Pov Bill

When I see Pinetree come down, I was going to cry. I didn't want him to see me like this. I didn't say a single word to him.

I'm so sorry Pinetree,
I'm so sorry Dipper,
I'm so sorry Mason.

I've failed you, I couldn't keep that promise. I couldn't protect you anymore. I just gave up because I know that I can't hide anymore. I'm sorry that I couldn't be by your side. I want you to forgive me!

Once he placed the gun on my forehead I was ready to die. I rather have Pinetree kill me than anyone else. At least the last thing I'll see would be his face.

His soft smile, his brown eyes, his chocolate brown hair and I get to say his nickname for the final time.

"Bye Pinetree."

Tears escaped my eyes and I couldn't hold them in.

I'm sorry I failed you
I'm sorry I couldn't be there for you
I'm sorry that I couldn't stay by your side
I'm sorry that I harmed you
I'm sorry that I couldn't kiss you

I'm sorry.....

Bang

I opened my eyes and I wasn't dead, I was alive!  I looked up and Pinetree shot Sixer's leg and his tracker and his watch?

"What?" I said.
"Let's go." Pinetree smiled.

I grabbed his hand and he smiled at me. Pinetree knocked out Sixer and kept his gun. Pinetree and I ran back upstairs and left the shack. I can see tears going down his cheeks. Once we were inside he looked at me.

"How can you fucking do that Bill! I didn't want you to die in front of my eyes. I love you Bill! I would blame myself if anything happened to you, you dying. I couldn't even shoot you! I would have nothing left Bill!  I would have lost my entire world to this gun. I can't lose someone that I love. I just couldn't Bill, I couldn't let Ford kill you. You just gave up on me, you didn't fight back to save yourself , you just gave up. How am I suppose to live with myself if you were dead Bill. I don't want to lose you! Not again. Everything we've been through, the things I've told you!  Would mean nothing if you just left me here. You even promise to stay by my side. I shared so many things with you, you were the only person I really trusted. If you were gone I would have no one to talk to, no one to spend time with and no ones to comfort me. Your the only reason I really came back."

Pinetree threw the gun on the floor while talking.  He was just hugging himself at after he threw the gun. I feel like shit because I did give up. I did it because I didn't want him to get hurt. Why didn't I fight back.

"I'm so sorry Pinetree, I wanted to do what was best. I didn't think it through because I was scared. What happened if Sixer found out you brought me back. He would have harmed you and it would be my fault. I guess, I guess I couldn't live with myself if you got hurt. I was wrong, I ended up harming you. I got worried about you, I didn't think about how it would effect you. I didn't want someone I love so much to get hurt. I know what I did was stupid, but you thought me so many things. You thought me how to befriend meatsacks, to be kind to others and to love someone. I didn't want you to get hurt either and I'm sorry. I just didn't want you to see me like that. So confused, So scared and so sad. I wanted to protect you." I said.

I came closer to Pinetree and hugged him tight. Pinetree hugged me back softly.

"I never wanted to hurt you." I said.
"I didn't want you to leave. " Pinetree said.
"I'm sorry. " I said.
"You don't have to be. " Pinetree said.

I looked at Pinetree and he made a soft smile at me.

"I want to see that sweet smile everyday. "
"I want to hear your adorable laugh everyday. "
"I want to see your gorgeous eyes everyday. "
"I want to be with you everyday. "

I'm expressing what I feel about Pinetree. This was pretty new to me, but it's fine with me. I looked at him and smiled. I almost carried him but I didn't. I placed my hands on his hips and looked at me.

"Bill." Pinetree laughed.
"I want to be with you every single day. "
" Your so smart, adorable, sweet and shy. "
"Your you! The Pinetree that I loved from the beginning. "
" The one I never want to leave ever again. " I said.
"The one I wanna hug and laug-"

Pinetree cut me off and kissed me instead of saying anything. I kissed him back and I didn't want it to stop.
Pinetree wrapped his arms around my neck. We stopped and I just looked at Pinetree blushing bright red.

"Pinetree? " I said.
"um..I-I-I...um.. " Pinetree stuttered.

Pinetree couldn't say a single word because he made the first move. I held his hand and smiled at Pinetree. I sat down on the couch and pulled him with me. Pinetree was the cutest thing.

"Don't worry. " I said.
"I-I-I don't know what came over me, you were talking and I-"

I kissed him for a quick second and then smiled at him.

"Don't worry about it. " I said
"Sorry." He said.
"You don't have to apologize. " I said.
"Sorry." He said.
"Stop apologizing. " I said.
"Sorry, Wait sorry for saying sorry I mean- sorry" he couldn't stop.
"Your adorable. " I said

I hugged him tight and made a soft smile. Pinetree's head was on my chest and he smiled.

"I'm a human dating a demon. " Pinetree said.
"I'm a demon dating a human. " I said.
"Perfect. " Pinetree said.
"Wonderful. " I said.

I kissed Pinetree's forehead and looked at the ceiling. I couldn't ask for more.