He was completely passed out. There was blood all over the floor and empty bottles of alcohol.
The whole place wricked of alcohol which made me want to throw up.

Lucy pushed me aside with with hand and quickly rushed to Tyler. She completely didn't care of anything else around her but him, and obviously she didn't know she had pushed me by mistake.

"Oh my God! Tyler are you okay?," she said checking his body and checking his pulses.
I stood looking in fear, I was completely paralyzed and didn't know what to do. I've never seen this much blood before.
And what if he was dead, it would be all my fault.
My God... Why couldn't I have been more committed to him.

"He's breathing. What are you doing standing there? Why aren't you helping?...wait a minute, what did you do to him! What did you tell him, he obviously did this because of you!" She asked with so much rage and sadness in her eyes as she tossed me from and back with her hands on my shoulders making me feel dizzy.

"Answer me! What did you tell him this time?" She asked looking so worried.

"Hey! Back off okay, I did not tell him anything and I did nothing to him.
And why are you so worried about him, you barely even know him?" I asked nervously but with anger.

"So because I barely know, then I shouldn't help him right? Is that what you do? Abandon people in need because you don't know who they are?" Wow... She has a point there and her comeback and defense was so convincing.

"Look I'm sorry okay, I just don't know what to do, I'm scared... And I'm really really freaking out right now. Please help me," I pleaded.

Before we knew it, Tyler was already waking up but surely he had no idea what was going on or where he was. He was barely on his knees.
Lucy quickly rushed to him and helped him up.

"Are you okay? Please talk to me, what happened?" She asked with so much concern for him, examining his wounds. Luckily it was just some little cuts he must have gotten from the broken bottles on the floor.
I was really beginning to get jealous of how she was the one worried and caring for him while I just stood here watching with no idea what to do.

"Tyler? Are you alright? What happened?" I asked with concern but hiding the fact that already knew something that had lead him to do this.
Though it wasn't very fair of me to do that, but it still wasn't enough for him to do this to himself. It doesn't justify his actions.

"Are you really that dumb? Can't you see for your eyes? Does he look okay to you, and what do you think happened...having a bachelor party?" She asked sarcastically which annoyed me more. Who exactly does she think she is acting all close and tight with my boyfriend.
I don't even think I even deserve to call him that after all this.

"What is you'd problem, let him go. What do you want from him?" I asked furiously going near them and putting Tyler's head on my shoulders.

"Whatever, I'm out of here. You can hug him up for all you want, I don't care!" She said angrily, getting up. But to my surprise, Tyler stopped her before she could take another step.
I admit I haven't been so nice to her, but she was making things difficult for me.

"Don't go, stay," he said so passionately with his eyes closed, taking deep breaths.
I was I deep shock. My eyes met hers as we took a good careful gaze at each other.

"Tyler? What is going on?" I asked feeling so jealous and confused.

"He doesn't want you here, that's what. Try to keep up," Lucy said boldly. She must be filling so full of herself right now.

"Keep quite! I wasn't talking to you!" I said with annoyance. Then I faced Tyler, expecting him to give me an explanation, but not a single word came out of his mouth again.
He just kept hold of Lucy's hand and didn't want to let her go.

It was so hurtful looking at them together, hot tears started to drip from my eyes. I tried thinking positive to convince myself and to comfort myself.
I thought maybe because he was drunk, he didn't know who he was holding.
I decided to go closer to him to clear things up for him and to open his eyes so he'll recognize his mistake.

"Tyler is me Emmi, that is Lucy. And I'm sure this is just a little mistake," I said smiling hopefully at him.

"I know Emmi, I'm not drunk.
I just need some time alone," he said looking down, not wanting to face me.
Well, he made that pretty clear.

"And what about her? What exactly is going on here, what am I missing," I asked feeling heart broken. I really don't want to loose him, not him too.
He was like a guardian angel to me.

"I meant I need some time away from you. You broke me Emmi! So please just...just leave please," he said sobbing. I never saw him cry before.
How could something so small like this affect him. Not that I was trying to justify my actions.
But it hurt me so much seeing him like that, so wasted and wrecked up all because of me.

"I'm sorry," I said with a weak and husky voice as I backed up slowly till I finally got enough strength to run out of there.

I didn't know what else to do. And it was also Jason's birthday. Would it even be fair of me to still go see him after all this that had just happened.
Should I stay and go back to Tyler and comfort him. And also stay committed to him? Or do I just do what my heart yearns so dearly for and go see Jason?
I know the whole birthday stuff was just an excuse to be with him again. but still, I couldn't miss it, I didn't want him to spend it without me. And also maybe I could get him to really tell me how he feels towards me.

My God, it was as if my head and my heart were both at war.
If I followed my head, I'd be loosing something and someone o really care about. And on the other hand, if I listened to my heart, I'd be hurting someone so amazing, who didn't deserve any of it. Who has always been there for me and my mom.

I put on my earpiece and played "A thousand years," from my phone to clear my head and help me with my decision, as I walked slowly and helplessly on the side of the road feeling messed up.
Salty tears dripped from my eyes down to my chicks and entered my mouth.

Author's note.
Hey guys. Thanks again to all of you who are really committed to reading my book.

Please guys, it seems like Emmi needs your help again making a decision. What do you think she should do?
1) follow her heart.
2) or follow her head.

Sorry for any grammatical errors and mistakes you see in this chapter. It has not been edited.
But you can point some out if you see.
Thank you guys so much😘😘😘😘❤❤❤.