Fingers touch my face
I close my eyes
Focusing on the feeling
As his lips brush mine

I open my eyes
My bedroom all I see
The dream is over
But the want lingers
I wish he knew I want him
But I'm afraid for him to

I can feel the walls that separate
When he walks away
They're made of stone
I can't knock them down
He smiles at me
But not from within
All I can do
Is keep on going

All eyes go to him
His never go to me
Other girls are prettier
That's where his eyes are
I barely get a hello
I can't tell him how I feel

Good or bad
This fear is real
Fear he won't love me back
Fear of putting it all out there
Laying it out for him to see
But not open his arms to me
Fear that nothing I do
Can make him turn to me
Fear I'll never have his heart
That it won't be me
Instead another girl
Living the life I want