I'm not sure what I'm doing
Going or coming
Hoping and wanting
Or waiting and hiding

Torn in half by my own judgment
Whether or not I should make a move
Unsure if I'm right or wrong
Confused by my own heart

I thought I knew you in my own way
But there's a side I never saw
A side I turned away from
Gave a blind eye

How do I chase you now
In the open or secret
Am I chasing the real you
Or a shadow

Should I even be giving chase
Shouldn't you come to me
Is this even what I want
What I've been waiting for

Have you blinded me for others
Or have they all paled to you
None of them coming close
Or are you just convenient

Stable to all on the outside looking in
Unstable to those that know you
So many things similar to me
Or did I change to match you

Confusion reigns in my mind
Drowning out other thoughts
Unsure of what to make of this
Of you and me and what could be