist against his chest.

"I wish I could...
What is that?" He was distracted from the box i was holding in my hand. Damn it, I wish he hadn't seen it.

"You got me a present?" He said looking Moody.

"Yeah, happy birthday," I said and quickly giving him a tight passionate hug, and it took him some time to hug me back and put his arms around me.

"What was that for?" He asked looking so surprised and emotional after we broke the hug.

"For being you, for making my heart beat, and for coming into this world. I thank God for his wonderful creation like you.
I...I...I love you," I said it again. This must have been the third time I told him that. Bit each time I say it, my heart beats so fast and I feel chills run through my body.

He was still staring at me as his eyes began to fill up with tears and he made mine too that way.
If he cries, I'll cry. And if he smiles, I'll smile. I want to share the same breath, the same soul with him.

"Thank...thank you Emmi.
...I love you," he whispered under his breath. He was too emotional to say it out loud.
I brought out the diary and handed it to him with the rose.

"The diary, to write down your every thought on things that are special to you, things you don't want to forget, you hold dear in your heart. For every inspiration you get. You can write it down.
...and the rose, so you can bloom. You continue to bloom and live on, even when the last petals fall, just water it and take care of it, it will bloom, don't abandon it because it looks dead, have hope and it will bloom again, just like you, and every bad situation in life"
I said in a gently tone. I was really as emotional as he was. Nothing could make me happier than being with him, and there's no place I would rather want to be right now than with him.
Without me knowing, he pulled me so passionately into his arms and kissed me intensely. He held me so close to him, and it felt like he never wanted to let go of me ever. And I didn't want him to.
I released a soft moan as I was overwhelmed with feelings. I could die in his arms.

He pulled me unto him as he continued to kiss me and then placing me unto a tree. I put moved my one hand that I had rapped around his neck and his hands on waist as he traced it to every inch of my skill. I put the hand on his chicks but to feel tears dripping down on his face. It made me cry too.
My God I love him so much, and I never wanted this moment to end.

"Please come back, come back home, come back to me... Please," I whispered under my breath which almost came out as a moan.

"I wish I could Emmi, I'm missing my life there, school, friends, and you. But I just can't," I quickly pulled myself away from him as I heard those words again.

"There you go again with those words. Why don't you just tell me what is going on in your life. Please Jason, let me in.
Trust me, and if is that bad, we can work on it and find a solution to it together. Because running is not an option.
Whatever it is you're running from will still catch up with you soon and what will you do? Run? ... You can't run forever.
Please," I said turning his face to look at me and see the desperation in my eyes. And how much he means to me.

"OK...I trust you. And anything for you, to please you, I'll do it," he said taking my two hands and was ready to tell me. He looked away again trying to get himself together.

"You know, we're in my spot. This flower tree was my only companion was I was little, I would come here to think, watch birds fly, and enjoy the fresh summer breeze. And I'm glad you're here with me.
So much has changed. Including people too.
I used to imagine whenever I'm here, that whenever a petal falls, someone falls with it, and the last time I was here. Two petals fell, along with my two stars. The two most dearest things in my life all because of my stupidity,
It'll all started when...,"

To be continued...
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And I'm sorry for the late updates, just that I've been very busy with work.
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