Laying in the dark
I can't sleep
I go back to when I felt it all
When I fell in love

The feeling of flying high
The exhilaration of taking a leap
Jumping into the abyss
Not knowing if he was there to catch me
The adoration I felt
He was charming and handsome
Even his voice held so much warmth
His personality so much like mine
The rush of emotions swirling
Taking over my mind
My heart racing at the thought of seeing him
Running out of air when he speaks to me

I remember it all
Every moment
I'm not in love with him anymore
I don't love anyone
I know I'll fall again
But in the meantime
It doesn't feel like I'll ever find him
The one I will deem worthy of my heart
Some days it hurts to not be in love
Others I'm thankful
Too much heartbreak comes with it
Making every night one of those nights

Right now I just lay in bed
Dreaming of what might have been
What I wanted but didn't get
Having one of those nights.