A/n - hey guys I'm sorry I never upload that much. I just fished my 8th grade year and it was really ruff. I lost a lot of my friends and I went through some depression. I'm not trying to complain and I'm sorry about not uploading for the people who like my books. I just have had a lot of self doubt about myself and what I do in life but I hope this could maybe make up for me not updating.

Aphmau's POV :

Katlyns word kept ringing in my head....she loves me. I can't believe she actually loves me. I am so happy that she loves me back, but when she said it I didn't believe it at first.

"...aph...." Katlyn whispered.

I turned around. I couldn't face her. She loved me, but the day they found out what I was...they all looked at me different. How? How could she love the monster inside me?

"Aphmau are u ok?" Katlyn placed a hand on my shoulder. Her voice...she sound like she really cares for me.
"How?" My Voice was strained, you could hear it crack in the middle of me speaking.
"How, what?" She asked confused.
"How could you love me?" I can feel my eyes start to water while I speak.
"Oh...aph..." I feel Katlyn step closer to me. She wraps her arms around me hugging me. I broke. I felt the tears start streaming down my face.

I don't know why but being here right now in Katlyns arms. It almost felt unreal. Like it all was a sick dream to get me to realize all my mistakes in my life. To make me realize what I could have if I fixed everything.

"Aphmau, I love u. I have always loved u. Since the day u let me join u in Phoenix Drop to the day we were on a boat looking for people to join us. I love u because u care about other people. I love u because your you," Katlyns hugged me tighter.

I turned around and hugged her back, placing my head in her neck and letting my sobs start to quite down.

"I love you too," I whispered back.
"You do?!" Katlyns voice got excited.
"Of course I do...i have for a long time," I smile into her neck.

Katlyn hugged me tighter. I could feel her smile into my neck.

"Aphmau...Jess...Aph..." I hear a lot of familiar voices say behind us.

I let go of Katlyn and looked behind us. There stood all of our friends and family looking at us. We kind of just stood there and stared at each other for a moment. I was terrified of what they were going to say.

"Aphmau were so sorry..." Garroth said.
"...wait what?!??" I am confused.
"When we found out what you were...we judged u without even getting to know this side of you...your still the same person...we just didn't know about this side of you," Laurence explained
"Laurence~Kun is right Aphmau~Senpi...we all judged you even though you expected us all for who we were...and you expected us for our past and our mistakes...and we are sorry for judging you" Kawii~Chan said, her lip trembled as her eyes started to water.
"Guys it's not your fault...I-I should have told u sooner," I did a little half smile.
"So are we all okay?"Zane said. I could see Travis eyeing Zanes butt behind him. Hehehe. I look at Katlyn.
"Yea...yea I think we are," I said as I smiled.
*in the back ground they hear yelling and then a siren*
"What's going on?" Travis says looking around confused
"...we're being attacked!" Levin says.

Then I feel the it....I feel HIM!

~~~~~~To bE CoNtInUeD~~~~~~