I feel like my friends don't care about me--

They are just 'pretending' to care..

First, They never call me back or pick of the phone. (rarely they do)

Second, They either ignore me or just leave me.

Thrid, they never answer my texts. (rarely)

Its just.. Ugh. Am I not good enough? I'm annoying.. I know I am. I'm too much of a nerd????

I dunno what I'm doing wrong!
I hate my life. No one will even notice I'm even gone anyways--

I know I'm not perfect but..
I'm a horrid friend no one cares aboot.

   I'm sorry but i feel really sad rn-