"What happened! We've got thorns of orders waiting to be delivered, I don't pay you to be incompetent Emmi!" My boss shouted impatiently as he searched around for something I didn't know.

"I'm so sorry, I promise it won't happen again," I apologized.

"No time, we've got the strangest order yet from a far distance. Just deliver this three more orders and you'll be done for today.
Here's the address, for that last one you'll need to use your GPS so you don't get lost, good luck," he said and handed me a piece of paper with the orders in arranged order and handed me 8boxes of pizza's.
I quickly rushed to my motorcycle scooter which I use for deliveries.

I had delivered the first two orders in less than 2hrs, now remaining the last one.
I looked at the address and searched for it in my maps app and followed the GPS.
In about 25mins, the roads were becoming isolated and I saw less houses.
I was beginning to get creeped out seeing how dark and isolated the place was.

I looked at the number on the house address and decided to call it just to make sure I was going the right way.
It rang for the 2nd time before someone finally picked up.

"Hello," someone said from the other side of the call.
I could have sworn to heaven that he sounded exactly like Jason. But I felt I was just  delusional.

"Pizza delivery! am I speaking with with Mr Daisy?
Just calling to confirm your address, I'm sorry but is just, this place really looks obscure,"
I said nervously, I was getting even more and more scared the further I went.

"Hello...are you there?" I asked, it seems the person on the line went silent for some moments there, I was only hearing someone breathing on the line.

"Oh yeah, yes, the address is correct. What is taking you so long, I ordered those like 6hrs ago.
How long does it take to make just one delivery and satisfy a customer?" He asked rudely, but this time, the voice was different.
It had grown deeper, almost as if the person was trying to fake their own voice.

"Uhm...oh, I'm sorry sir, I'll be right there soon with your order.
Though I'm really getting scared of this place, I'm scared," I said when I started to see some shadows in human figures.
I immediately added more speed and began to pray I'm my heart for my safety and my mom's.
I heard the person sigh on the other line and then hung up.

I got there in about 35mins additional. For a house that was completely conspicuous, it was really big and beautiful from the outside. It looked like a 2storey building.
I pressed the doorbell and in a few minutes someone was talking to me from the inside with a speaker on the door I guess. It seemed like the person could see me from the inside but I couldn't.
Probably because of security camera that was set on the door.

"You...you look beautiful... I mean, thanks for the pizza. How much is it?" He asked with hesitation, even his complement was weird.

"Uhm...that'll be $20," I replied.

"You can drop it on the floor, thank you,...
Wait please,...can I ask you something?" He asked eagerly.

"Uhm...sure, go ahead," I accepted innocently.

"Why are you working? I mean, don't you have any money or parents...not that it matters, just out of curiosity," he asked nervously, but I could sense the curiosity in his voice.

"Oh...I was expecting something more based on our restaurant or our pizza...but I guess I could answer that... Uhm...I guess because I needed it, for my future and also for my mom," I replied feeling a bit emotional but I managed to smile because I knew he must still be watching me from the camera.

"What's wrong with your mom?" He asked that as if it were his responsibility, as if he knew me or my mom.

"Don't you think that's a little bit too much? You're kinda sounding rude now...here's your pizza, now pay up, is getting late and this place really gives me the chills," I said impatiently dropping the pizza on the floor for him and waited for him to pay up.
In a few moments, he slid a $50 note under the door

"Keep the change," I heard him say.
I took it nervously and started heading to my motorcycle.
After starting the gear and was about to leave, I just noticed that I had dropped the record for the orders, so I went back to look for it.

Immediately I got there, I saw someone bent down picking up the pizza and also ended up picking the book as soon as I bent to pick it.
Once we both stood up and I stretched my hand to take the book from him, our face met.
And it was the worst thing ever, I didn't know whether to be happy or sad.
I suddenly felt all so emotional and hot tears quickly rushed down my chicks, I was so hurt and shocked.
I had no words, I was suddenly speechless, mesmerized, so perplexed and I couldn't move a single muscle on my body anymore.
Him too kept his eyes on my with shock, and his eyes were red to.

I couldn't take it anymore, I had no idea what to say to him, but I definitely knew I was mad and hurt. I quickly turned my back and started running as fast as I could to my motorcycle not minding about the book anymore.

"Emmi no wait! Please don't leave like that," he caught up to me and grabbed my hand. I removed my hand violently from his grip angrily and started walking away again.

"No Emmi please! don't be like that, I can explain," he said walking up to me on my motorcycle stopping me from driving away.

"Let me go!" I yelled pushing him away from me.

"I'm sorry okay...I didn't mean for any of this to happen, I did it to protect you, I didn't want to hurt you," he almost sounded sincere.

"Protect me?...no you didn't! You used me, you're a liar," I cried out.

"Is that what you think?" He asked looking confused and a bit hurt.

"What else was I supposed to think? Unless you've got some reasonable explanation.
You left me when I needed you most...damn it, my life has been hell since you left me," I said as more tears dripped from my face.

"Emmi please, can we just talk about this?" He asked holding my hand.

"Are you ready to tell me the real reason why you left me? I called you for days and left turns of messages of for you but not one single reply, nothing from you. Not even a sign that you were still alive. Seriously what gives?" I asked looking furious, and was waiting for his answer.

"Can we just talk? I just can't tell you what it is, I don't want to put you in danger," he said so convincing and pleading. But I didn't want to hear any of that, I wanted to know the real reason why he left me.

"What? Wasn't I good enough for you? Or I was just another one of your victims who fall unto your arms for one night stands. Look at me! Does this look like a game to you? I'm I that worthless to you?" I sobbed, letting all my emotions out.

"No no no...how can you say that or even think that.
No Emmi, I love you," his voice sounded so weak as he said that word "he loves me".

"So can you just tell me what the hell is going on?" I waited anxiously for his answer.

"I just can't tell you okay? But I just need you to trust me and you can't tell a single soul about this or that you saw me," he said placing his hands on my chick then slowly moving it closer down to my neck.
He now came closer to my face as if he wanted to kiss me. I felt chills run through my entire body.

"Then there's nothing more left to say,...," I said trying to act tough and he didn't even look ready to tell me why he left me after everything we had.

"Emmi! Emmi!! Emmi!!! Please," but I didn't listen to him.

"Goodbye Jason!" I sobbed and then made a bold face.
Yeah, it was Jason.
I drove off without looking back again.
I wanted to trust him, but I just couldn't, so much time has passed and a lot has happened but still, I never heard anything from him. Not a single word, letter or a sign.
And I was dating Tyler now, so there was actually no point in it.

Oh am I kidding, I still love him. I'm still damn crazy about him. And I'm still hurting because of him. He never looked more handsome than ever too, I just wanted to eat him up.
Wow, I should really stop imagining things, is clearly not good for me and won't be for anybody else.
But at the back of my mind, I was Hoping to see him again, as soon as possible too. Mostly now that I found out where he lived.

I finally got back to the store tired and stressed out. I knew Tyler must have been waiting for me, I just saw his car parked in a corner. I sighed and searched around for the record of delivered orders to mark Jason's own on check, but I couldn't find it. All I found was another note.
And... And... It said tomorrow was Jason's birthday.

"Omg, I really need to get him something, I have to," I thought excitedly to myself and didn't realize I already had a wide smile on my face and was probably blushing.

"Wow, what's got you so excited, did you win a lottery?
What have you got there?" Tyler asked. I wasn't aware when he got here and how long he had been standing in front of me.
But I definitely couldn't tell him or show him, it'll ruin what we have.

"Uhm...uhm...is nothing...yeah," I stammered, but he didn't buy it. He kept his eyes constantly at me. I suddenly became so nervous and completely speechless.

"What do I do now? And I am a very terrible liar ...Oh snap!".