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Your P.O.V

At M.A.M.A

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I clapped as yet another artist finished off their great performance. We were only still in the beginning of the show and not a lot of awards were given out yet. Maybe 3 or 2 but I wasn't in the categories. The boys would check on me from time to time but I always had to reassure them I was OK and that I just right next to them. I always kept checking on our juniors as this was their first Award Show and I wanted them to enjoy it. If they needed anything, they could come to me and their hyungs. Next award that was being issued was BEST SOLO ARTIST. The nominations were shown and I was surprised to be in that category.

I was a new artist and wasn't expecting to be there so soon. I'll definitely tear up if I do win. It will be my very first one. I blushed at the picture they put up and covered my face slightly as I heard a lot cheers and whistles from it. It was one of the concept photos for the album, that I had taken earlier. The nominations had finished and I bit my lip nervously pinching at my skin anxiously. OK Y/n... Relax. I took a deep breath as I watched the two presenters open, the envelope. I shouldn't raise my hopes up, there are many great artists in this category.

" And the winner for Best Solo Artist is..." The man trailed off as the woman next to him read the name.

"JEON Y/N!" She screamed happily. I stayed frozen and wide eyed. I heard claps and wild screams from all over as I was stuck in a trance of shock. Did I win? What?!........ I won.

" Noona!" Kai screamed from down below. I shook out of trance and stood up quickly fixing my dress. I hugged my juniors quickly going down the stairs quickly. I was met with my oppas waiting for me, they all gave me quick hugs and I walked past the few boy bands sitting besides me...I bowed back as they gave me the gesture many of them clapping or shouting small 'woohs' or 'congrats' . I went up stage and bowed slightly to the two presenters as they gave me the award. I observed my eyes glistening slightly. I went behind the mic and took a deep breath as the cheering calmed down.

( Picture shown on the screens.)

" Uh... W-Wow.... Thank you." I observe the marvelous trophy. I was at a loss for words.
" I am at a loss for words."

I say honestly. I look up and to say a few tears fell my eyes would be a lie. A whole river went down my face. I wiped them with the back of my hands and smiled.

" ARMY! MY STARS! Thank you so so so much My armies, my constellation! Thank you so so so much my babies. I really appreciate all the love, motivation and support, I am so grateful to have fans like you from all over the world. Stay you, love yourself and never forget that I will always love you. Thank you so much to the staff for all the hard work and dedication you have to make all my performances a success..Then for that daily dose of jokes and love. It makes our place so much brighter and happier. I really love you all. Oppas..Jujus,
My big and little brothers and darling fiance... Thank you, thank you your the one of the b-biggest reasons I'm here. One of the biggest driving forces and motivations I have. Thank you for my daily dose of laughter, my hugs and kisses, my smiles and consistent happiness and positivity . My memories, everything! Thank you for always helping and building me up. You helped in making me stronger and I will always love you. No matter what. Always. Thank you to every single one of the dancers. You always work hard and make sure you try your best. Our performances can't be great without you.
....Oppas, Jujus please stay so happy. My four angels, my little babies, my children. Look Mommy made it. She's going to make it for you. Thank you for just being so happy and bubbly and making my day brighter. I love you so much and I promise to be the best mom. Thank you so much. " Tears were running down my face as people cheered and clapped for me. My smile turned into a smirk as I had one last group to think of.
" Last but not least. Thank you so much to my haters! Wah... Your the reason I got this baby right here and I'm so thankful to you. Do you know what our haters do? They download our music, just to talk crap about it later but you know what... It benefits us. Haha thank you so much, you made me realize that all your words are nothing. You made me stronger and I'm really grateful to you. I hope you have a good life. "

I laughed and walked off stage, the cheers and hollers had been getting louder and louder as they seemed to be processing my little clapback to my haters . I met many oppas and younger boys on the way, that asked for hugs. I gladly gave them and smiled walking down. I eventually reached my BTS oppas and hugged them tightly. I smiled in the warm embrace feeling shy. I flushed and hugged them even tighter before I pulled away to go back to my seat. I gave them all kisses and sat back down putting the trophy on the table.

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Timeskip- Your Performance

With a final deep, I got my mic setup as I rose to the platform. A video was playing as the set was gettin its final touches done. I stood in my position in the dark, my backup dancers right next to me. The video ended and the lights came on. I smirked as the music came on, my nervousness seeming to fade away getting replaced with adrenaline. It was refreshing to perform once again. I missed it.

I did my movements with a smug smile on my face as the audience was going crazy and wild. Though the artists were quite a distance away, you could see they were enjoying alot. My starter dance break had finished and I began singing.

(You only start singing for the second vid 😊)

The song ended quickly and walked towards the bigger stage that was in the middle of the audience. I made sure my steps were slow and agonizing as I stared smugly in front of me. I made sure to sway my hips as each click of my heels was sounded through the speakers. I reached the stage and made a pose as my backup dancers followed me. The stage went dark for a moment before the light had come back on.

I gave my audice kisses and little winks here there before a backup dancer handed me my a mic.
( A/N : I know this Mnet Asia Music Awards but pretend they allowed you to do your other songs 😊) I stood in position quickly as the music followed quickly after.

Modu nal bomyeon
aibbeora aiai aibbeora aibbeora aibbeora
modu nal bomyeon
aibbeora aiai aibbeora
nae nae naega nal bwado
aibbeora aiai aibbeora aibbeora aibbeora
modu nal bomyeon
aibbeora aiai aibbeora
nae nae naega nal bwado
naega naega bwado jalnan yujeonja
I walked around the stage with a little sass and attitude in my steps.
that's right got my space jams on super fly
modu mureobwa dodaeche eomma
nugunya nugunya nugunya nugunyago
They hashtag Y/n-ie sexy
I gave a a little cheeky wave whiles bending my body 90° degrees and clapping whiles shaky my hips.

jebideulman taeugo dallineun Taxi
imi seungjaga jeonghaejin competition
ijen namjadeuldo jjolli Ronda Rousey

WHO THAT WHO THAT They call me sseneonni
TRUE THAT TRUE THAT jinjja sseneonni
jukne jukne dadeul gi jugeo
SEE THAT SEE THAT

naega mweol ibeodo mweol ibeodo
naega hoksi yogeul haedo yogeul haedo
saramdeuri naega mweora haedo mweora haedo
Then still look at me like
aibbeora aiai aibbeora aibbeora aibbeora
modu nal bomyeon
aibbeora aiai aibbeora
nae nae naega nal bwado
I pointed the mic to the left side of audience, whiles nodding my head in the tune. I smiled and danced my way to the other side of stage doing the same with the right side.

nae chingudeuri nal bulleo sika
You think you Flowsik but my flow more sicker
nae seonggyeogeun pisae satab saljjak bbiddak
Tell me who the baddest senorita
bonama bbeonhajanha haebonamana
eochapi naman ibbal apeujanha
naege mweora haji malgo ni hal irina hae
Cause either way
I get it popping and I'm living okay

WHO THAT WHO THAT They call me sseneonni
TRUE THAT TRUE THAT jinjja sseneonni
jukne jukne dadeul gi jugeo
SEE THAT SEE THAT

naega mweol ibeodo mweol ibeodo
naega hoksi yogeul haedo yogeul haedo
saramdeuri naega mweora haedo mweora haedo
Then still look at me like
aibbeora aiai aibbeora aibbeora aibbeora
modu nal bomyeon
aibbeora aiai aibbeora
nae nae naega nal bwado

nideuri mweonde gamhi nal pandanhae
this is my moment mweol haedo jalnagane
nideuri mweonde gamhi nal pandanhae
igeon nae mudae mweol haedo jalnagane

naega mweol ibeodo mweol ibeodo
naega hoksi yogeul haedo yogeul haedo
saramdeuri naega mweora haedo mweora haedo
Then still look at me like
aibbeora aiai aibbeora aibbeora aibbeora
modu nal bomyeon
aibbeora aiai aibbeora
nae nae naega nal bwado
With a final booty drop, I flipped my hair and the stage went dark.

(Omg omg is that jessi? Omg yo I freaking love that b
Like seriously she's like my spirit animal)
I'm all about the mula

Earrings like a hula
Y/n from the block homie don't believe the rumors
I treat you like my junior the Oppas call me Noona
They starin' at matatas no worries hakuna
I did a little shimmy with a small wink and heart towards the crowd.
See me on running man and take over the show
Pull up on show me the money take your chain and your dough
Before I showed up on tv women ain't know how to flow
I gave the country a makeover bitches I'm in control
Who you callin' unpretty
Ya girl run cities
They gave me second place
How am I still winning
Who u think u kidding I'm a lion you kitten
Y/n put her hands on top of her head, gesturing to a crown as she spat the facts. She did run cities and everybody knew it.
Just saying what you thinkin'
Let me guide you babygirl like
Learn the game huh
(2) Go and slay huh
(Slay) All my Down girls (down)
We going way up
If you want that Unnie money better save up
Love your haters let it motivate ya
Motivator motivator love your haters let it motivate ya
Motivator motivator go and get it girl what are you afraid of
When I was saying the guide. I lifted my hands up counting for each instruction. The fans seem to know them let's test them. When I said haters, I lifted up a middle finger, sticking out my tongue in a mocking manner.
Killin' all the male competition I'm a widow
I got all the men on a leash like a jindo
I'm a sex symbol in a stretch limo
Tiny little girl but the voice is heavy metal
Shout out to my ARMIES
They hold me down heavy
Always keep an eye out for me like fetty
Shout out to my Oppas they knew me mad early
I made it in the industry it's been a long journey
Wait Me plastic? hmm I'm fantastic
My momma says I'm pretty yo momma she a fan bitch
When I said plastic. I pointed to my ass and boobs with a 'really' look. With a final roll of my eyes, I lifted my hips, making sure to drop them with every tune.
H/c hair tight body with a s/c
Let me break it down for you
Help you understand
Learn the game huh
(2) Go and slay huh
(Slay) All my Down girls (down)
Going way up
If you want that Unnie money better save up
Love your haters let it motivate ya
Motivator motivator love your haters let it motivate ya
Motivator motivator go and get it girl what are you afraid of
I pointed my mic towards the crowd, putting my hand on my hear as I listened in for the instructions. When they finished, I smirked proud they knew the manual.
Spirit animal bitch I wrote the manual
Let me teach you how to slay
Spirit animal what you make in the annual
With a final turn around, I walked up the stage, my back facing the audience. My back dancers surrounded me.
Bitch I make that in a day day
Watch Unnie dance on em Watch Unnie dance on em
Watch Unnie dance on em Watch Unnie dance on em
Watch Unnie dance on em Watch Unnie dance on em
Watch Unnie dance on em Watch Unnie dance on em
I put my head over my shoulder before I started dancing as the backup dancers came and clapped on the beat. Their bodies jerking towards my body as they were pretending to act wild.
Learn the game huh
(2) Go and slay huh
(Slay) All my Down girls (down)
We going way up
If you want that Unnie money better save up
Love your haters let it motivate ya
Motivator motivator love your haters let it motivate ya
Motivator motivator go and get it girl what are you afraid you of
(Omg I love that bitch)

After turning around with a final roll of my eyes and I turned to the side. My hand on my hip. The stage went dark once more. A video played and I sprinted backstage getting changed.

The song didn't finish and it moved onto the next. Just how I planned. I knew I was kinda getting Jungkook riled and kinda of angry but it was kinda fun seeing how jealous he could be. I love him and he knows he won't lose me to anyone.

(^Clues^)

When the knew song started, I made a V sign on my cheek.

" TaeTae!" I shout through my mic before I went back to singing quickly.. Oh how I missed performing. We haven't performed in a while, the trip back to the Western Side was canceled and we decided to postpone it until next year. We haven't performed in a while and I really missed my fans. It was kinda empty without them.

( Pretend there's less touching.)

( You do both choreos. Just slip it in. 😊)
The music had changed and I stood quickly in position as the lights went down for a. The lights went back on and I stuck my tongue out with a wink on my face.

" ARMY! Constellation! Let's go!" I shout sort of growling just before it was time to sing. I made a few middle fingers here and there. I made sure to also put a lot of sass and attitude in my choreo. The backup dancers were phenomenal and made sure they hit every tune and beat. I finished the song, just before the lights dimmed and the dancers slowly fell into position. A dancer handed me a mic and I looked intensely into the audience . My eyes narrowing slightly. I did a booty drop staying in the position.

Jwieojjaji anado al saramdeureun ara
They alleady know yeah
Gossip gossip machi sashil
I lifted my free hand, making a talking gesture whiles my face held a face of annoyance.
machi jeonbuin yang dadeul tteodeureo Oh
bulpyeonhan saramdeul matchul saenggak eopseo
geunyang dwege beoreudeomneun nyeo
TV yeneung gwanggo hwabo aelbeom
gongyeon haengsa tueo nan bappeun mom
Y/n's face held a slight anger but pained expression on as she wrapped. She held the mic allowing the crowd to sing.
Who dat B
Who dat B
Who dat B
nan naradanineun bencheo
Who dat B
Who dat B
Who dat B
They love to hate me cause I keep it real y'all
neonen bureoweohane imi jin geo
Calling calling Y/n-ie seobwehae modu
amuri jallagado naneun Loyal
I looked up at the ceiling, sticking my tongue in my cheek. I looked back down again waking forward on the stage trying to keep to the choreo.

Nan yeogijeogi danyeo haneureseo
iltteungseok tagoseo jayuhyeong
sesang eodireul gadeun dongyang yeojaroseo
naneun jeolttae an kkullyeo
(Stackin' mileage while I'm stylin' hah)

haji mallago halsurok naneun
deo hago shipeojeo Even more
ni namchin yeochin jeongshin teolji
seongjil geupan eonni I'mma take it all

Who dat B
Who dat B
Who dat B
nan naradanineun Venture
Who dat B
Who dat B
Who dat B
They love to hate me cause I keep it real y'all
neonen bureoweohane imi jin geo
Calling calling Jessi seobwehae modu
amuri jallagado naneun Loyal
Y/n made a gesture as if she was clapping back. Behind her back up dancer's lined up on the stage as they all danced. She turned.
Who dat B
Oh that thick
Y/n ran a hand, alongside my curves as I walked up.
You dat B (They wanna know)
Ass lookin' real good
I turn my head over my shoulder and I rotate my hips. Lifting one up before smirking and winking.
Who dat B (They wanna know)
Who dat bitch (They wanna know)
Who dat B (They wanna know)
Fuck 'em
What they say about ya (Fuck 'em)
I growl out the the two lines. I turn and follow along the dance. Another rush of adrenaline going through my body. Sweat running my body.
shigani eopseo
bami gipeo Oh yeah
Ice ice ttaeng eoseo umjigyeo
wae eoreo neon jjora Goddam
Goin' in nuga dweljineun dugo bomyeon alji
buryeobwa jaerong You betta man up
gyeongjaengi sse naraneun Brand
Give me the cash da jumyeon dwae
gwaenchankesseo na ireonde?
The baddest of the baddest GANGGANG!
I pat my chest for each beat saying the last two lines of the verse. I made sure that every trol behind their screen watching this knew that I was that B.
Who dat B
Who dat B
Who dat B
nan naradanineun Venture
Who dat B
Who dat B
Who dat B
They love to hate me cause I keep it real y'all
neonen bureoweohane imi jin geo
Calling calling Y/n seobwehae modu
amuri jallagado naneun Loyal
After saying loyal, the lights went down and I ran behind stage changing quickly.

( Pretend the crown isn't on yet.)

Walking onto the stage. I smiled the music began.

When Y/n had sang the lyrics "Don't touch me.", she couldn't help herself but to flick her hair and look to the side with a cocky smile. She finished off her song with a wink and a flick of her hands expressing that she shouldn't be touched. A dancer handed me my mic and I ran my hand through my hair.

" Wow. Are you guys feeling good?" I asked through my mic. I couldn't really get an answer as everyone was screaming. I chuckle. From the screams I'll assume their good.
" That's good but aren't you feeling a bit uncomfortable?"

I ask pouting slightly. I mostly heard hollers of agreement so I smiled.

" Well let's get you back to shape. All of you please stand up. Up let's go. You've been sitting for a few hours let's stretch OK? " I nod. I saw a rise of the army bombs all over the stadium indicating they stood up. I helped stretch everyone out getting a few screams here and there. I won't lie when I say I might or might not have smirked when I saw from the distance Jungkook's very flustered and mad face.

" Wah. OK. Now that we're stretched. I've prepared something special for you! I'm sure all of you know Swish Swish. So I got some friends of mine to create something for you to enjoy whiles I perform. Your army bombs are all going mix and turn into 4 different colors. Red, Yellow , Green and Blue. Let's see. " I see as all the ARMY bombs turn different colors, it was a beautiful mix of colors. I loved it. I wish I could have a picture. I nod smiling.
" Right. So your now in different color teams. Anyone else who wants play but doesn't have a bomb just use your awesome lightstick, OK! Now on the middle screen it's going to show, all four dancers. One color, one dancer per screen, OK. Your going to follow them. It's really easy. Put your lightstick in your right hand and just dance!" I grin. A dancer handed me a bomb which turned a mix of colors.
" OK. Now if you amazing artists want to play. There are controllers under your table. Feel free to join. "

" Now how we will predict the best team is with dance moves and energy. I don't know how they did it but I know they put my power move OK. I'm on all the teams, haha. So I'll try my best OK. I'll sing and you have fun and dance, dance! " I exclaim excitement getting the best of me. I saw that my oppas and all the artists stood up except for [Female Idol You Least Like/Enemy] Me and E/n have not been on the best terms. Me and her are the only young l moms of the Kpop industry whixh are still running strong. We both have been known to have more than one kid. She has twins whiles I have quadruplets. She's hated me since I've became an idol and I had no reason why. I've honestly tried to befriend her but she always pushes me away and gives me the cold shoulder. I didn't have a reason for her to hate me but you can't please everyone and not everyone will like you. When I heard we both moms and almost at the same time, I really did think we could be friends but I guess not. Eventually I stopped trying. I started disliking her when she started saying the worst things about my babies, that when I lost my kindness for her. I've never mentioned her twins or anything terrible about them. The things she said were unforgivable. She can say things about me but not my angels.
" Lets go!"

I handed the mic back to a dancer before the music begin and the screen lit up.

Whiles in the middle of the dance. It was getting intense but it was actually quite easy.

" Wah! Are you doing good?" I ask in a free moment between the music. The screams increased and I giggled slightly before I carried on. As the song finished it showed that the [Color] Team had one.
"Wah! Well done [Color] Team. You guys all did amazing. I hope you are OK and are feeling stretched and energetic. If you are hurt I'm sorry. Please sit down and rest."

I made a peace sign before the light switched off. There was a throne placed in thr middle of the stage. I sat on it as a dancer dressed in a Royal Priest's Outfit stood behind me with the purple crown. I put one leg over the other as I leaned back sitting cockily. The lights turned on and I put my fingers in a v sign, my middle finger on my lips slight as my index grazed my cheek. I put my other hand down on my throne.

As the music started, the priest placed the crown on my head. I stood up and began dancing. I walked amongst the stage, enjoying my last song. The song end and I posed, I turned walking back as the backup dancers all stood on the edges of the stage. As I walked past them, they all went down bending on their knees bowing to me. Showing how clearly I'm the Queen. I reached my throne and sat down, breathing heavily, the same position I was in before. It stayed like that for a few moments before the lights went.

This... Was... Awesome.

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Hey Guys! I hope you are doing well and are safe! How are you? Please tell me what you think so far. Please no negative comments. I'm really trying nowadays I've just feeling really off and terrible I'm so sorry. Please forgive me! Anyways I've got you an enemy so may you please recommend a name for me. What do think sound a bit bitchy? Also please tell me what you think would be a fit her personality or characteristics. Anyways if you have any baby moments you want please feel free to message or comment down 😊

^Baby Moments^
^Enemy Name^

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