[ jian x hinata ]

fc ° akaashi keiji ; haikyu

NAME ° hinata masao
OTHER NAMES ° lucas
NICKNAME ° luke
BIRTHDAY ° july 15
SEXUAL ORIENTATION ° homosexual
SPECIES ° human
OCCUPATION ° photographer

EYES ° a murky dark green-blue
HAIR ° black, he's considered Ying it before but ultimately decided against it
HEIGHT ° 5"7
SCARS ° he has a scar on his right knee when he injured it during high school. he had to go for a surgery after that and while it doesn't affect him much, cold days or extended physical activity that requires his knees like running, does make it slightly sore
TATTOOS ° again, has considered it but decided not to
PIERCINGS ° similar to the above. it's explained more in his "history" but his mom is very particular about his body conditions.

PERSONALITY TRAITS
+ calm, polite, tolerant, hardworking
- possessive, manipulative, stubborn, paranoid
WRITTEN PERSONALITY
° hinata is a generally well mannered and easy going guy, and at first glance, he appears like a typical guy. he's a bit more on the reserved side and won't actively seek out parties or other people but he doesn't shy away from conversation and gatherings either. he's actually pretty well liked in his job circle because of how tolerant he is, even when dealing with the most infuriating and rude customers. he isn't not prideful but he also doesn't care about apologising profusely to appease his clients, whatever makes the job go by smoothly
° he takes his job very seriously and while it does roll in a decent amount of money, it's mainly because he's genuinely fascinated with photography. capturing the essence and beauty of his subjects has always been his main source of motivation. admittedly, he likes good looking and pretty faces, who doesn't right? and is even more motivated when his models are someone with a distinct energy and good looking appearance
° that being said, hinata isn't the best at maintaining relations... he's decent at maintaining friendships but he's extremely extremely terrible at relationships. it could be due to his upbringing or his own twisted sense of morality but he's extremely possessive which is something really unexpected of him and it's something he doesn't like to admit. when asked about it, he would deny it but it's definitely true. to him, love is control, getting your significant other to listen to your words. he can be pretty manipulative in how he carries this out too, like making his partners jealous to give him more control and a more secure sense in their relationship. that he is safe with having the upper hand, that he can't be hurt more than them. that he can choose when to end the relationship.
° he's a stubborn guy so he won't be the one to make the first move or admit his affections, even when it's obvious that he's bothered by something. i guess it's sort of like a game? however under that facade, if something messes up, mainly in his relationships since he has his jobs easily under control, he gets extremely paranoid and is a whole bundle of nerves. he lashes out at others but mainly, he trembles a lot and there's a chance he'll hurt himself. ( if our rp ever gets to the stage of describing this, i'll keep it brief since it's a sensitive topic and it's kind of triggering to me when portrayed wrongly so i don't want to be hypocritical and do that, just in case :") )
LIKES
+ photography
+ sex
+ small animals
+ being praised
+ good looking people
DISLIKES
- being criticised
- feeling out of control
- vegetables, he still eats them though
- nosy people
PET PEEVES
° hypocrites
PHOBIA
° fear of large bodies of water like oceans or lakes
HABITS
° he hums when he showers
° when he's nervous, he bites his lower lip

RELATIVES

[ mizuka masao ; alive ; mother ]
° on the surface, the two appear to be quite close. hinata is very fillial and often checks up on his mom and brings her out for dinners and to a degree, they are close. hinata knows more about his mother's past and her fears than a typical son would and se knows almost everything about him. almost being the key word since he's an adult now and has learnt to lie to her about things. however, his mom has always been overprotective of her son and since a young age, had ensure that he is well taken care of. to her, that also meant being perfect, perfect skin, untainted and unblemished, perfect grades, perfect life. she really did try to give him the best everything but she would break down a lot, sometimes she would hit hinata when he came back with a less then perfect grade or score only to apologise profusely for breaking his perfect skin and spend the rest of the week cooking all his favourite meals and caring for his wound. raising hinata by herself was hard and hinata does love his mom for all she's done but in a way, she's also his biggest source of trauma. her own fears of being taken advantage of were drilled relentlessly into hinata, to be the one in control. so that people like his own father would not take advantage of him. and she also drilled into him the idea that love is control, she loves him, that's why he has to listen to what she says, because she wants the best for him. their relationship is odd but he does love her, and she loves him back so it's alright. she does not really approve of his job but he's making quite a lot of money and he's living well so she doesn't say anything

[ "that man" ; estranged ; father ; ]
° mizuka has ensured that her son has never come into contact or heard from "that man" all his life. he's heard of him sure, "that man" swindled money from his mom for years, cheated on him and ultimately ditched her when he found out mizuka was pregnant. scum.

RELATIONS

[ best friend ]
° hinata has no best friend, he has multiple friends but he's careful not to get too close to them. he can get possessive of his friends as well which is not good for both parties, he's learnt of that the hard way

[ lover ; alive ]
° i was hoping to use hinata with jian zhao, so naturally, their relationship would be really toxic and perpetuates the cycle that his own terrible father left in its wake in hinata's family.

i don't know if this fits into what you had in mind, but i imagined that they started dating in university or highschool and at first it was slightly sweet but now it's mainly toxic because of both of their own toxic traits. hopefully there's a happy ending but idk lol, i guess that's depending on how the rp progresses ^^

HISTORY
° most of it is described in his relation with his mom. other than that, he's always strived to be the best he can be in his school and in his work. he was never allowed to join a sports club because of the higher chance of getting injured so he's a bit on the paler side. back in highschool, he had a few close friends and one best friend, but he got extremely possessive of said friend, wanting to be their number one as well. he didn't like her romantically but he just wanted to be her number one, the way she was his number one. he is aware of his toxic habits to a slight degree, he knows this level of possessiveness is not normal but he was raised to believe love means control and he does not know how to fix it.

-ikigai_ I hope he's fine ^^