Tyler and I got to his place in less than 30mins. The place was really full and crazy. I haven't been to a party like this before and I felt kinda uncomfortable with all the sh*t I was seeing.

Really, there was no place to look that I won't see something upsetting.

I didn't know this much people even went to our School, many faces that I haven't seen before. or maybe I was the problem. I haven't really been sociable or exposed since I got here, i loved to stay low and simple. But it seemed like Tyler knew almost everybody there. I guess that's because he was very popular and for the fact he was in the football team.

"Are you alright?" Tyler asked me, I was even unaware that he was still beside me.

"Yes" i nodded not wanting to say much.

"Cool party huh? just try to have fun and loosen up ok....enjoy yourself" he said it as if I was a fun kill, at least that was how it sounded to me. I was a bit offended by it, though it was somehow true.

"Sure, is a cool party. What else was I supposed to do in a party. ..sleep?" I said managing a smile. I was trying to sound cool but I ended up embarrassing myself.

"OK babe, I'll be back soon with some drinks. Have fun" he smiled awkwardly and left. I saw him welcoming his guests.

And most of them were mostly girls throwing themselves at him. And for some reason I was actually kind of jealous. I know I don't like him like that but I did not want any girl around him.

I was feeling a little bit left out. Emma wasn't here and I had no other friends. I just stood in one corner and observed all that was going on. But it only made things worse. It was like a horror film.

Some girls were making out with each other, and some with their boyfriends and some with total strangers. Some of them were drunk and were acting Like sh*t and making a scene.

Now I saw Jason from across. He was at the punch table with a cup of drink in his hand. He just stood there mindlessly looking so cute.

I decided to go talk to him and thank him for his pretty present. He saw me as I was coming, which made me a bit nervous cos he wouldn't stop staring at me.
It made me self conscious. I was thinking maybe something was wrong with my look somewhere.

"You made it." I heard a voice say from behind me stopping me from going to talk to Jason.

I turned around to see. And it was Lucy.

"Wow, you surprised me. I didn't actually think you'd make it to this party" she said with a smile.

I didn't know if that was a good thing or not.

"Why would you think that. I told you I'd come and am here" I said to her with a peppy smile.

"Perfect. Cos I have a surprise for you" she said with excitement. That made me nervous. What is this girl really up to.

" nice outfit, you really went all in for this party. And how can you afford that. I thought you only wore cheap old cloths" she said with a sarcastic smile on her face.

I knew this was too good to be true. Lucy inviting me personally to a party. I was really offended with what she said. Though is true that I can't afford a dress like that for now.

"Thanks, it was a gift" I replied her with a serious face.

"Hahaha, who would want to waste a good amount of money getting you something that is so out of your league" she said with an evil smile.

How dare she. Wait till she hear who it was from. Am sure she'll definitely loose her mind.

"For your infor........." She interrupted me.

"Save it for someone who cares." She said while placing her right hand in front of my face.

She looked around as if she was searching for someone or something.

"I see your so called friend decided not to show up. I told you she wasn't good enough for a girl like you. She ditched you" she said with satisfaction.

I guess she was kinda happy that Emma didn't show up.

"She didn't ditch me.....I think I was the one who did" I said sadly now wishing so much that Emma was here. I really owe her a heart felt apology.

"Don't get me wrong girl, am just saying. Hope we can be friends though. Don't mind anything I say" she said so humbly.

Now that witch is really up to something.

"Jason, Jason!!!" She shouted, waving her hand to Jason's direction.

"Isn't he so cute?"  She asked me, expecting an answer.

"Yeah" I replied her while staring at Jason. My eyes were filled with twinkles. He really was cute and irresistible.

"Lucky me right? He really adores me" She said and was a bit peppy.
I guess she was just trying to get to me.

"Hi babe."
She called out to Jason again waving at him. I guess she was expecting him to come to this direction. But the way he stood still, I didn't think he would be moving from there. Though I was sure he heard her, judging by the distance and the loudness of Lucy's voice.

"I'll see you soon" she said tapping me on the shoulder before going to Jason's direction.

She wrapped her hands around his neck and was whispering something on his ear before she went in a pressed her lips against his. And it didn't look like she was going to pull out at any moment.

I felt left alone and hurt.

That bitch. Am sure she only invited me here to hurt me and make me feel bad. And for some reason, she wasn't with her two panthers for the night. They were in a corner doing sh*t with some dudes I've never seen before. They were dancing too but the guys were the ones dancing for them mostly. They were more like male strippers.

"So they even attend our school?"
I thought to myself.

"Shall we dance?" I heard a whisper on my ear and a hand wrapped around my waste so sweetly.

"Tyler! You're back" I said with a little bit of surprise in my voice.

"Hahaha. Yeah, didn't you want me to come back pretty face?" He said teasingly and I gave him a small smile.

He offered a cup of  I drank it up at once. It was refreshing and was just what I needed to chill a bit.

" wow." He was kind of surprised how I sipped everything in just two gups. And I smile with a little bit of embarrassment in my eyes.

"May i have this dance?" He said like a gentleman and bowed as if we were in a ball room.

"Yes you may" i also did the same trying to go with the flow with him.

But now a slow song was playing, which means we had to do a slow dance.

He grabbed me by the waist and held one of my hand up.
I put my one hand on his shoulder and the other was holding his other hand too.

I saw Jason a Lucy from Tyler's back dancing together.

They were so close and up tight. Why does it have to be like that. It hurt me so much to see them that way. It made my heart burn with anger.

Oh I wish I could just hit her off and have Jason all to myself.

Jason caught me staring at him. I could see the satisfaction in his ace. But somehow, he looked somewhat unhappy.

I don't know how long he's gonna keep this up. And I don't know how long I can endure this or hold my feelings back. But I just know I can't get over him, I've tried. I don't even want to get over him. I want him an nobody else but me.

We stared at each other for a few moments before moving on with our dates.

I just don't get why or how he can stand that witch Lucy and be so happy. How could he stand to be around her.😡😡😡.

I hate this feelings. I wish it would just go away. i cant stand anymore it.

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I love him😢😢.