*BadA$$ Album released
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Beginning Of December

Mnet Asian Music Awards

Red Carpet

Your P.O.V / Third Person P.O.V

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I smile as yet another photo of me is taken. I turn and do a few poses before I move on. Today was the M.A.M.A and to say I felt a little lonely would be a lie. I felt a good amount of lonely. Being a solo artist officially is so different. I miss sitting with the boys. Speak of the devils themselves they were behind me getting their photos taken. I was very much part of the band. Very much. Except now I'm my own solo artist in a different company... Kind of. Walking into the interview area, a girl approached me with a cameraman. I smiled and observed. She was quite beautiful. She had beautiful chocolate skin and piercing brown eyes. She was wearing an elegant red dress which hugged her curves beautifully. She brought a mic up to me and smiled kindly.

" Hello! My name is Cecilia. May I interview you?" She asked me kindly. I nodded. She grinned and slightly squealed.
" How are you?"

I giggled slightly at the question.

" I'm good." I answer. Cecelia brings the mic closer to me and writes down my answer.

" That's great! How's it like being a solo artist?"

I titled my slightly and rubbed my chin.

" Personally for me it's kinda lonely but I'll get used to it. It's sort of like a peak of more freedom. I'm still adjusting." I speak honestly. Cecilia nods in understanding.

" I'm sorry to hear that but I'm really glad you feel a sort of freedom." She states unsure of her words. I chuckle and shake my head indicating that it was quiet alright.

" Y/n I really outfit though. You really are the spotlight of tonight." She announced in amazement. I blush.

" Thank you. " I smile. She giggles and nods. She asked me a few more questions.

" Y/n are you still part of BTS?"

" Yes. Very much so. I'm just more of my own artist and I'm under my own company. " I explain. The situation itself was complicated and kinda confusing but once you read the statements that were issued earlier you will definitely understand.

" OK! Y/n what is it Iike being your own CEO? "

" It's kinda stressful but super worth it! Me and finance share the stress load and we enjoy working together so much. Bighit is also such a great company to work with." I grin. Cecelia looked at me with curiosity and amazement. Working with Jungkook is so fun. We always manage to share the work and get it done together though people say otherwise Jungkook is a pure creative genius. I love all his ideas and inputs they give you such colors and brightness. We always mix in our opinions and ideas to make something even better. It's almost like your not even working. There are stressful moments but you get through it and by the end of the day, you smile and drink some Banana Milk.

" Really? " She asked me unsure of my answer. I shrug and nod.

" Yeah!" I confirm brightly.

" Is it true that TXT also known as Tomorrow X Together is your first artist? "

" Yes definitely! They are officially under Jeon Entertainment. Bighit and Jeon Entertainment share both bands. We are partners. The boys are such sweethearts. " I announce confidently.

" OH! You are such an independent woman. I love it! It's so inspiring and just so so beautiful. I really do admire you Mrs Jeon. " I blush slightly and Fan my face as Cecilia laughs.

" Thank you! I'm really hoping to inspire many woman to do the same. This is our time! " I state sternly. Cecelia nods in determination talks to more about the clapbacks I've been giving lately and how I won't take shit from anybody anymore. It was actually a really fun and exciting conversation it didn't really feel like an interview. It felt more like a friendly conversation new friends were having.

" Y/n do you think you'll win a daesang this year?" The question itself made me feel nervous to be honest I would be fine it I didn't but if I did I would be ecstatic. I've never one before and I couldn't before because I wrote in all in English but now I have a chance. Hopefully.... I feel butterflies in my stomaxh just slightly as I exhale a breath.

" To be honest I hope so. I've never won one and I'm hoping to. I really worked hard. But if I don't that means I must work harder for next time. I feel a tiny bit nervous." I laugh nervously. Cecilia giggled and shook her head.

" You shouldn't be. I feel like you win a few. Your Constellation and ARMIES will always root for you. But why did you choose Constellation as your fandom name? "

( A/N : Do you like it? The Fandom Name? 😊🤔)

" Well.. Constellation is the name for them in total but individually their Stars. Their the star in my vast and wild Galaxy. They are the brightness in my dark sky. " I answer honestly. Ever since I became an official Solo Artist, I was required to make my fandom and Constellation was what I thought would be perfect and it is. I love it and it just describes my fans. Stars are so beautiful and bright. They shine through even the dark nest of nights and days.

" Alrighty! Thank you so much! Please Enjoy the show! " Cecilia smiled happily. I nodded and smiled back. A security guard was called over and escorted me to my seat. I praying that I'm sitting with the boys, otherwise I'm going to be really lonely but I'll just have to suck it up. We walked past a couch that was reserved for BTS and I immediately felt my stomach drop slightly.... Eh what can you do?
We walked up the stairs and I was sitting next to them atleast, then TXT was below me. Monsta X and ATEEZ were right next to us, ATEEZ being below Monsta X next to TXT. Then after that was NCT127 and WayV right next to the stage. I sighed and sat down, minding the table in front of me. It had snacks and water upon it. I watched quietly looking around, minding my own business and getting lost in my thoughts. I was so lost in my thoughts that I jumped when I felt a tap on my shoulder. Looking up I saw Jaehyun oppa. Jungkook's friend from SM.

( This is literally the dude who has been whipping and making me feel so unloyal. I know right and it's one of Jungkook's best friends.... Like why 😭The struggles of being a Multistan 💔 who else is also a Multistan? )

^Clues^

" Sorry did I scare you? I wanted to come and say Hi." Jaehyun smiled embarrassed. I shook my head and laughed it off. I stood up and hugged him tightly swaying to the side. He kissed my cheek, me doing the same. I pulled away.

" Oppa. How have you been? " I asked him happily. I haven't seen him in forever. It was nice to see him again. He was always so nice and kind to me. I've met him only a few times but I'm really close to him and NCT127.

"I'm good what about you?" He grinned. I shrugged.

" I'm OK. I guess kinda lonely here." I say honestly. He gave me a sympathetic smile and pat my shoulder.

" I'm Sorry but congrats on the babies. How are they?" He asked me a dimply smile visible. I smiled back.

" Their very good. Very happy and healthy." I giggle. Just thinking about my babies gives me a brighter mood. Currently their with Minjae, La-La and Mary at home with Jaylin and Mary's babies.
( I'll mention them soon.)

" That's great. Sorry we couldn't come to your birthday and the shower. We were super busy." He frowned. I shook my head.

" No it's quite alright. Plus thank you for the gifts you guys sent us. Where are the guys?" I ask looking around for the rest of NCT.

" Their still getting ready. I sneaked away cause I just had to say HI. Where is Jungkook and the others?" He questioned. I shrugged.

" Thank you and I don't know. Their somewhere I'm sure. I'll tell them you said Hi. " I chuckle. He nods thanking me. From there we have a casual conversation getting familiar with each other once more.

" So what's your plan next year? " I asked him curiously. He leaned in sort of looking around sneakily.

" We have Comeback next year. " He whispers. I nodded in understanding.

" We do too and also me. You know we should Collab sometime." I suggest. Jaehyun gives me a closed eye smile and agreeing with me.

" Yeah we should. I'm sure the guys would also love it. " He trailed off brightly. I tilt my head at the next question.
" Can I have your number? "

"Do you want my company or my private number?" I ask him taking my phone out. He took his out and handed it to me. Even though we were close I never really got his number. 1. Because Jungkook was jealous. 2. Because Jungkook said No. 3. Because Jungkook was jealous.

" Can I have both?" He questions. I nod and add in both numbers before handing him my phone. He added his number and by then it was time for the show to begin.

" Bye Oppa. It was nice talking with you." I grin giving him a hug. He waved bye and left off to his seating area. I put my phone away and sat down putting a leg over the other staring bored like onto the stage. I looked to the side to the see my oppas were walking to their sitting area clearly frowning when they see me waving sadly.  I pout but they gave me a small smile knowing I was at least close by. I just blew them a kiss as they all sat down. The seating was close but also quite a small distance away from each other.

" Are you ok?" Jin mouthed me. I gave him a thumbs up smiling. He looked skeptical but nodded nonetheless.

" You look lonely." Jungkook mouthed back to me worried. I pouted slightly.

" I am. I will be fine baby." I mouth back giving him a ressurring smile. He pursed his lips but still kept looking over to me..
"Yah. Look in the front."

" No. I'm worried about you." Jungkook snapped. I rolled my eyes playfully but didn't fail to blush.

" Thank you cutie but you need to look there or else you'll get in trouble." I suggest. I see he clicks his tongue and purses his lips before shaking his head.

" Fine. You look beautiful though." He compliments. I blush and hide my face. I heard him snickering from a far. I give him the side eye and stick my tongue out at him.

" Thank you! Stop teasing. You also look very very handsome. Tell the oppas the same! The show is about to start. Bye Kookie." I mouth back quickly before looking forward as an intro video was being played. The lights dimmed and the cheers of fans from all over kpop industry were. The light sticks of all colors were shining brightly and making the view more and more beautiful.
A man came out and announced his name but I wasn't really paying attention. I clapped and leaned back getting comfortable. Many stars were mentioned and shown the big screen.

" Today we also have Bangtan Sonneydon." There was 5 screens in total. Two on one side shows the oppas and two showed me. Then biggest and main one still showed that man. I waved and gave a peace sign.
"We also have an official new solo artist  ,  Jeon Y/n. Welcome Back!"

All five screens showed me and I bowed in thanks slightly. I blew my fans a kiss and gave them many fingers  hearts. The screen went back.

" OK. OK. Now let's let the show begin...... "

This is going to be a long night.

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Hello Guys! I hope you are good. I hope you don't hate me or are mad at me for the updates. I'm trying my absolute best. The drama is just beginning. Do you like your fandom name though? I really thought long and hard about it. It really frustrated me..haha.. Anyways are yall ready for Festa?! I'm really excited. The pictures are too cute. I hope yall are safe and happy though! Nowadays I have been really sad so if the chapter goes a little sad or something. I'm really sorry. Writing makes me happy so I'm hoping it worked.. Haha. I'll be adding another or a few more chapters for this one. Be prepared. Hope you enjoy your Day or Night.
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