I'm dealing with this on a day to day basis and I need it to stop - 16th of June 2019

Good evening demons, I got home from production rehearsal like an hour ago and I've been sitting here with all these one-shot ideas bouncing around my head but then I'll open a document and my brain is like "Hey, FUCK YOU!!!", guys you have to understand 

I  D O N ' T  H A V E  T I M E  F O R  T H I S  F U C K E R Y

I'm legitimately losing my goddamn mind over how I'll open a new document and I'll go to write the opening sentence and then proceed to delete the entire document and start again.

It's happened 6 times now and I'm not sure how much more I can take.

so if anyone has any tips on how to  w r i t e  it would be greatly appreciated cause with school happening, I have like one full hour a week to myself.

love you guys, hope you all are doing good.

-Fairy✨