I still couldn't believe what just happened. On one hand I was kidda happy and on the order, well I was...I was sad.
My first kiss was with my first crush, my firs love. The way he had kissed me. It was so passionate, as if he was afraid of something. Afraid of losing me or something. I just couldn't tell what.

Hot tears were still flowing down from my eyes. I don't even know why am doing this. Why am I like this? Questions were still running through my head.

Knock knock.

There was a knock on the door.

" go away!!....I don't want yo talk about it...I want to be alone"

I yelled without asking who it was.

The door cricked open and it was mom.

"What happened honey, what's the matter? "

She said hugging me.

"It hurts mom, it hurt so much. I love him”

I said with tears still on my face as I hugged her back.

" what are you talking about, what did he do to you? ”

" nothing mom...but....he kissed me”

"So what's wrong with that, you should be happy right. Isn't that what you wanted? He loves you too right?”

" that's the problem mom. He's a player. He doesn't care”.

"Aww, baby. If is like that then he isn't worth your tears or you. You just need to forget about him honey”

" I've tried mom, I really have. I've tried acting like I didn't care sometimes, but it isn't working mom. My God he's driving me crazy and I can't help it”.

"Oh baby. You just need to find something to occupy your mind, face your studies and try out extra curriculum activities in school. You could even start singing again....oh baby I'd give anything to hear that your angelic voice again.”

That made me blush and I gave her a little smile then hugged her.

" oh please mom, you're just saying that to make me feel better”

"What? Have you heard yourself sing? Ever since you were a baby. Ahh...What a good old days”.

Talking to my mom really made me feel better. Although she has never supported me being in a relationship until I was 18.

Am 17+ now and my birthday will be in the next three months. But I guess she's changed her mind or she just couldn't stand seeing me get hurt.

A few minutes after she left and informed me she'll be going out to have a girls day with Mr.s Williams.

My phone buzzed. I checked it but it was a message from an unknown number.

When I opened the message I saw.

" am sorry”

It was as if my heart just went into my stomach. Could it be Jason? And how did he get my number? I never gave it to him.

My phone buzzed a again with another message.

"You looked cute in that your night dress though😊”

He said with a blushing emoji.

Yep, it was definitely Jason.
I smiled to myself and I dried my face with my blanket.

Another message came again.

" come over later to my place. And try to look nice ok”

Wait, what does he mean by "try to look nice!!,....I always look nice😡😡”

I thought to myself then I sent him a reply.

Me
Do you mind telling me how you got my number?

Jason
That's not important.

Me
OK then, I can't come over. I have plans.

Jason
You're so terrible at lying.

Me
Whatever, I don't want to hang with you anyway.

Jason
Lol, you really wanna know how I got your number? OK.
I got it from your school record.

Me
What? How dare you. And how and why.

Jason
That's non of your business. See you later hot cheeks.

Me
Am still not coming anyway.

Jason
Hmmm. You're always not gonna make things easy are you? Anyway, I'll come over then.

Me
What? Wait....No.

But he was already offline. Damn it, he is so stubborn. And irresistible too.

I went into the shower a few minutes later. I tied on my robe after bathing and then went straight to my room to get dressed.

As I opened the door. I saw Jason lying on my bed so comfortably.

" this bed is so comfy ” he said laughing.

What the heck!!! What gives. Who does he think he is.

"Aaaaaaaaaahhhhhh!!!”

I screamed in annoyance.

" what do you think you're doing huh. No one's gonna hear you”

He said. A bit irritated. I guess he doesn't like noise.

"Mooooooommmm!!!!”

I screamed again hoping she would come up very soon to get this freak out of my room.

I think I annoyed Jason a little bit more with that second scream.

He jumped from the bed and held me, with one of his hands on my mouth.

" why do you have to be so stubborn ”

He was looking at me to make sure I don't scream again as he released his hand slowly.

"Your precious mom has gone out already OK, she told me to let you know”

He said.

" what are you doing here? And how did you get in?”

I asked furiously.

"Relax, your window was open so I thought I'd have a little fun and the pleasure in it”

What? How did he manage to do that, my window was like 15ft tall and just then I realized.

" you said my mom asked you to let me know she was off. Then Why didn't you use the main door”.

"Well that would be boring. Am not like you OK. You take out the fun in everything ”

Ouch..............

" now get dressed quickly. I can't stay here for another minute. This room is too small and am beginning to loose my breath here”

Now I just noticed he was dressed and he looked so handsome. So cute.

"Where are we going ”

" just get dressed you'll find out soon”

I waited for him to leave the room or excuse me while I dressed up. But he acted as if nothing was happening.

"Can you stop staring ”
He said arrogantly.

" uhm....do you mind? I wanna get dressed”

"So go ahead. I'll just be over here ”

He said not moving from where he was.

"Get out” I yelled.

He laughed at me then sighed. He  murmured something before leaving.