Chapter four: " i think you should tell him."

Astra pov

My alarm is bleeping but i cant be bothered to get up. After anothper ten minutes of laying in bed, with two hours sleep i get up to get a shower. Once out i wake up Grim and Jannet and start my morning routine. I do a half half makeup look. One eyes was purple eyeshadow ehilst the other is green.

I imagen how i want my hair color and my ring changes it for me. Over summer break, i found out my ring can change the color of my hair, so if i really wanted it back blonde, all i need to do is just think it. I then get changed and look at the time, 6:30. I walked down stairs and grabbed a granola bar.

I checked my phone, turns out i had many miss calls from Lucas. I also had a message saying 'we need to talk.' I gulped as i re-read the message over and over. "Astra, what are you reading? I can feel my stomach turning from your nervousness." Jannet pulled me frim my thoughts. I showed her my phone and she gave me a small smile. "I think you ahould tell him."

"Yeah your right." I sighed and got up. I packed my bag and say in my bike. Jannet and grim drove to school in Grims car.

I made my way to my first lesson, art. It was a double lesson, so two hours of art.I sat down at the back of the class and took out my empty Starbucks cup. Today we are ment to be painting something we love doing with Astrids or Zanas colors. I chose a starbucks cup because caffeine is life.

"Okaii children, you may begin." I got out all the colors i would need, different variations of purples, blues and reds paints and some pain brushes.

"Hey." Faerie and Sam sat next to me. He still looks pissed off.

"Hey." I greated her with a smile. "What you painting?" I asked curiously.

"A woman with galaxy wings and vines going up her back." She smiled again. "Sam what are you painting?"

"Two people with a stary night." He stated shortly. I let them concentrate and began painting my cup. After a while, i got bored so i took out one of my redbulls and began gulping it down. I glanced over at shadows painting and it looked like he put alot of emotion into it. I then took a peek at Faiths and hers look beautiful. I then started concentrating onto mine again.

The lesson just finished and i grabbed my cup, which had been left to dry for twenty minutes and left for my mext lesson. As i walked down the corridor i noticed Saedy's Aurora was blue, she was upset. I picked up my pace and stopped infront of her.

"Saedy, whats the matter?" Concern laced my words.

"A jock called greg keeps saying stuff to me." She dropped her head and in anything but a whisper she carried on. "Astra am i fat or ugly? Am I weird for wearing cat ears all the time?" Tears glistened in her eyes.

"Of course not saedy. Ill be right back." I growled out. I made my way to the bots locker room. I pushed open the door and stormed in. "Wheres greg!" I commanded.

"Astra, get out! This is the mens locker room!" Lucas exclaimed.

"Boys locker room and i asked yous a question." I stated coldly. "Now dont make me repeat my self. Where. Is. Greg?"

"Im here. If it isnt little miss cheater." He laughed drily.

"Well if it isnt mr I can get away with anything cos' im a jock. News flash, your a dick!" Venom laced my words. "Leave Saedy alone." I pushed through grit teeth.

"Or what? Youll cheat on Lucas again?" He grinned at me. I made my way over to him and his face still held the same grin. I pushed him agaist the lockers roughly and whispered into his ear.

"Leave her alone or else you wont have throat left to say anything to her." His face visibly paled.

"Astra get off him. Now!" Lucas stormed over to us. "We need to talk." Greg grinned at me and 'oohed'.

"Im not done with him." I stated, pumching greg in the throat, making him cough and splutter. Lucas said five words that made me want to kill The teacher that forced us to read out the note.

"Well. I. Am. With. You." My eyes hardened, my fists was clenched that hard, my nuckles began to whiten. "Im not being with a cheat." He stated and walked out.

I punch greg again, nocking him out before I walked out after him, rushing to get to him. He was my world, i have allready lost someone so close to me but i dont want to lose another. I got outaide i quickened my pace. What came next i wish didnt.

There sandwiched against a wall and Poison was Lucas. They was having a heavy makeout session. My eyes burned from me not letting them cry, my throat tightened and my breaths was shallow. I need to get away from him.

I ran back inside before he could see me. My walls have been put back up around my heart and i will never fall in love again. I was quiet most of the day. At dinner i sat with Grim, Sam, Faith, Xander and Jannet. whilst Poison and Lucas sat with sara and Apollo.

"Are you okaii?" Jannet stared at me. I nodded my head and gave her a fake smile.

"Her and Lucas broke up." Faith gave me a weak smile. "Sorry but she should know. Hi by the way im Faith." He extended her arm.

"Hi, Jannet and why?"

"Basically i beat up Greg because he was bullying Saedy, then Lucas decided it would be a good time to break up...infront of all the jocks." I looked down, my eyes garded and my face stone cold. "Im fine, honestly."