A modern one this time...

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April 30th, 2016

  I can't.

  Freaking.

  Sleep.

  Francis fell asleep hours ago, yet here I am, lying wide awake, contemplating my life.

  I'm so... Eugh, I don't even know how to describe it.

  I just got pre-proposed to.

  ...

  Uh, let me explain.

  Since Francis knew I would say no to an actual proposal, he apologised to me instead and confessed how he felt.

  And... I confessed how I felt.

  But what I said doesn't make any sense because I hate Francis Bonnefoy.

  In my time of need, when I needed him most, he left me. He sold me twice- without even telling me.

  He sold me to Alfred without even getting my opinion on the matter!

  Francis Bonnefoy is an annoying, cheating, stupid, nosy, lying jerk!

  Eugh.

  That's not true, and I know it.

  He, a cat person (and a strong one at that), bought me, a stubborn idiot, a huge dog.

  To me, that's pure dedication.

  I have said so many awfully harsh and disgusting things to him that would have driven any other person away.

  Yet, still, he stayed with me. He calms me down when I'm angry or upset. Rather than seeking revenge, he comforts me.

  How could I possibly hate a man with such gorgeous blue eyes, an adorable, comforting smile, with such a unique and caring and accepting personality?

  How could I possibly hate Francis Bonnefoy- the man who has done so much for me, when I have given him so little?

  I need to apologise.

  Gosh, who am I kidding?

  I'm desperately in love with Francis Bonnefoy.

  -Navy